Fight

I thought you understood me. That night when we fought, I told you everything that you did wrong and I wanted explanations. It was like asking someone what the time was and they replied "im in africa, and i love the wheather here". You had no explanation for what you have done.

You know what I see in you? Lack of energy, lack of effort. I notice it since the start. You had no effort in getting what you want, making people feel better, making them feel special, or even to protect them from getting hurt. You had no effort at all in knowing someone. Yes, you have a great sense of humour. Something that I really love about you. But that's just it, sense of humour. You're not realistic, nor practical.

& I dislike people who don't know how to be serious. I am exasperated by it. I wonder what a person like you would answer to a question like this; what is the meaning of life to you? What would you want to achieve? How can you progress yourself into someone better?

Let me just try to relate the answer with your attitude:

Meaning of life? I dont know! for me to have fun & be happy! :D

Something tht u want to achieve? To have a lot of friends, to lepak with them!

How to progress yrself into someone better? Aren't I good enugh alrdy? ;)

That's how I see you. You have no sense of reality. You think everything is just an illusion & that you are the only thing that is real. Yes i just referred you to a *thing. Are you even a person?

You have no initiative at all to transform yourself into someone better.

Do you have a heart? Do you even have a mind?

A heart to feel and a mind to think. Because I think life for you is like a clown bouncing on fluffy clouds. And I find nothing funny about it.

So tell me why I should give this chance to you? You are a child.

& One of the reasons why I care about people that I care abt is bcause I look up to them.

& I don't think I even look up to you.