Used to it

Yesterday we celebrated teacher's day at my school, and it was definitely a touching moment for me. I was sitting behind the stage, looking at all the performers getting ready, then suddenly it was the morning session teachers to perform. It was sooooo cute, haha they were all wearing pink wigs with pink skirts! Haha most of them were actually serious teachers, so looking at them being playful was just... amusing :P And then there i was laughing and shouting like hell, looking at them, harshiah asked me to follow her to the classroom behind the stage, where it was the changing room for everybdy. But it was empty at that time, so we just sat down. Calmed ourselves. Then I thought, it's my last year at high school. I was always so negative about it, about high school. I always told people how i would never miss high school, and suddenly, this feeling just came, like i was gonna actually leave it, i wasn't gonna feel this way about, u know? So i started crying, and Harshiah looked at me and asked what was wrong, then I told her that i was gonna miss this. So she covered her face and i knew that we were both feeling the same way. All the laughing the touching things, whatever it is, i wasn't gonna experience it again. But people say, you can always visit your school. Yes sure, i can but i can never feel the same way again. Never gonna feel like i was a student there feeling everything that i felt throughout my 11 years of schooling in cbn. And im a cbner since i was standard 1. There are so many memories there in cbn. Im gonna miss high school.
People always say that whoever or however you are in high school determines who you are in the future & Im sure that CBN is shaping the students there in perfect shape and condition. Mentally.