Comparing horoscopes!

Haha i don't believe in them, trust me i dont, i mean not fully la. Just like it's fun posting something. So here we go;

#Scorpio, #Libra, #Capricorn, #Leo, #Sagittarius & #Aries tend to be boastful and hide their insecurities through things they dont discuss. - ash and iman

#Aquarius, #Pisces, #Taurus, #Virgo, #Cancer, & #Gemini tend to be open when discussing their insecurities & are the more humble signs. - me!




#Virgo confidence comes from details. They understand the intricate details of how beautiful life and how deep its interwoven layers are - me

#Leo confidence comes from being sensible. They are able to know and understand life's differences & not allow them to block their paths.- ash

#Scorpio confidence comes from their faith. They truly believe they will prevail even when times are beyond tough.-iman



hahaha, so anyways, thank youu NOOR ASHIQIN HASBULLAH for helping me lose my musical virginity! Haha, that was a great statement sooo hehe im using it again, thank you for paying the ticket, i owe you a lot ! :)
And thank you dian's mom for buying our tickets? haha, :) If ade la, havent check yet. I hope i can go watch cuci the musical with ash and dian :)

The sweet side of Faiz Hafiy

Haha well i was chatting with faiz, the bestfriend, on msn, HES SUCH A JERK I TELL U, always comment me on my big ass, which i know is big but still! the last time i hang out with him, i beat up him like hell hehe.
But hes still my bestfriend, and ive known him since last last last year,
Syg faizzzz, haha but hes still annoying.
And its a miracle when hes sweet, trust me.


so we were chatting thenn this is the convo


Faiz says:
thanks for telling
well you know me
im a gentleman rite
Ezleen Natasha says:
UR DEFINITELY NOT A GENTLEMAN
Faiz says:
to you
but others girls i am
you're special
need to have a special way to handle you
hahaha

Ezleen Natasha says:
hahahahahaha u do know thts not helping me feel special?
HAHAHAHAH
Faiz says:
hahahahahahaha
im joking
its not that im not a gentleman to you
is just that you're fun to hang with
i dont need to be a gentleman to be friends with you
you're much more awesome
rite
but with other girls i have to be one
so that makes you specila
special*
okay
Ezleen Natasha says:
hahahhahaha, if u were my boyfriend, i would givee youu a biggggggg tight hugg, ur lucky ur not, HAHA, that was the most sweetest thing u've ever said to "someone" HAHA
seriouslyyy
ur such a jerk, haha but ur good with words
Faiz says:
seee how gentle i am

I was excited and happy but there were complications

So i got my exam marks, i FAILED FOR MY CHEMISTRY, hahahaha, first time i failed.
But still im stupid, i only got 22 1/2. Which is err 23? but still, its so stupid! im nt gonna blame anyone for tht coz i know i didnt study, i studied for only the periods and groups but not the transition elements, the electrolytic thing also :/
But anyways, im also grateful and glad for english, math and addmath :)
I was praying to god before the exam, i hope god would open my heart and brain, for the exam, for me to remember what i studied. And Allah helped me, Alhamdulillah, syukur.
We need balance in life and thts a balance for sure, im grateful enough that i got 3A's so far for this test. For english i got 84, for addmath i got 78, and for math i got 94. I was very shocked for math because i didn't like mathematics, but like i said with the help of God, I achieved good marks!
I hope with these marks, i don't turn into some bangga diri person, sometimes we human tend to do that, and i know everyone does it. I know i did at times, and i hope god forgive me for that.
I know what i achieved wasn't that highly, there are other things i could achieve higher in life, but life isn't the only thing important now.
I don't wanna deny that my friendship now feels a little bit awkward, but we'll just see how it goes because i know god has greater plans for me :)
I know losing people we love, it's not always a bad thing, because we will eventually get better ones, those who show us the true meaning of love. More than the ones before.

I know i like you, i know i wish you could just see me, but now i don't hope that way anymore, I don't expect anything from you anymore.

