First day of a new job :)

So, i arrived at school around 7.02am. Was supposed to arrive before 7am. And i know i was a little bit late, so i ran and met my adopted senior prefect, Julia Lim at the tennis court :) With my new really really short hair, everyone acknowledge me about it. Hehe, they were really shocked because they see me as "the girl with the long hair"! Okay continue, went up the stage with Julia, saw all of the new prefectorial boards with their own adopted senior prefects. They're introducing the charts, tables, duties, books. I just knew im in charge of "patrol book" :D So yeah, it's kinda fun working in the group. Now i know how it all works, how the school functions, what type of system making the school go smoothly. And how hard a prefect has to work. I never knew they had that much job. But they're doing a real good job :)
And Julia is really nice, i mean i feel comfortable with her. Lucky to have her guiding me. And she's a good prefect too, she does her job well and she's a genius ! I thought at first it'll be awkward, well it did went awkward at first, but after getting to know her, she's actually a good person :)
So, i had to jaga the latecomers, and check their attires, and also have spotchecks on them.
Which was fun coz it was the first time i spotcheck someone, hehe :)
Anyways, that was my day. It was tiring but worth it (:

and im so happy i got no. 9 in class :D And my bestfriend is no. 10. :D
It's great to have ur bestfriend close with you !

Formspring

It's not that i wanna curse or say something bad when people say bad things at formspring. I am not complaining of how it is. Im just trying to tell facts about creating formspring. Formspring is actually about people asking questions about the person to get to know the person more, or if they dont have the guts to ask questions, they can ask by putting it anonymous. Not those bad questions like "so you think you're a slut?" or "dont u think you act like a bitch?", seriously. I feel so sad when i read all of those questions. This is earth, we're all human, if we wanna point out other peoples faults, we should approach them in a mannered way. Is it too hard? Just say as an example; "hye tasha, im sorry but i got offended when you cursed to me about my problems. I was really hurt when you commented about what i have gone through. Since i know maybe you have gone through quite a lot and you took mine very lightly. It's very selfish of you to do that. And i think maybe you should fix on that part, im sorry if this sounds rude. but i wish you would take it openly. No hard feelings. Please and thank you." - Dayana

I mean seriously, i don't think i would mind or care or hate that person if that person approach me that way. It's very considerate of the person to put it in an orderly way. If you cnnot just say it to someone's face then why don't you just fb the person or sent an email to the person to say it privately. Jatuhkan maruah orng lain in public, i don't think its a very good thing. Yeah maybe if u wanna tegur that person. Don't do it in public la, that's like trying to show people what the person has done. I mean we all make mistakes, we are bound to do so. So, a better way to fix things is by telling the person in a mannered way. I just wish people would change.
I don't get angry if i see all those comments at other people's formspring or mine. I just had a frown on my face, feeling really sad of how this world is progressing. I beg you people, tolong la. Pray to Allah, and ask for forgiveness. If you have a problem with someone else and you don't wanna hate them. You tell god that. Because i know at times, we feel like we hate someone. It's something we can't actually avoid. But please, if you hate that someone. Try to open your heart and stop what you're doing. Because it's wrong.
What you do is what you get.
So i wish to all the haters out there, please open up your hearts and brains. Amin.

It's true

My eldest sister said that if we ask more for love, then they won't come and if we just sit back and relax, they come rushing towards us. Well, i think it happened to me. Before this i went on and on about wanting to have a boyfriend again, i know desperate right but sometimes its not wrong to feel that way especially when we haven't met someone we think we clicked with for 7 months!
7 long months! And then slowly, some of them came and gave me hope. To prove me wrong. Because i actually could not fall in love with anyone. Not because i don't want to, but just because i can't. My heart won't accept anyone. They won't let anyone in. My heart is just damn tired of getting hurt. And tired of giving chances to anyone. But now, im starting to open up. I realize that, and im more easy going than before. And im so glad i feel normal now, i barely feel depressed. Alhamdulillah :)

