Lost without it

As you would know, i lost my specs, my specs of power 500! i have astigmatism and tht is way worst than short or long sightedness. I had my tuisyen just nw, learned about elastic potential energy, which is physics. Mdm Ong, my tuisyen teacher was writing at the whiteboard in front of me, and i think the distance between me and the whiteboard was only about 30cm away? I couldn't see a thing. Not even a sketch of what it was supposed to look like, i saw blurry images, as if someone scribbled with a black marker with anger. Or a kid with no maturity, drawing anything they imagined in their head. Which is not an insultation but still back to the description of how i see things. Lately, i lost focus on my studies because of that. I can never live without my specs. I need it. That's how i develop images and ideas when im studying. I daydream about it. I put myself in the equations and understanding. Without any images, im lost. It's like im standing in the middle of scribbled world. After Mdm Ong explained to me about physics, i told her that i couldn't see a thing on the whiteboard and she was shocked to hear that i lost my specs. Well then, she was kind enough to explain to me again, alhamdulillah :D Then i understood, i love that topic! Love it love it love it. Not like chapter 2 >:(
And so anyways, i feel fat, i've been eating a lot. And i know my friends would probably deny this. But i would never ever believe it. Especially when it's under the fat section. I need to go jogging, but tomorrow im staying back for the prefect's fund raising :/ Oh well maybe when i get home, thinking of asking ameer to join, hope he's free ! I need to at least have some confidence before going to cuci the musical this wednesday. Alrdy bought some face masks, to freshen up my skin later on :) Can't wait to watch it as i've heard a lot of good things about it, and how it made my sister laughed like hell. And i also can't wait to spend time with ashiqin and dian, to watch the musical. I think i might need to borrow ash's specs, if she doesn't mind, she's done a lot for me, and now i feel so guilty to ask for her specs for the musical later :/
And so anyways, I think Iman and I are dead for oral english test, we've been forgetting to discuss about it and tomorrow i got english class at school! What am i gonna tell teacher? :O seriously! We have to make at least a short sketch about it, what cn we come up with tmrrw :( Im so scared! Wish us luck!