Love hurts, ohhh it does. And no one knows how i feel about it.

Meer

You make me take those risks in having fun. Im a very controlled person, everything i do is predictable. Even if im random at times. But at certain time, im just so tensed and you remind me how to loosen up. I was never like this before and it's nt a bad thing. I enjoy being jumpy, haha and i know i can be myself around you. I never explored bukit indah, hahaha even my house area, but u showed me around, and thank you for understanding my habits, which are afraid of longkang, afraid of cars coming, scared of dogs approaching, cant reach the tree leafs and laughing 24/7.

You're a great neighbour, and a great friend, i appreciate everything ameer syazwan :)

Virgos

#ZodiacFacts You will not seduce a female #Virgo by telling her how much you love her.

Haha thats actually very true,

Because of their perfectionism, #Virgo is one sign that can marry another Virgo.

HAHA kamyaaa virgoo! haha

#ZodiacFacts A #Virgo likes to point out people's mistakes.

kinda truee also!

#ZodiacFacts It's very hard to win back the heart of a #Virgo.

no second chances

#ZodiacFacts The problem is that a #Virgo begin to think that the only way to get love or to show love is through hands on work.

I don't accept words without actions!

#ZodiacFacts you need patience to love a #Virgo

HAHAHAHAH exactlyy

#ZodiacFacts The #Virgo female likes to be entertained by doing new and exciting things.

haha so far only ameer has done this, hahahhaa, lompat longkang! thank you for holding my hand when i wnted to cross the longkang, I WAS FREAKING SCARED, and hahaha i cnnot reach the tree, :P sorry to dissapoint u HAHA.


#Virgo needs someone in their life to say, "I don't like when you're upset, so help me understand how we both can change."

yes i need tht type of person

iman ; When a #Scorpio is insecure they will have numerous sexual encounters
HAHAHAHH

ME; When a #Virgo is insecure they will verbally attack anyone

ash im still trying to find urs :(

#Virgo have a tremendously hard time letting go when a relationship ends

i still am

You know you're dealing with a #Virgo when you think your telling a funny joke but get a cold stare in return

hahahahaha, EYH LIKE ME

#Leo , #Taurus , #Cancer , & #Sagittarius exercise precaution towards their partner, once their betrayed. -Ashiqin! see hahaha


#Scorpio, #Aquarius , #Virgo once betrayed will hold a grudge.


you're about to get dumped by a #Virgo when they consistently criticize you, no matter what you do. -i totally did tht hahaha


haa thts it hahaha

Horoscopes!

AN ACCURATE 2010 HOROSCOPE :)

This is the real deal. Try ignoring it, and the first thing you’ll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning … and it only gets worse from there.

ARIES - The Aggressive
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny.. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be ‘Right’. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world.. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward.


TAURUS - The Tramp
Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight. Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



GEMINI - The Twin
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very Good at confusing people… Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Geminis will not take any crap from anyone. Geminis like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily. They are great at losing things and are forgetful. Geminis can be very sarcastic and childish at times and are very nosey. Trustworthy. Always happy. VERY Loud. Talkative. Outgoing. VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



CANCER - The Beauty
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. A Cancer’s Love is one of a kind.. Very romantic.. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life. Entirely creative Person, most are artists and insane, respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often. Extremely random. An Ultimate Freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party. Most Cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare. Spontaneous. Not a Fighter, But will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to! 12 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



LEO - The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A Leo’s problem becomes everyone’s problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun.. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



VIRGO - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word.. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything.. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. They do not forgive and never forget. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



LIBRA - The Lame One
Nice to everyone they meet. Their love is one of a kind. Silly, funny and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with…you might end up crying. Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. Faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Very creative. A hopeless romantic. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.