My version

Went to interact club on thursday, they announced the new board of directors for 2010/2011. I love the president and the vice president, i mean the seniors made a good desicion by choosing them :) Which is harshiah and jo anne respectively. Well, hanani got to be the treasurer! And i know how much she loves money and how STRICT she is in getting money in time :P Fiona Aurelia is the sargeant at arms, sorry if spelled tht wrongly. Haha. I knew she was going to have tht job coz she loves going to iu days, and i think shes the only one whos very the semangat in all these iu days :) Well and im also sure that the club will be more interesting, since Noor Ashiqin has been choosen as the club service director :D Haha. Well all of this is actually 1 month probation. but u know im sure they'll do a great job. And i will also be working hard on my section, which is being the community service director :) I've always wanted to plan all this thing and you know make it more happening. It's important for a life changing method. As it gives impact to most people who are in it. It makes someone a better person and it is a great way to observe how life works. And to feel the pleasure of other people being happy, is just a great feeling. To be able to help them, with sincere hearts. And to put ourselves in their shoes. To feel what they feel. To realize what we actually have in our life that we are not grateful for some of it. To know how powerful god is, and to help our brothers and sisters in this world. It's just a great job, to be able to go through and feel all of it. It's just a powerful feeling.

Honey Jade :)

Honey Jade, the stone of Happiness. Honey Jade is linked to happiness & joy. It can also be used in any situation which requires serenity & tranquility.

To Nicholas Elam Shah, thank you for the honey jade necklace :)
I like it a lot, and im sorry it costs you a lot. I didn't even force you to buy an expensive souvenir. You said you wanted to surprise me, and you surprised me with this and it's great!
Eventhough sometimes you can be a bit too straight forward and a pain in the neck, but you're actually a nice person. I'll remember to buy you a souvenir too next time if i go somewhere. And btw, WHAT DID YOU MEAN BY "YOU'RE TALL" WHEN YOU MET ME TDI!
You better have a good explanation for this, coz i wanna know if it was sarcasm or it was sincere -.-"
And fyi, you have lots of badges at ur bag :O Haha you were not punctual! I tunggu lama for you dkt the so called "alfunte" bak kata u -.-"

But thank you :)

Supposingly yesterday

I feel much thinner now, haha kidding. I know im not :/
So yesterday i went jogging for err 4 rounds with my dearest, emma shazleen ali.
She came to my house, and we played left 4 dead while waiting for the clock to strike 5.
We went down and had hehe *kinder bueno for ENERGY, bfr we went jogging hehe.
So yeah we walked up the mini hill one time as a warm up and went back to the mini hill for a jog, and that is for the second warm up. Then we went on to the big road, we jogged and jogged. There were guys on this motorbike, who asked for directions on where bukit indah is. And err well arent they in one? O.o the front guy seemed serious. But the back guy was smilling. So i didnt know if they were serious or not. So i stopped and said err, ish tak tau la. k bye. Then i continued jogging, haha, emma was laughing because she didnt know who the guys were. Well yohoo same here !
We bumped into some niggas, not some, a lot. Hahah, and emma find them creepy. Well theyre not creepy emms, thy just want to hang around, like us :D haha. And we talked talked about everything, well it was fun, because we could like talk while we're jogging. Eventhough its not a proper way to jog, haha we're not supposed to talk yes i know. But i don't care, i mean, i love spending time with emms. And she was very the semangat to jog, trust me. She hasnt eaten rice and shes been hving dinner bfr 6. :O Haha so anyways after we jogged, we went to 7 eleven. hehe to buy some drinks, she has this 0% fat yougurt drink, and i had 100000000000000000% fat of cool & clean drink, TWO BOTTLES. hahahahah. Okay so u see, i don't care :P Haha. I was very thirsty and i swear when i jogged with those two bottles, emma said she thought i was a drunk person. Hahah.
We laughed like hell especially when i crossed the road, hehe. Sorry yea hehe ! Then after we had our drinks, emma could still jog but i couldnt because i was feeling bloated, so i gave up! haha, we only walked with a lil jog of course and vain for awhile dkt tepi jln , haha.
So then we arrived home and crashed onto my bed. God, i felt like dying, i swear. haha.
But i had fun with emms, i couldnt story it that detailed because i gtg off now.
But i would love to do it again :) Love you emms <3

Guilt

TWO GUILT SITUATION HERE PEOPLE

First i didn't wake my partner up, he wanted me to wake him up at 1.30am. Because he wanted to watch football.

Second, i told nicholas that i'd still be up until Subuh because of the thing. But i slept early instead.

