People keep asking "why are u single?" "where's ur boyfriend?" "don't you like anyone, this is not u!" "when are you gonna get into relationships?"
you bila nk ada special someone?
kesian pulak i tngok ahahaha - zahin
The point is, i dont even know why im single, you see, im always unlucky in life, everytime i put myself out there, i get heartbroken, everytime. And im just so scared to step into the world again. Because, i always get hurt. I am always the victim in this. Not once, that i never get hurt.
Makes me more cautious about this. And makes me feel like i wanna be single till im old and wrinkled.
And i don't know what to do. Everyone is in a relationship. And they look so happy, and im so glad they are, So glad. Maybe a tinge of jealousy that they're happy but i don't mind. I know my time will come. WHICH IT HASN'T FOR 7 MONTHS NOW. It's been such a long time. And i know all my ex boyfriends are alrdy in relationships.
But im serious in this relationship thing, i don't wanna get involve in it if i know it won't last until im 20 or 30 something. I wanna get into a relationship where it will be permanent and i'll marry the guy in the future. Someone who cares about me, someone who will love me even if i screw for gazillion times. And someone who can deal with my very high temper. Coz i've made all my ex boyfriends cried, well 4/5 of them.
So, tasha, this is what you have to evaluate.
- someone who can deal with your temper
- someone who won't mind being bossed around
- someone who is not that socialize
- someone who makes stupid jokes but is still funny because of the effort they put in it.
- someone who is smart
- someone who is mature and knows how to solve problems
- someone who can calm me down when i reach my boiling point (which is always)
- someone who is considerate and independent
- someone who can sing (option)
- someone who will listen to me, every word i say and makes it a big deal to him. (compulsary)
THERE WE GO ! I think thats very impossible eventhough i didnt put good looking, i dont mind if the guy is not good looking.
kesian pulak i tngok ahahaha - zahin
The point is, i dont even know why im single, you see, im always unlucky in life, everytime i put myself out there, i get heartbroken, everytime. And im just so scared to step into the world again. Because, i always get hurt. I am always the victim in this. Not once, that i never get hurt.
Makes me more cautious about this. And makes me feel like i wanna be single till im old and wrinkled.
And i don't know what to do. Everyone is in a relationship. And they look so happy, and im so glad they are, So glad. Maybe a tinge of jealousy that they're happy but i don't mind. I know my time will come. WHICH IT HASN'T FOR 7 MONTHS NOW. It's been such a long time. And i know all my ex boyfriends are alrdy in relationships.
But im serious in this relationship thing, i don't wanna get involve in it if i know it won't last until im 20 or 30 something. I wanna get into a relationship where it will be permanent and i'll marry the guy in the future. Someone who cares about me, someone who will love me even if i screw for gazillion times. And someone who can deal with my very high temper. Coz i've made all my ex boyfriends cried, well 4/5 of them.
So, tasha, this is what you have to evaluate.
- someone who can deal with your temper
- someone who won't mind being bossed around
- someone who is not that socialize
- someone who makes stupid jokes but is still funny because of the effort they put in it.
- someone who is smart
- someone who is mature and knows how to solve problems
- someone who can calm me down when i reach my boiling point (which is always)
- someone who is considerate and independent
- someone who can sing (option)
- someone who will listen to me, every word i say and makes it a big deal to him. (compulsary)
THERE WE GO ! I think thats very impossible eventhough i didnt put good looking, i dont mind if the guy is not good looking.
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