Good news flying

I didn't go to school today, i was having a migraine. Haiyh, well when i onlined, iman posted something on my facebook wall. She was congratulating and informing me that i got through the prefect interview and tht im qualified for the next round, which is the cmpaign and votings. I was so shocked! I couldnt believe i made it! There's a lot of people whos really good and hving high potential to make it and there was 48 people who were chosen for the next round. Congrats to all of them :) And alhamdulillah i made it. Iman also made it! I mean i never had doubts in her, tht she'll make it. She would be such a great prefect, when she stares at people. People would just obey her like a robot. She got fierce eyes alright haha. She's also a smart person, she got the highest for bio in class! SEE SHES A GENIUS! And im so proud shes my bestfriend. I love her to bits :)

P/s ; I miss you Ashiqin :(

Shrek

So went to klcc yesterday to find a pair of black jeans and maybe a top. Looked for it at marks and spencer with my mom and my sister. I think im a shopaholic. Even my mom says so. And my friends also. When i see something, i'll be touching it and i'll be trying it on. And say that everythings pretty, and i dont know what to call myself but everytime i enter a clothing store, i smile. On my own. It's like i saw my first love. It's like the first time i fall in love. And the feeling was great. It gave me this spark of happiness. Felt like my life was complete. Felt like i didnt need a guy to complete me, i just needed clothes. haha. Oh god. My mom even thought i saw a hot guy. Haha. So bought a pair of black jeans and this purple top. Both of them costs only around rm300 something. Which was kinda expensive coz im not tht rich, and can u believe that a pair of black pants and just a purple blouse would cost me so much? It's taking up all my money :/ But i still needed it. So it was a NEED, not a WANT. Clothes are NEED. The shocking thing is, its the first purple IN MY CLOSET. the first purple top! All of them bfr are like grey, black, white, blue, brown, red, but mostly grey and black. Haha. My mom was shocked tht i would wear purple but this purple looks rlly soothing, not those harsh purple. So i like it :) Only tht it looks like a blouse that a 20 year old women would wear, but i still like it, coz it makes me look mature. And i wanna look mature. I mean all of my clothings are like tht actually. Theres no baju2 ketat, theres no shorts, no skirts, no sleeveless :) & I like it tht way!

Experiences

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

What i feel now;

Lost mind

You know what's wrong with this world? Ego. You're ego. Im ego. We're all ego. No matter how much we deny. We are still ego. No matter what reason we give, no matter what expression we give with a different reason that we brought up for our expression. We are still ego. We are human, ego is a part of us. It is everybdy's nature, and sometimes it helps you. Sometimes it doesn't. Sometimes it can make you feel like you've done the right thing. Sometimes it can also make you feel like you haven't done anything. Ego can be a good thing, and also a bad thing.

In psychoanalysis, the division of the psyche that is conscious, most immediately controls thought and behavior, and is most in touch with external reality.

I am ego. As much as i wanna deny it, but i am. What i know about myself is that, i don't speak up when something is wrong. I keep it to myself. I keep it to myself till it becomes this ball of revenge. And when i've had it, i'll be throwing it out to people. And say that they were never right. But what i don't see is how i handled it. I always tell myself to always speak up, when something is wrong. But you know the reason why i didnt? Because i thought i would be a good person by saying nothing about it. By not telling it. I kept it. And the bad news is, it damaged me. And no matter how wrong the other person is, tht person is not the one that's going to be damaged. Even if its the person's fault. Im the one who's gonna be damaged. So what am i gonna do about it? Im gonna start being a bitch to save myself from being damaged. Be a good bitch, where you tell what is wrong with it and accept it if there is something wrong with mine too.

Reasons

Sometimes it hurts to know that what you've been wishing for all along is finally coming true. Now i know the reason why i feel so empty, it's because i wished i was. I wished that i didn't have any complications in my life. I wished that nothing bad would happen to me. Not that everything went perfectly well, but i wished that i never wanna fall in love again. I wish that everytime a relationship ends. I act like it's the end of the world.
There's a saying "if you're still friends with ur ex, its either you still love them or u never loved them". Look at me, im not even friends with one of my ex. Not even one. When i end the relationship, i end the whole bond of connecting with each other. I feel like im a different person now, with a different environment of course.
I don't know why easily get cranky. Maybe i get cranky because its the person's fault or maybe i get cranky because its my own temper. I know im hot tempered, but doesnt mean that everytime i get mad about something, its because that i couldnt control it. I don't blame myself for everything. That's the only thing tht makes me sane.
I know i have a good life. But i've always had problems with people IN my life. They were never right, i kept changing them, like i changed my clothes. I changed them because they changed. Is it an acceptable reason? For me to walk away from change? They were different, i was different. We didn't click anymore. Different connections. Well, the same thing is happening now. I don't feel like i click with the people around me. Even with my bestfriends sometime. I know it's not like im supposed to have that perfect moment with them everytime. But most of the time, the click wasn't there. I don't know why, i don't know what went wrong. Everywhere i turn, theres always something wrong. I wasn't the person i used to be. And i know that they weren't the only ones changing. I was too. I wish i had my old life back. I wish i had my old friends back. Maybe some, i miss them. I miss how i can't tell them anything. I miss how i can just say something without someone fixing my facts and statements. I miss how they don't judge things, i miss how we can talk about the good things more than the bad things people do. I miss how i don't have to hear them judging other people everytime someone does something wrong. I miss how naive a person can be. I miss having a friend with no bad intentions at all, i had that friend, and i lost her. When i was friends with her, we only talked about the good things in life, and there were no girl fights, no bitch talking, no debating with each other, we only stated a fact, supported each other with it. There were no, "eyhh nolaaa, nie nie tak tu laa.... and mana adee, nooo laa, they nie laa..." Sometimes it bugs me that people keep fixing and fixing on what i say. I have my own point of view, and if it doesn't match urs, then bug off. Stop fixing me. I don't need to be fixed, you do. Even if im not perfect, i don't like to be fixed. I don't wanna be perfect. You have fix yourself to know that nobody needs to be fixed.
Eventhough i look happy, but i am feeling far far away different than that. But what made me stay and not do something about it is because i know im living in the present and that's how i have to live my life. To live in the present. Not the past, not the future. And no matter how much i wish i had my old friends, i love my friends now more than they could imagine. More than even i could imagine.



