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I feel much better that we have fixed this problem, glad to have her back in our life :)

Tho, after everything is actually finally okay. Something goes wrong. My ear. My right ear, i can't hear anything. I was talking to rishantinee in class around 8am, then suddenly there was this sound *teet* and suddenly i cant hear anything. At first i thot, its the typical, my ear got temporarily blocked. So i tried drinking water, swallowing my salive, myrah tried covering my nose and i tried to blow, so tht it'll solve the problem. And i tried putting water in my ear. After resting my head on the table for a few minutes, i wanted to go to nahra's table. Bcause i wanted to inform her, and suddenly when i tried standing, I wasn't stable. I felt like falling down, my left side of the body was much more denser than my right side. Cz i culdnt hear anything on the right side of my ear. You know how i am, never really accepting a fact right at the time. I was still in denial, tried to laugh, make a joke out of it. Then suddenly I just cried cz i rlly didnt hear anything. I culdnt. I mean like rlly culdnt. So Myrrah, Nahra, and Iman just approached me and asked me about my ear. It wasnt improving. I had to go to the canteen with both of my arms and hands held by nahra and myrrah. After recess, Nicole had to take care of me. So she was the one holding me, to make sure I was okay. Went back to class after tht, and the ex prefects had jamuan, so this time got help from Nicole & Iman. I rlly did feel like an old woman.

And then school ended. Waited for my dad and a few minutes later, i saw his car at the back. So i went in front again to take my bag but i forgot tht i culdnt walk properly so i just hold on tightly to whatever tht was solid. My dad looked pretty worried, he kept looking at me and thot something was wrong with my leg.. I was too devastated i culdnt tell him what was wrong. I was afraid tht i was gonna cry, so i wrote it down on a small post it paper and gave it to him. But i still cried bcause i culdnt believe in the fact tht i culdnt hear anything. And he tried to book an appointment today with the doctor, but his schedule was full. So tmrrw morning im going to the hospital for a check up. Wish me luck and hope its not permanent, insyaAllah.