But you know whats unpredictable of me? Well athirah said yesterday that i build a really high wall to not let anyone know what exactly im feeling.
Well, i noticed that. Maybe in the same situation but in different time, i might have different emotions for it. Not because of how life is, but just because it's me. Just because i couldn't really decide on what i could feel. Or maybe in the same time, two people says hye to me, and maybe the 1st person i rply to, is "Hye :)" and the 2nd one could maybe get "oh hi" from me. You get where im going? Even if maybe those two people are strangers, or those two people says hye to me at the same time. I might shoot out my dfferent emotions to the same TYPE of people. And i wouldn't even know why.
I feel like knocking my head, it's like, STAY EMOTION STAY, like u know, just be predictable for awhile. Please just stay, i wanna figure you out.
But i know i can't do that, even i try talking to it. It's how god created me. In someone, there would be at least one thing that they're unpredictable of. Maybe in different sections, u'll never know.
Haha and i admit that i could be emo at times, no wait, not at times, most of the times. Haha read this;
Atiff
ezleen, are you going to cheercomp?
9:12amMe
yeap u?
9:13amAtiff
wait you pergi yang sekarang or esk?
9:14amMe
err idk yet
might be tdy might be tmrrw
might be both days
tk decide lagy
u?
9:15amAtiff
its all up to my cousin
eh start pkl 9
9:15amMe
okie doks
10 la
9:15amAtiff
habis pukul?
9 la
era ckp
9:16amMe
yea la, okay i dont even care when it starts -.-"
idk
9:17amAtiff
whats up with you?
9:17amMe
whats up with me what?
9:19amAtiff
cm emo je
9:19amMe
im always emo
9:20amAtiff
why?
9:20amMe
because its my nature to be emo
9:21amAtiff
haritu okay jee
9:21amMe
i was acting
im always acting when im happy
9:21amAtiff
oh fake smile
ill keep that in mind
9:22amMe
not always but most of the time
9:23amAtiff
kay
9:23amMe
k
9:23amAtiff
haih
9:24amMe
what
9:25amAtiff
nothing its just that i notice that this whole time you were acting
9:26amMe
didnt i just say not always
i am just not in the mood okay?
9:27amAtiff
okay then i should not disturb you
9:27amMe
thanks
9:28amAtiff
very welcome
-the end-
and yes all of a sudden i can turn emo. Even if i know its not his fault, but hee, i just like the pleasure of being emo. I know sometimes i can be mean. But i dont know la, i get annoyed very easily.
AND CHEERCOMP STARTS AT 10 LA DUMBY! fb event said so >:( haha.
anyways, what for wanna fight just because of a time? Haha.
Oh oh and i think now i know what type of guy i can deal with !
I like guys who have pics smilling and laughing, not those pictures where they pose all gangster pictures, showing rock signs or holding dslr or those huge cameras. Someone who is not rlly happy go lucky, but happy, haha, not too happy but just right. Someone who doesnt pose u know all those jenis muka khayal like taking drugs like that. I just like a guy who has a decent picture, smilling. Is that so hard, hahaha.
Someone who doesnt put :D too many, instead he puts :) but if he puts :) :) :) like tht or :) more than 2 times in one statement. Then ekk he's out. HAHA.
Someone who is more to songs that are R&B instead of hardcore, i know its like im describing a perfect girlfriend? HAHA, but seriously im not.
A guy whos a little bit gay, i like :) hahahaha.
He has to be good in words, he has to know how to manipulate my sentence and make me mad.
He has to well, be good in debating with me. Because i know, there will be fights.
But he also has to be a little bit tolerant. If debate debate only, i'll give him a fly kick.
Hahahha, if he's immature then ekk, his out. But he cant be too serious.
He has to be mature and happy, :)
A good listener is what i want.
and yes all of a sudden i can turn emo. Even if i know its not his fault, but hee, i just like the pleasure of being emo. I know sometimes i can be mean. But i dont know la, i get annoyed very easily.
AND CHEERCOMP STARTS AT 10 LA DUMBY! fb event said so >:( haha.
anyways, what for wanna fight just because of a time? Haha.
Oh oh and i think now i know what type of guy i can deal with !
I like guys who have pics smilling and laughing, not those pictures where they pose all gangster pictures, showing rock signs or holding dslr or those huge cameras. Someone who is not rlly happy go lucky, but happy, haha, not too happy but just right. Someone who doesnt pose u know all those jenis muka khayal like taking drugs like that. I just like a guy who has a decent picture, smilling. Is that so hard, hahaha.
Someone who doesnt put :D too many, instead he puts :) but if he puts :) :) :) like tht or :) more than 2 times in one statement. Then ekk he's out. HAHA.
Someone who is more to songs that are R&B instead of hardcore, i know its like im describing a perfect girlfriend? HAHA, but seriously im not.
A guy whos a little bit gay, i like :) hahahaha.
He has to be good in words, he has to know how to manipulate my sentence and make me mad.
He has to well, be good in debating with me. Because i know, there will be fights.
But he also has to be a little bit tolerant. If debate debate only, i'll give him a fly kick.
Hahahha, if he's immature then ekk, his out. But he cant be too serious.
He has to be mature and happy, :)
A good listener is what i want.
That's all (: - goodbyeeeeeeee
oh and i cant wait for this sunday! Gonna go to cheercomp and watch eclipse with my girlfriends :)
oh and i cant wait for this sunday! Gonna go to cheercomp and watch eclipse with my girlfriends :)
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