First situation, he wanted to watch football at 1.30am, and he alrdy set an alarm. But he asked me to wake him up, to be safe, or to have me as a back up if he didnt wake up. So i was still up, until 1.30, and i called him for only three times. But he didnt wake up. So i sms-ed him for a few times also, to make sure there's a vib or ringing tone or something to make him wake up. But he didnt, and this morning, he woke up at 11.30am and msged me good morning. Well i asked him if he watched football or not and he said he didnt. NOW I FEEL GUILTY FOR NOT WORKING MY BUTT OFF TO MAKE HIM WAKE UP. And he loves football, football is his 2nd wife and i ruined their marriage :'( Guilt is building inside of me.


Second situation, i was chatting with nicholas on msn. And well i think he said goodbye around 12 something because he said his dad forced him to sleep. I think. WELL HE HAD TO, and nicholas you had an iu day to go to, you have to sleep early :P He was busy choosing an outfit for the iu day and asking me how to style-d his hair. -.-" Well, so he off-ed at 12 something, but i was still up until 1.30am. So he sms-ed me to make sure i was online. So he did, and when i asked him whats wrong, he said, he was otp for 1 hour and then he couldnt sleep -.-" Wait he can sleep, he just didnt want to ! So by the time he on, i told him i was really sleepy, and my sister wanted me to shut down all the lights. So i did and i told nicholas i was scared to online alone in the dark. Nicholas was telling me that he only had his study light on and it would be much more scary if i was at his place. Well we're different nicholas, you got guts and i dont :P Haha. Okay then i told him goodbye. And I FELT REALLY REALLY GUILTY! I told him that he could call me if he needs anything.

And so, i think a few minutes later after i off-ed. Nicholas called me on my cell, and he asked me if i could sleep or not and i said i was trying to, WELL NICHOLAS, I COULDNT SLEEP THAT FAST IF I WAS FEELING GUILTY. And its all because of you >:( Well then he told me the situation back again to make me feel even more guilty and he made an evil laugh because he could feel that i really was feeling it. And thats when i know that, Nicholas Elam Shah is plain evil! So he said goodbye and i wished him goodnight, and prayed so that he could sleep :P haha, so there you go. Don't u dare make me feel like a bad person :/ Haha.

P/s: yes! so he didnt wanna watch football because he wanted to sleep. Its not my fault :D Just got the msg!

Making me happy :)

I never expect to be happy again, i mean especially when a guy tries to make jokes, or try to u know go all flirty. I would never fall for it, but i think i accidently fall for this person. And trust me, hes not even putting any effort in his jokes. All he said was tht he'd "twink" me, which for him means, breaking my neck. HAHA. And that when i said i was scared, he didnt make it sound as if he was the hero for me, but he made it sound like he couldnt care less about it, bt he just wants me to feel okay. He's straight to the point. He's very perasan, and i feel like punching him. But i can't help laughing and smiling, everytime he talks to me :) Haiyh. haha

Survey

Sorry ash for copying ur idea :P I havent done a survey for ages too! And when i looked at yours, i wanted to do one, but dont worry its a different survey :)



How old were you when you had your first relationship?
Form 1 which is 13 years old

Are you taken/single?
Single

How old were you when you had your first kiss?
15

What color is your underwear?
Red ?

Do you like anyone right now?
I think so :)

Ever had your heartbroken?
So many times, its uncountable.

Miss anyone right now?
Nope, coz i have him here with me :)

Who was the last person you sent a text to?
Alif Mustaqim :)

Last person to text you?
Alif Mustaqim!

Last person you saw?
My baby cousin

What was the last thing you said to someone?
"nak kak tasha refill m&m's lagy?"

Who is top in your top friends?
You mean myspace? Noor Ashiqin :)

Why?
Because shes my bestfriend.

Who do you trust the most in your life?
Myself.

Who do you love most?
My family, my friends, my cats.

Ever been in love?
Yes for 2 times

Who has hurt you the most?
Anwar (haha so public, who cares, theres a lot of anwar in this world)

Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?
Yes

Are you happy?
Yes i am :)

How many good friends do you have?
Good friends? Well lemme see. 4.

Are there some songs you cant listen to because they remind you of someone?
Yes

Have you ever cheated on a partner?
Never ever. I think haha

Ever been cheated on?
I dont think so. Maybe they mingled around but not get into a relationship with them and be all serious with them.

Ever been told someone loved you?
Yes

Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?
So many times

Not meant it?
Yes a few times

Ever had your heart broken?
I thought u alrdy asked -.-"

Are you happy with where you are relationship-wise now?
Yes maybe, :)

What is your idea of true love?
True love. Someone who mess up your life, wreck your spirit and hopes, hurt you for a lot of times but you will still be able to love the person. And you always have that hope and faith in the person, and you never give up on him. Someone who makes you feel like it's okay that everything is falling apart, because he will always be there for you in whatever condition youre in. Sick or healthy. Happy or sad. Emoing or Hyper. Thats all.

