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Got all my first intervention results, i failed one subject and im not tht dissapointed with it bcause i knew i didnt study for it and i shuldnt feel like i failed bcause i didnt even try, well thts one thing, another thing is also bcause they said the skope was only for topic 1,4,9, and 10. But suddenly they said it was actually everything! But fine, it would be a lie if i said tht i didnt feel down tht i failed one subject. Well, im happy for the 3A's i got, at least. Bahasa Malaysia (FIRST TIME A) haha i suck, hmm english and maths. Those are just basic subjects, but i mean at least i can count on them to guarantee myself the existence of A in my report card. I got a B for my addmath and chemistry. Shockingly a B for my chemistry, i think its a B, bcause we havent got our paper 2 but then in the report of our results, its stated there B. So yeah i dont know hehe. I got 67 for my chem and thts quite shocking bcause ive always failed chemistry and then i suddenly got B. and i know wht u guys might think, i got soalan bocor and alallaala. But i didnt, i wish i did HAHA but i didnt, im kidding i didnt wish i got soalan bocor. I mean its good, at least i didnt lie to myself, i mean that is the most important lesson behind it. Maybe i got a hint on which experiment tht was gonna come out for paper 3 but tht was it and tht was only 17 marks. Im quite happy with my paper 1! :) Im starting to love chemistry, and i alrdy memorised the charges and the ions, and the positions and tht discharge and all, its so fun :D But sadly, i thought i could get higher for my addmath, i cant believe i only got a B for my addmath, even if only 9 people passed in my class, i could've done better, this is my first B, but i know i shuldnt be too hard on myself. Bcause i dont wanna be those people who got really high marks for something and they just mourn and mourn for higher marks. And then they'll be really worked up and stressed to other people who actually got lower than them. What a great motivation to other people ay? :)
It makes people so disgusted with you. But then i understand how they feel, i mean we all come from different environments, sometimes those people theyre just sad and dissapointed with what they got even if its rlly good, is bcause theyre just used to that pressure level where they always get the best of everything. And their parents keep pushing them and pushing them to be the best, and theres no break. I pity them bcause then they would never learn the true definition of failure, but i dont exactly completely blame them for being tht way. Sometimes one of the factors tht happens is bcause of their parents. I mean you see suicide rate or statistics, most of it came from the pressure thts caused by the parents.
Conclusion, i wont be too hard on myself but i'll keep pushing myself to do better.
and the othrs are normalll results, static, no change, tht i'd have to improve too -.-" haha.


Other than results, wellll,
on wednesday i went to subway with fiona aurelia and amelia soo, to discuss about our class drama, no one is cooperating, not exactly no one but all the work is dumped onto a small group of people and thts really dissapointing bcause i thought we had a really good strong bond with our classmates and tht suddenly fell apart.
Anyways after buying sub of de dayy :D meeaatballss, hahaha Iman Nedhiera and Atasha Liu arrived :) they arrived after their pauline practice, and and and fiona HAD TO TELL THEM HOW I ATE MY SANDWICH :( its not like its a big deal or anything :(
I only pinch my sandwich and bring out the content, hee? anywayss, my sister just called me, BOIIII.