I was excited and happy but there were complications

So i got my exam marks, i FAILED FOR MY CHEMISTRY, hahahaha, first time i failed.
But still im stupid, i only got 22 1/2. Which is err 23? but still, its so stupid! im nt gonna blame anyone for tht coz i know i didnt study, i studied for only the periods and groups but not the transition elements, the electrolytic thing also :/
But anyways, im also grateful and glad for english, math and addmath :)
I was praying to god before the exam, i hope god would open my heart and brain, for the exam, for me to remember what i studied. And Allah helped me, Alhamdulillah, syukur.
We need balance in life and thts a balance for sure, im grateful enough that i got 3A's so far for this test. For english i got 84, for addmath i got 78, and for math i got 94. I was very shocked for math because i didn't like mathematics, but like i said with the help of God, I achieved good marks!
I hope with these marks, i don't turn into some bangga diri person, sometimes we human tend to do that, and i know everyone does it. I know i did at times, and i hope god forgive me for that.
I know what i achieved wasn't that highly, there are other things i could achieve higher in life, but life isn't the only thing important now.
I don't wanna deny that my friendship now feels a little bit awkward, but we'll just see how it goes because i know god has greater plans for me :)
I know losing people we love, it's not always a bad thing, because we will eventually get better ones, those who show us the true meaning of love. More than the ones before.

I know i like you, i know i wish you could just see me, but now i don't hope that way anymore, I don't expect anything from you anymore.

Love hurts, ohhh it does. And no one knows how i feel about it.