Friends

I love my friends, i don't know why im all so emo suddenly. I guess i watched this video from glee, where someone died, and listening to the song turning tables from adele/holly holiday frm glee. When someone's gone, then you'll feel like you lost someone, you can't hide your ego anymore, you can't hide anything. You won't know what to say, you won't know what exactly you should feel. You won't know what you could do. What you could do to just hv a few more seconds to actually hold that person again or see that person again, or hear from the person. Then all you would feel is regret, and that dissapointment. That blame. Blaming yourself for not doing wht you could have done. The only thing i wanna say now is thanks, thank you to my family. My friends, my dearest friends. My friends who were always there for me. There was never a sigh when i told you guys abt my life, there were never lies, no insincerity. There was never a pause, you guys never had to wear a magnifying glass to know what was wrong with me, or what was right. You guys were always putting effort to be the best and never expect anything in return. I was always the girl who wanted to fit in. I have been searching for the right friends, right type of friends. And now i don't even have to try anymore, i don't even have to try to be happy anymore because i know i have you guys to wipe away my tears when i feel sad, to hug me when i need to hide my face or to pour my feelings out, to cheer me up like sunny side up eggs with all of the hillarious and crappy jokes when im down and frustrated. Thank you to Noor Ashiqin, Nahra Yasmin, Nicole Chan, Aina, Sonia & Dian Amani. Thank you.