When they slip, do you think you can let go the small stuff?
Yes

Do you believe in love at first sight?
No

Why or why not?
Because its stupid ahah sorry

Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
Yes friendship is very important

Do you believe that love can be found in bars or is that too much of a risk?
Haha too much of a risk

Should people go to bars to find love?
NO! haha maybe depends, haha idk. Im not god, if their fate is there, then i guess haha

Or should they go to places where people who like what they like hang out?
Haha sure, who cares, go wherever they want. If the right guy is there, then the right guy is there.

Should men and women be expecting the other to buy the other gifts?
No never

Who should wear the pants in the relationship or should it be a mutual give and take?
Haha well in my opinian, the guys should wear the pants, buuut i've been wearing them in every relationship i was in and i love it. So depends. But i think it'll work more if they give and take.

Bonding :)

Well alhamdulillah, that eventhough my love life doesnt work out but my friends, socialize business is :)
Not saying tht its a business or something, but i've been getting new friends. Like nicholas elam shah and luke mus and abdul zahin, they're good people. And im so glad i earned new friends :)
I feel like my life is starting to bloom into a flower once again. And it's good to get in contact with nick again, after working together at our joint iu day. Looks like he has a lot of things in common with me! Like bm, agama and football things :P haha. And luke mus! this guy knows how to bake! Baking cakes and desserts, and he even loves to cook which is so like me and its really hard to find a guy who knows how to cook or LOVE cooking, haha you see, i can learn a lot from him. And err zahin he loves rugby? haha can't possibly learn tht, no way ho say haha.
But anyways, life is getting better :)
Especially when i have friends that are there for me when im scared, like Alif Mustaqim & Luqman Zainal Fikri, you guys are the best !
And emma thank you for listening to all of my stories, and thank you for sharing yours, i know we both are going through a lot, but we'll be okay :)
Iman & Ash, the most amazing friends ever, went through so many things together, and you guys are always there for me with sincere hearts. :)

Unfair!

So my family just went out to klcc with my aunt, and i thought they were looking for "some" stuff! till 5 minutes ago, my dad knocked on the door and hand my sister a "GAP" paperbag. Ahuh, yes, and ahuh, i shouted, shouted shouted shouted so loudly, i wnted to cry ! She went shopping :( And i didnt get anything, but its okay, i hope my dad is bringing me tomorrow, and i hpe hes nt gonna break his promise this time -.-" Thats what im scared of. Anyways, wish me luck!

My very perasan friend :)

Emmashazleen says:
bloop bloop
haha

Ezleen Natasha says:
haha drp tht day u bloop bloop
btw should i cut my hhair?
as u cn notice at my dp pic

Emmashazleen says:
bloop bloop is cute so you know if someone says bloop bloop, IT'S ME haha YES CUT CUT CUT!
POTONG BOB!
SUMPAH COMEL!

Ezleen Natasha says:
hahahahaha, WHAT THE HELL IS BOB?
hahaha
bloop bloop is cute unlike u
hhahahah
kidding
oh bob haircut
-.-
my face tk sesuai

Emmashazleen says:
BOB LAH! go google it

Ezleen Natasha says:
i have to hve a small face

Emmashazleen says:
hahaha

Ezleen Natasha says:
hahaha
I DID
hahaha

Emmashazleen says:
JAHAT, I AM CUTE HAHAHAHA
ehhhh sesuai lah!
but don't cut too short
shoulder length lah
okay don't do bob then
haha

Ezleen Natasha says:
haha, i gotta post this at my blog!
u admitting ur cute
oh btw cntik kan my blog
hhaha
i dont use tmblr like u guys
haha
bob will make me look like 4a chinese
*a chinese

Emmashazleen says:
SO LAWA!
HAHAHAHA PUT LAH
hihihi
oh do lah tumblr, sumpah best!
I swear!
you already look liek a chinese even with long hair tasha
*like

Ezleen Natasha says:
ahah i just like the background
OHOHOHOH I WILL!
i ltk email msn u skali hahhah mcm susah jeee
tumblr coz u gotta update wit
pics kannn
;/
NO I DONT

