Yesterday

I feel so empty today, maybe because you're not here. I can't believe i forced you into doing something you did not want to do. And now im the one being depressed, i can't blame you for saying yes. Im blaming myself for this. Yesterday and today is two different world. I was so happy this morning thinking about what happened, thinking about what we went through. I never felt so happy. I was never that happy. And my heart was beating so fast thinking about it. Thinking about how happy you made me eventhough i totally hated your guts. I thought i told myself to not fall in love, especially this year, Especially after all the heartbroken moments. I didn't wanna risk myself into something that would hurt so much but i can't help it. I was always so realistic but with him i wasnt.

They can take tomorrow where the plans we made,
They can take the music that we never play,
All the broken dreams take everything,
Just take it away but they can never have yesterday.