Sometimes im so blind and blur. Or maybe you could say tht im lost.
I've been so desperate in wanting "this type of thing" to work out that I forgot about the fact that I shuldn't just settle.
Ya Allah, you've been listening to my prayers. You have showed me signs. You have guided me. And I feel so blessed and grateful. Alhamdulillah.
I used to cry myself to sleep, thinking that I had no one. Thinking that I was alone. And I prayed & told god what I felt. So God gave me challenges and obstacles. I got occupied with it and had forgotten about how lonely I was. Alhamdulillah.
And when I faced with challenges and obstacles. I prayed again asking for signs, signs on whether the problem is going to work out or not. And you gave me plenty telling me that it wasn't going to work out. So all the hurt that was accumulated in me was gone. Why? Because I was busy trying to be strong. And God did not let me do that alone. So He sent my bestfriends to help me. My best friends who are always sincere in their intentions. Best friends that never failed in making me feel as if everything was going to be okay.
Everything happens for a reason. And sometimes I or we struggle in finding what the reasons are bcause we just want to stop the pain. When we did not realize that God has helped us in His way.
I thank god for everything that has happened.
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