In psychoanalysis, the division of the psyche that is conscious, most immediately controls thought and behavior, and is most in touch with external reality.
I am ego. As much as i wanna deny it, but i am. What i know about myself is that, i don't speak up when something is wrong. I keep it to myself. I keep it to myself till it becomes this ball of revenge. And when i've had it, i'll be throwing it out to people. And say that they were never right. But what i don't see is how i handled it. I always tell myself to always speak up, when something is wrong. But you know the reason why i didnt? Because i thought i would be a good person by saying nothing about it. By not telling it. I kept it. And the bad news is, it damaged me. And no matter how wrong the other person is, tht person is not the one that's going to be damaged. Even if its the person's fault. Im the one who's gonna be damaged. So what am i gonna do about it? Im gonna start being a bitch to save myself from being damaged. Be a good bitch, where you tell what is wrong with it and accept it if there is something wrong with mine too.
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