I really wanna thank Danial. Danial, if ur reading this, haha u know its u and not some othr danial. Thank you so much for listening. Thank you so much for being there for me. I know i cn always count on you. Im sorry you had to waste ur time listening to me cry and ur credit of course. Thank you for the comfort. I felt really comfortable crying to you. I know tht i have to at least feel embarassed tht i cried to you. I do, i am but thts just bcause im embarassed tht a 16 year old like me could cry tht way. I think this is where my problem is, i guess i thought tht i could always be so composed. So secure. So uptight and controlled. I forgot that you can cry and get hurt and just get frustrated about anything at whatever age u are. I am so ego. I had too much anger in myself but you understood me right away. You have done a lot for me. I can never count those things. You're such a good person to me. Really u are. Remember that day when we were on the phone and that we were talking about friendship? I told you that I would do anything to not lose this friendship. That this friendship was important to me. This friendship is precious. Im not really good in expressing myself, i suck in this im sorry but i just want to tell you that i am so thankful to god that i have a person like you in my life. I am so thankful to have such a caring friend. And that I would never want to lose you. And i want you to always remember that, I love you. As a brother and a bestfriend to me. Thank you Danial, you're the best.
And im so glad i had a very open minded session with my bestfriends Ashiqin and Iman. They are both so important to me. Ashiqin could sometimes be like my elder sister and also my younger sister. And iman, she's definitely like a little sister to me. I mean i dont see this friendship just as the roles of bestfriend. You guys are my family. I want to go through things with both of you. A part of me is so glad we had tht fight, and a part of me is just grateful we went stronger and much closer aftr the discussion yesterday. I definitely want this friendship to work out. I really do. You both are like the top of my loved ones list. And i know tht what i said is so corny and so blerghh common, like "alaa any girls cn say tht to their bestfriends and u know tulis, like kacang goreng only" but when i say that, i really mean it. I really really do mean it.
I can see myself laughing with you guys until we are all wrinkled, I can see myself getting angry at you guys if u guys are too noisy or u know (jokey) HAHA , I cn see myself crying in both of u guys's arms. I can see myself turning to both of you when i have a hard time. I cn see myself waking up in a hospital seeing u both holding my hands. But in a way i cn also see myself seeing u guys doing a chicken dance when im terribly angry -.-" HAHAH. I can see my kid being the eldest among u guys punya children :P Thats wht u guys predicted kan! ahha. And i cn see my kid pulling Ashiqin's hair and messing up Iman's baking. HAHA, i cn see Iman's kid annoy mine and ashiqin's kid. I cn see my kid having tantrums and just being random about things or maybe even hit them (ashiqin and iman's kids) head with a calculator. I can see ashiqin's kid being the boss and being the leader in causing trouble and invite mine and iman's kid too. hahahaha, i cn see us moms or workers or wives being exhausted and having our one of those "time for a bestfriend's meeting up session" complaining about our kids, work, and husband. HAHA.
Ashiqin with the laptop in her hand and trying to finish assignments. Or trying to finish her articles or masterpiece in journalism :P
Iman with a labcoat in her bag, or with her documents and files and results about tests or experiments. And making her boooooring i dont care science theories HAHA. yes iman i know ur too smart :P haha.
And me with my calculator as a keychain, or a handy one in my handbag, and with my stationerys. Counting the statistics and going all economy as im going for actuarial science. haha.
Let's be those people. Let's still stick together in the future and have more fights and happy moments.
AND WHY LA I LOOK LIKE A WORKING MOM? when u guys think of me, always think of me hving kids, i have no idea why -.-" HAHAHA. Iman & Ash remember about the combined egg yolk thing? HAHA sakit tooooot. HAHAHA. I love u guys :')
I LOVE U GUYS LIKE HELL I CN DIE, I HOPE IMAN CN COME TO ASHIQIN'S HOUSE NEXT WEEK SO THT WE CN MOLEST ASHIQIN'S TEDDAYHH TOGEZHAHH! :D
Oh and not forgetting my other bestfriends, Nahra Yasmin & Atasha Liu, u both are also very special to me. Trust me. I love you guys sooo much i cant even describe it. You both are always there for me :)
Nahra thank you for asking me this question every 5 minutes, which is "ezleen, are you okay?" or "u have any stories?!" You were always so excited to hear about anything tht goes on with my life. And everytime i have my grumpy face on, ur always there to just pat my back and tell me tht its okayy or ur always there to just listen to me even when ur busy. Even when ur packed. even when ur mad. Ur alwys ready to comfort me. Now that's what i call bestfriend. I miss you alrdy :( And and im so glad you consider me as ur bestfriend. I thought u dint but remember at this one point u just turned to me and said "u know ezleen, i never had a bestfriend like u. Ur so different. and im so glad u are one" I was very touched and flattered and i just think tht i can never deserve tht coz im not much of a good bestfriend. And im sorry if you're mad tht i try to fix every of ur problems everytime u had one. Im just the type of person where i have to do something abt tht something tht bugs my loved ones. Especially you, coz you're my bestest friend and eventho we only started being close this year but always remember that you're someone i never want to lose. Bcause you cn make me happy just by hitting me. I dont like people hitting me but i dont know why i dont mind u hitting me. hahaha, and thank you for always trying to annoy me, it rlly cheered me up :') One more thing, thank you for telling me all the things abt ur life. It rlly makes me feel useful and it makes me feel like you cn actually trust me. Nahra you're just such a nice person, and ur so smart, i especially adore ur theories about life and the connections we have in this world. I cannot believe how understanding you are about life, about challenges about obstacles about emotions. Those are rlly complex things and you are one einstein to have such good thoughts about them. AND YOU ARE SO SMART I HATE U SO MUCH
And to atasha, you EXOTIC FACE PERSON, i am so jealouuss tht u ahh macha so cntik HAHA. But thts not the thing tht builds our friendship. I feel so open with you, i can tell you anything at anytime. You're just someone whos rlly strong and has been through a lot of things. And i adore you, i look up to you. Your strength and your preseverance just fascinates me. And you're always giving me the chance to learn about it. You're such a good listener and you're always there for me. You never like go all tantrum with me. even if u did, i wnt u to know tht im still here for you. Even if u offend me or even if u go all tantrum or pms or anything, i'll never go away and i'll always stand by you bcause you're my bestfriend. And i know tht i have a lot of bestfriends, but dont ever think tht i would rank you. Bcause no matter how many bestfriends i have in my life, you would be one of the most important ones. And you can count on me for cheering up or for the service of just listening. Maybe i might not be as strong and as smart as you about things or environment or about the engines in life. But I will always try my best to make you feel like im always here for you. You have taught me a lot of things. You have been my mentor in a lot of things. You're one of those special girls tht i cn laugh with about anything. And you never mind if i make any stupid jokes. haha. Although i know sometimes u cn get annoyed , im sorry :P But i wnt u to know atasha, tht i love you so much and you're already like a sister to me. Always remember tht.
AND TO NICOLE AND HARSHIAH, YOU BOTH ARE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME EVENTHOUGH SOMETIMES YOU CN DENY MY THEORIES AND I AM ALWYS ANNOYED WITH U GUYS'S THEORIES BUT I LOVE YOU BOTH still :) always will. You both are such good people and such good friends. And when im down, you guys are always trying to cheer me up, :)
and thank you also to denise choo for always being concern and always being so funnyy, :) You always cheer me up even when im annoyed. HAHAHHA. and sorry iman and I always whack u :P
and thank you also to denise choo for always being concern and always being so funnyy, :) You always cheer me up even when im annoyed. HAHAHHA. and sorry iman and I always whack u :P
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