Comparison

I'm so tired of people comparing me with what they do. Telling me that what I'm doing is not good enough, well at least not as good as they are. Today I got my bio paper 1 and paper 3. And also add math paper 1. My paper 1 was 31/50. It is over 50 right? Nways, when I told my eldest sister about it, she told me it was soo bad. I know it's not as good as anyone else. But hey all that matters is tht I'm improving no? I hate biology and the previous test bfr trials, I got really bad marks. And I'm struggling to do my best. I was not happy with my paper 1 but I feel like I'm improving and I'm gonna keep on doing my best. I might hate it but at least I'm trying. I felt really down when she said that It was soo bad. I felt hurt, of course. So I said to her tht I'll go find her trials results. And compare it to mine. I asked her where she put it and she said she forgot where. If I am not mistaken, I have seen her blue file report card. And It wasn't even good either. Actually it was worst than mine. I might be bitchy in saying tht I'm gonna compare my results to hers later but thts just because she has been one to me too. You don't know how painful it is when someone else tells you how bad you are when you have tried your best to strive for it. I can keep motivating myself to not care abt what other people say. But you and I know tht it won't make the pain go away. And I'm a pretty sensitive person, but tht doesn't give her a reason to be bitchy to me. And she's now pursuing herself in psychology? I think that shes not even suitable in that field. Her patients will probably die of depression.