Emmashazleen says:
hahaha cantik cantik! like me :) HAHAHA NO LAH KIDDING
EH DON'T LAH ISHHH
eh no lah tak susah
hahaha
that's not true
you don't have to update with pics
yes you do

:/

Okay so, i don't know why the word "single" always come to me, bashing me up like a helpless victim.
People keep asking "why are u single?" "where's ur boyfriend?" "don't you like anyone, this is not u!" "when are you gonna get into relationships?"

you bila nk ada special someone?
kesian pulak i tngok ahahaha - zahin

The point is, i dont even know why im single, you see, im always unlucky in life, everytime i put myself out there, i get heartbroken, everytime. And im just so scared to step into the world again. Because, i always get hurt. I am always the victim in this. Not once, that i never get hurt.
Makes me more cautious about this. And makes me feel like i wanna be single till im old and wrinkled.
And i don't know what to do. Everyone is in a relationship. And they look so happy, and im so glad they are, So glad. Maybe a tinge of jealousy that they're happy but i don't mind. I know my time will come. WHICH IT HASN'T FOR 7 MONTHS NOW. It's been such a long time. And i know all my ex boyfriends are alrdy in relationships.

But im serious in this relationship thing, i don't wanna get involve in it if i know it won't last until im 20 or 30 something. I wanna get into a relationship where it will be permanent and i'll marry the guy in the future. Someone who cares about me, someone who will love me even if i screw for gazillion times. And someone who can deal with my very high temper. Coz i've made all my ex boyfriends cried, well 4/5 of them.
So, tasha, this is what you have to evaluate.
- someone who can deal with your temper
- someone who won't mind being bossed around
- someone who is not that socialize
- someone who makes stupid jokes but is still funny because of the effort they put in it.
- someone who is smart
- someone who is mature and knows how to solve problems
- someone who can calm me down when i reach my boiling point (which is always)
- someone who is considerate and independent
- someone who can sing (option)
- someone who will listen to me, every word i say and makes it a big deal to him. (compulsary)

THERE WE GO ! I think thats very impossible eventhough i didnt put good looking, i dont mind if the guy is not good looking.

Tiger prawns & watercress mayo

Ingridients
3 tablespoons mayonnaise
Large handful of watercress, plus extra to serve
2 gherkins, roughly chopped grated rind and juice of 1/2 lemon
250g tiger prawns, cooked
salt and black pepper


Put the mayonnaise, watercress, gherkins and lemon rind and juice into a food processer or blender and process until almost smooth. Season to taste with salt and pepper.

Toss the prawns in the dressing to coat and serve with fresh, crusty bread and extra watercess.



If you don't like watercress, then you can put any other vegetable that you like, to make it look brightly good and delicious :)

Gherkin - pickled cucumber

Do i put myself first or last

You Put Yourself Last

You take everyone's needs seriously, except for your own. You mean to take care of yourself, but you're always the last one on the list. While it may be tempting to lend a helping hand every time you can, you're actually not helping people as much as you could be. You are simply not at your best. You're too frazzled to really be giving anyone 100%. Take a mental health day - or even a mental health hour - as soon as you can. It's time to start getting some balance in your life.

Do You Put Yourself First or Last?

Blogthings: A Fine Line Between Insight and Stupidity

Up to what?

Holidays holidays holidays, i don't think holidays can only be in 2 weeks, THEY SHOULD EXTEND IT TO MAYBE 4 WEEKS, now that's what we call a holiday, for 2 weeks we can rest and for another 2 weeks, homework time. Haha. I haven't touch my homework and im feeling really guilty about it, im so worried i won't have enugh time to finish it. But then again im just so lazy to do it, we'll see how it goes :)
I can't wait to finish high school, maybe i'll miss it, maybe a little, i don't have that much memories here. All i do at school is follow the rules and study, study and study. Maybe a few good experiences there. And that's it. What i'll miss is my friends, they're the best and i know i'll miss them.
No doubt abt that.

I sit at home and do nothing, i'll go online everytime i feel bored, sometimes i don't eat my dinner, now i often sleep around 3am, and wake up 3pm. Im lifeless but it feels great to be lifeless on holidays, i dont know why :)

Stilton & bacon bruschetta :)

Well hello, haha, well stilton & pancetta brushcetta actually but then pancetta is pork belly, although it is similar to bacon. So i'd prefer if it was replaced with beef bacon.

