TWO GUILT SITUATION HERE PEOPLE
First i didn't wake my partner up, he wanted me to wake him up at 1.30am. Because he wanted to watch football.
Second, i told nicholas that i'd still be up until Subuh because of the thing. But i slept early instead.
First situation, he wanted to watch football at 1.30am, and he alrdy set an alarm. But he asked me to wake him up, to be safe, or to have me as a back up if he didnt wake up. So i was still up, until 1.30, and i called him for only three times. But he didnt wake up. So i sms-ed him for a few times also, to make sure there's a vib or ringing tone or something to make him wake up. But he didnt, and this morning, he woke up at 11.30am and msged me good morning. Well i asked him if he watched football or not and he said he didnt. NOW I FEEL GUILTY FOR NOT WORKING MY BUTT OFF TO MAKE HIM WAKE UP. And he loves football, football is his 2nd wife and i ruined their marriage :'( Guilt is building inside of me.
Second situation, i was chatting with nicholas on msn. And well i think he said goodbye around 12 something because he said his dad forced him to sleep. I think. WELL HE HAD TO, and nicholas you had an iu day to go to, you have to sleep early :P He was busy choosing an outfit for the iu day and asking me how to style-d his hair. -.-" Well, so he off-ed at 12 something, but i was still up until 1.30am. So he sms-ed me to make sure i was online. So he did, and when i asked him whats wrong, he said, he was otp for 1 hour and then he couldnt sleep -.-" Wait he can sleep, he just didnt want to ! So by the time he on, i told him i was really sleepy, and my sister wanted me to shut down all the lights. So i did and i told nicholas i was scared to online alone in the dark. Nicholas was telling me that he only had his study light on and it would be much more scary if i was at his place. Well we're different nicholas, you got guts and i dont :P Haha. Okay then i told him goodbye. And I FELT REALLY REALLY GUILTY! I told him that he could call me if he needs anything.
And so, i think a few minutes later after i off-ed. Nicholas called me on my cell, and he asked me if i could sleep or not and i said i was trying to, WELL NICHOLAS, I COULDNT SLEEP THAT FAST IF I WAS FEELING GUILTY. And its all because of you >:( Well then he told me the situation back again to make me feel even more guilty and he made an evil laugh because he could feel that i really was feeling it. And thats when i know that, Nicholas Elam Shah is plain evil! So he said goodbye and i wished him goodnight, and prayed so that he could sleep :P haha, so there you go. Don't u dare make me feel like a bad person :/ Haha.
P/s: yes! so he didnt wanna watch football because he wanted to sleep. Its not my fault :D Just got the msg!
First i didn't wake my partner up, he wanted me to wake him up at 1.30am. Because he wanted to watch football.
Second, i told nicholas that i'd still be up until Subuh because of the thing. But i slept early instead.
First situation, he wanted to watch football at 1.30am, and he alrdy set an alarm. But he asked me to wake him up, to be safe, or to have me as a back up if he didnt wake up. So i was still up, until 1.30, and i called him for only three times. But he didnt wake up. So i sms-ed him for a few times also, to make sure there's a vib or ringing tone or something to make him wake up. But he didnt, and this morning, he woke up at 11.30am and msged me good morning. Well i asked him if he watched football or not and he said he didnt. NOW I FEEL GUILTY FOR NOT WORKING MY BUTT OFF TO MAKE HIM WAKE UP. And he loves football, football is his 2nd wife and i ruined their marriage :'( Guilt is building inside of me.
Second situation, i was chatting with nicholas on msn. And well i think he said goodbye around 12 something because he said his dad forced him to sleep. I think. WELL HE HAD TO, and nicholas you had an iu day to go to, you have to sleep early :P He was busy choosing an outfit for the iu day and asking me how to style-d his hair. -.-" Well, so he off-ed at 12 something, but i was still up until 1.30am. So he sms-ed me to make sure i was online. So he did, and when i asked him whats wrong, he said, he was otp for 1 hour and then he couldnt sleep -.-" Wait he can sleep, he just didnt want to ! So by the time he on, i told him i was really sleepy, and my sister wanted me to shut down all the lights. So i did and i told nicholas i was scared to online alone in the dark. Nicholas was telling me that he only had his study light on and it would be much more scary if i was at his place. Well we're different nicholas, you got guts and i dont :P Haha. Okay then i told him goodbye. And I FELT REALLY REALLY GUILTY! I told him that he could call me if he needs anything.
And so, i think a few minutes later after i off-ed. Nicholas called me on my cell, and he asked me if i could sleep or not and i said i was trying to, WELL NICHOLAS, I COULDNT SLEEP THAT FAST IF I WAS FEELING GUILTY. And its all because of you >:( Well then he told me the situation back again to make me feel even more guilty and he made an evil laugh because he could feel that i really was feeling it. And thats when i know that, Nicholas Elam Shah is plain evil! So he said goodbye and i wished him goodnight, and prayed so that he could sleep :P haha, so there you go. Don't u dare make me feel like a bad person :/ Haha.
P/s: yes! so he didnt wanna watch football because he wanted to sleep. Its not my fault :D Just got the msg!
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