SCORPIO - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want.. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers. Can be a good friend but if is disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring.. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found.. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it, feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones with all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy. But when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet.
Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs especially Gemini’s in sports. Likes to cook but would rather go out to eat at good restaurants.
Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind, loves being in long-term relationships. Can be clumsy at times but tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when they’re not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more than their family. Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter but will Knock your lights out.. 2 years of bad luck if you do not forward



PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Likes to be the center of attention. Very organized. High appeal to opposite sex. Likes to have the last word. Good to find, but hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. VERY caring. They always try to do the right thing and sometimes gets the short end of the stick. They sometimes get used by others and get hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good sense of humor!!! Thoughtful. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to other but needs to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

conclusion; i do not forgive and never forget

frustrated but at the same time happy?

Im not done with my biology peka, dont know how to do. Then guess what? I lost my specs! its the most important thing on earth especially when my specs power is 500 :(
Anddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd, i havent done the class decoration thing coz i've been so busy and my class teacher will be all noisy again, shes so cranky, even if its just a class deco -.-"
I feel like slapping her seriously. The first teacher i don't really like. Seriously.

Buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut the happy thing is, haha, in the car, i was wrapping my mom's scarf around my face and i felt like a poodle. The thing is some indian school students were crossing the road and my dad's car passed by them. They looked at me as if i was a maknyaahhh hihi.

Me; Mesti dieorng ingt tasha pondan. Hihi
Papa; Pondan convent
Me; a hot pondan i knoww
Papa; baru balik drp sekolah pondan
Me; -.-" so meann
Papa; *laughs

SOOO BEWARE, IM A PONDAN NOW :D

What can you say ?

I am just so tired of pleasing everybody. For what they wanna hear, and for what they want me to do. For the expected reactions i wish they could do, instead they were ignorant.
I am not a puppet and i don't wish to be one. I can do anything i want and if you are not satisfied with it, then you can tell me, but there is no guarantee that i will change for you. Unless if it is worth changing.
I am not going to make this as some drama because it's really not worth my time. I have better things to do in my life. But i just wanna make sure that you know what you're doing. Whatever bad things you do to people, you will get it back. And that i can say is a guarantee, so think back about whatever bad things you did to people everytime bad things happen to you. That's all i wanna say.

Cheer and outing

The ride to cheercomp was great, faroq and irfan talked crap -.-" But they made me laugh with the crap they created. Haha. And faroq. i want u to get together with bera! Haha. Went to cheercomp with them, and they had to follow me everywhere i go until i found my friends. They're great bodyguards :')
Haha, so sat at cheercomp, watched cheerleaders performed. Then went to klcc, haha it was really stressing trying to find transport to go there from masjid jamek :P since we're not rlly good in trains and lrts. U know, haha. So we crossed the road for a few times, over and over again. Thanks to ash. Haha. But it's okay, it was a good stressing day, :)
It was worth it because i watched eclipse! It was good, it was really funny. eventhough theres a lot of love scenes. It was a really good movie, it was the best among twilight and new moon' well thts what i think, i don't care what others think of it :)
Faroq was stupid, i think he started to go all mushy about bera everytime theres a kissing scene. And he's such an ass, i didnt cry okay! I was sleepy :P i think hahahaha. I beat him up with my sweater and started hitting his face, what a satisfaction :')
Haha. So i had fun with those gays, :P
And my friends of course :)

Knowing what I am, knowing what I want

It's so precise how i know myself. I mean like, i know what i am, i know what i'll respond to, i know how my emotions develop and its just merely predictable of me!
But you know whats unpredictable of me? Well athirah said yesterday that i build a really high wall to not let anyone know what exactly im feeling.

Well, i noticed that. Maybe in the same situation but in different time, i might have different emotions for it. Not because of how life is, but just because it's me. Just because i couldn't really decide on what i could feel. Or maybe in the same time, two people says hye to me, and maybe the 1st person i rply to, is "Hye :)" and the 2nd one could maybe get "oh hi" from me. You get where im going? Even if maybe those two people are strangers, or those two people says hye to me at the same time. I might shoot out my dfferent emotions to the same TYPE of people. And i wouldn't even know why.
I feel like knocking my head, it's like, STAY EMOTION STAY, like u know, just be predictable for awhile. Please just stay, i wanna figure you out.
But i know i can't do that, even i try talking to it. It's how god created me. In someone, there would be at least one thing that they're unpredictable of. Maybe in different sections, u'll never know.

