Feelings

I know my feelings are right, but i don't know if im gonna get a feedback for it, somehow i just find that when someone is bored, they go overboard with what they say, well i blame people on doing that, but even im acting like that. Darn it. Blame me all u want, haiyh, but i dont know. GAAH, so complicated, now there's like a bunch of list, with all the names, but i know his name is on top of the list. And im never eliminating him. And im stating a true fact of how im feeling.

Pondan oh pondan ...haha, i sound so weird, anyways thts just nickname. He's so gay, so gay, 100% gay, so gay gay gay gay, but i dont know why i like his personality, hahaha. Im a weird girl, arent i.

He just knows what to say, everytime, and i dont know, he's always making me feel so happy, hes such a cheerful person.
I adore him for his bright personality.

Buuuuuuuuuuuuut i dont think he even notices me, i mean he's not the hottest guy ever, not really that buff or anything or fit, but, i just dont think someone with a huge personality would even see the presence of this feeling.
Anyways, im not having high hopes, im only concentrating on my studies, which is much more important than anything else. Yes tasha, thats it, u go girl, hahaha.

Can't wait to meet him, :)