If they really think i can't do that, im not gonna be dissapointed anymore. I guess im not, i was though. I can have back ups. I mean not everything works, im still doing surveys on life. It seems like when people wnt something, they get something more than that. I hear my teachers, primary and secondary, telling me what they wanted to be when they were my age. They wanted to be more than teachers or educators, but thy ended up being something that they never expected themselves to be. Which was the first theory on life. God has bigger plans for you. Doesn't mean if you don't achieve what you wanted to achieve, you're a hopeless, useless, and a no brainer person. It just so means that the place tht god is bringing you to is either a pathway to something better or it just means that, the place that you arrived at is the thing that will make you happy even if you're not at the start of it.
I remember this dentist, she went to my school, to lecture us abt her pathway to her career, and the first thing she said to us was that she hated it. She didn't want to do it. She was disgusted by it. It was nver her dream but she just took it bcause she thought it was going to be fun. Haha. And Pn. Ros, my bm teacher, i remember she said something about her not wnting to become a teacher and trying to fail an interview. When they asked her abt why she wnted to become a teacher, she said she didn't want to. Ahahah, how cool is that?
Lots of examples and stories. I just wish that whatever is set for me, i'll have a good time doing it, instead of attempting suicide.
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