Serves 2
Preparation time 5 minutes
Cooking time 5 minutes

Ingridients
1 tablespoon olive oil
1 garlic clove, crushed
100g (4oz) bacon beef, cut into small cubes or any small size you want.
250g (8oz) mixed mushrooms, sliced
4 tablespoons double cream
25g (1oz) stilton cheese, crumbled
1 tablespoon chopped parsley
4 slices of ciabatta, toasted

Heat the oil in a frying pan. Add the garlic and beef bacon and fry for 1-2 minutes. Stir in the mushrooms and fry for a further 2-3 minutes until cooked.

Stir in the cream and crumbled stilton and cook for 1 minute to warm through. Add the parsley to the mixture, stir to combine and serve on 2 slices of toasted ciabatta for each person.


Let's say if you guys wanna try this and serve for more than 2 people, than you know what to do with the measurings, either guess or double it :)

Blogthings

You Are Scissors

Sharp and brilliant, you can solve almost any problem with that big brain of yours. People fear your cutting comments - and your wit is famous for being both funny and cruel. Deep down, you tend to be in the middle of an emotional storm. Your own complexity disturbs you. You are too smart for your own good. Slow down a little - or you're likely to hurt yourself. You can cut a paper person down to pieces. The only person who can ruin you is a rock person. When you fight: You find your enemy's weak point and exploit it. If someone makes you mad: You'll do everything you can to destroy their life

Are You Rock, Paper, or Scissors?

You Are Midnight

You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits. Whether you're a night owl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle. Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it. You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.

What Time Of Day Are You?

The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings

Change

I don't want people to assume that im a forgiver. I know being one is a good thing but when they say it, it seems so shallow, as if they say it because i fall easily for something. Because i don't know how to commit to my feelings that something went wrong and something hurted me. And i just can't hold on to the fact that the same thing might hurt me again if i forgive it. I admit that maybe sometimes , not sometimes, actually always, i don't mind when people let me down. I am feeling too content about things till i don't even care if something goes wrong. I don't get hurt easily, even if the person is the person that i love the most that hurts me. You know why? Because i know everything can be settled. Everyone is different in their own way, and even if they're different, doesnt mean they dont have the same heart. They might turn a bit rude, might turn more greedy and might turn more inconsiderate. But they are still the same person they used to be, they are they. And what they give to you is gonna be the same thing you received before they change. It is not how someone really change, it's about how you take it in. I never did hate my enemies. And i can swear to god about it. Even if they hate me, even if they try to harm me, i believe that they always have a reason to, even if the reason is that the attitude seems to be their nature. I believe that everyone has a kind heart, even if they are cruel. The only way for people to have this same view as me is when they have faith in other people. If you have faith in other people, you won't get hurt, you won't hurt the other person and your life won't get messy. That is why faith is very important. So now, im feeling more relieved about my life because i finally, have that chance to forgive her.

I’m not afraid to try again. I’m just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason.

Campaign

Haha well running for prefect, and it was fun. I mean, most of the prefect candidates, they're really nice people and they are all hardworking and dedicated. All of them are so good and i just think that all of them are qualified of being a prefect. They're good idols and examples to other students. And the prefect candidates now are 45 people, and 5 people needs to be eliminated. And im so scared i might be one of the 5 but what i learned throughout this journey is that i have to work hard, never stop. Be a dedicated person and have confidence in myself. Always pray to Allah, and even if i don't get something or i get something, i will always be grateful. This wasn't an easy journey, to actually get here, im already so grateful that i got to the third round of being a prefect candidate. Even if i don't get it, i'll still continue to help the school with a sincere heart and contribute everything i can. Good luck to all of the candidates and hope all of you will make it :)

What a day, went for interact club meeting, and there was an interview for posts and all. So we actually have to know whos the secretary president community club director and songs, motto. Haha, when i was in front of the door, i felt like i was going into another prefect interview. It was scary, i dont know why i was more nervous into going fr tht interview than going for a prefect interview. Haha must be weird, even if i know some people in the interview. Well Su Ann calmed me down, at this point where i got rlly nervous. Haha. thank god. But then it was u know same as the prefect interview, they actually asked me about if i could multi task my job if i were to be the prefect and the interact club post haha well DARN IT, su ann knew i was running for prefect! Haha, well i would prioritize both of them IF i were to become a prefect because both of them are rlly important and i alrdy think tht interact club is like my own family. So yeah i would prioritize both of them, :)