Haha and i admit that i could be emo at times, no wait, not at times, most of the times. Haha read this;

Atiff

ezleen, are you going to cheercomp?

9:12amMe

yeap u?

9:13amAtiff

wait you pergi yang sekarang or esk?

9:14amMe

err idk yet

might be tdy might be tmrrw

might be both days

tk decide lagy

u?

9:15amAtiff

its all up to my cousin

eh start pkl 9

9:15amMe

okie doks

10 la

9:15amAtiff

habis pukul?

9 la

era ckp

9:16amMe

yea la, okay i dont even care when it starts -.-"

idk

9:17amAtiff

whats up with you?

9:17amMe

whats up with me what?

9:19amAtiff

cm emo je

9:19amMe

im always emo

9:20amAtiff

why?

9:20amMe

because its my nature to be emo

9:21amAtiff

haritu okay jee

9:21amMe

i was acting

im always acting when im happy

9:21amAtiff

oh fake smile

ill keep that in mind

9:22amMe

not always but most of the time

9:23amAtiff

kay

9:23amMe

k

9:23amAtiff

haih

9:24amMe

what

9:25amAtiff

nothing its just that i notice that this whole time you were acting

9:26amMe

didnt i just say not always

i am just not in the mood okay?

9:27amAtiff

okay then i should not disturb you

9:27amMe

thanks

9:28amAtiff

very welcome

-the end-

and yes all of a sudden i can turn emo. Even if i know its not his fault, but hee, i just like the pleasure of being emo. I know sometimes i can be mean. But i dont know la, i get annoyed very easily.
AND CHEERCOMP STARTS AT 10 LA DUMBY! fb event said so >:( haha.
anyways, what for wanna fight just because of a time? Haha.

Oh oh and i think now i know what type of guy i can deal with !

I like guys who have pics smilling and laughing, not those pictures where they pose all gangster pictures, showing rock signs or holding dslr or those huge cameras. Someone who is not rlly happy go lucky, but happy, haha, not too happy but just right. Someone who doesnt pose u know all those jenis muka khayal like taking drugs like that. I just like a guy who has a decent picture, smilling. Is that so hard, hahaha.
Someone who doesnt put :D too many, instead he puts :) but if he puts :) :) :) like tht or :) more than 2 times in one statement. Then ekk he's out. HAHA.
Someone who is more to songs that are R&B instead of hardcore, i know its like im describing a perfect girlfriend? HAHA, but seriously im not.
A guy whos a little bit gay, i like :) hahahaha.
He has to be good in words, he has to know how to manipulate my sentence and make me mad.
He has to well, be good in debating with me. Because i know, there will be fights.
But he also has to be a little bit tolerant. If debate debate only, i'll give him a fly kick.
Hahahha, if he's immature then ekk, his out. But he cant be too serious.
He has to be mature and happy, :)

A good listener is what i want.

That's all (: - goodbyeeeeeeee




oh and i cant wait for this sunday! Gonna go to cheercomp and watch eclipse with my girlfriends :)

I've got a world of chances for you.

Tasha, always remember to open your heart. Not in a section of loving a guy. But in the section to all the people. I have to start being nicer to people, i wanna try being really really nice. Extremely nice. Try to make everyone my friend, and always make other people feel better about themselves. I have to control my anger. I have to smile oftenly :) Yes tasha u can do it, especially the anger part. You can control it, i know u can.

Bringing back the memories :)

Remember westlife? The old songs we used to listen to :)

1 - westlife (i lay my love on you)



2 - westlife ( my love)



3- westlife (if i let you go)


4- westlife (i have a dream)


I love (i lay my love on you)
:D So cuteee haha