This song makes me think.

Support and Selfishness

I don't know what other reason to give to Cik Faridah, Im absent again today and the only people who knows my reason without even asking me is ash and iman. You guys know ryte? Late-ness? I don't know what else to do. Im so tired of shouting and asking them to be fast, I don't have time to babble about this all over again in my blog. But i wish i had my own car, so that i can go to school without my dad sending me. He's always the reason. And when he has to go somewhere really fast, he's the first person to open the engine and he'll shout and be mad at everybdy when theyre late. And if u havent notice, i have never been late when u need to go somewhere fast. Hello , when i need to go to school, u act like a slow person! Its not like its the first time im going through this. I've been going through this for years! When are u gonna change, dad? I need to find a counsellor. maybe i'll even go to my school counsellor about it. And make her call you and advise you like ur a three year old child. This anger is building up. You're my dad, why are you so selfish? You always treat me like im a no brainer. You can't even follow the rules when ur driving. People always honk at you, and get mad at you when u break the rules! And im always in the front seat feeling embarassed. And you're ALWAYS talking on the phone when ur driving, sometimes theres even a close crash. Be a responsible person, ur not the only one in the car! And stop talking on the phone while ur driving, i know ur finding money for the family but safety is more important. Can't you even be rational about tht? I alrdy asked you to not break it, and u still do!
Oh yeah and not only you, EIMAAN AISYA ALSO, you're the worst sister ever.

I just cant wait to have my own car and my own house. Sorry to say that.

Sex and the city quiz :P

You Are Charlotte

You are a total idealist, and you're always surprised when friends and boyfriends don't live up to your expectations. You work hard to be a good person, and you tend to believe in people - even when you shouldn't. You are very sweet and caring. Anyone is lucky to have you in their lives. You may be super feminine, but you are also quite smart. You have a brainy, serious side to you.

Next one!

You Date Like Charlotte

You're an old fashioned girl with old fashioned values. And you're totally looking for your prince charming. You believe that it's important to be feminine and play coy. You don't show your hand too early in relationships. You are an ideal girlfriend, but you tend to be a bit fussy. You have high standards. Let go of your perfectionism a little. Your perfect guy may just be less than perfect.

Next one

Your Fashion Twin is Charlotte

If you could, you'd like to go back fifty years or so fashion wise. You love old fashioned feminine looks, and your wardrobe is full of girlish glamour. You tend to go for preppier looks. Once you find a few designers that work, you stick to them. You always dress for the occasion. You may not take many fashion risks, but you definitely hold your own.

Help in choices

Okay well i just showed to my mom my addmath result. She was shocked because she didnt thought i could get an A for my addmath, she also couldnt believe tht most of them failed. Well yeah, i didnt mind tht she was shocked. The only thing now is tht since she knows im good in addmath. She forbid me to only take cullinary arts when i finish school. I know i always change on what i wanna be, but now im so sure i wanna take cullinary, she said she knows tht i think i wanna take cullinary because i dont need to study and all. The point is, i never thought of it that way. Cullinary needs someone with a deep passion for it, if u wanna survive in the cullinary world. Yes you see people being so happy and cheerful when they cook. Not looking stressed out and all. But cullinary is hard work. You might not need to write, have good grammar, or good vocab, but you need good nose to smell, good eyes to make a good presentation, good hands to make it happen and to make it done, Certainly, needing the confidence to take risk, to try. You have to have the strength to never give up, and to not be afraid of heat, the fire and all. You work non stop, maybe even the holidays. Risking all the time you have with your family. You need to be a thinker, you need to be creative. Because if you're not creative. Then theres no point being involve in cullinary. Thats why most of them are guys, they think that girls are not strong enugh to survive in the cullinary world. Because they are all so weak, its not going to be, serving one plate and all. With one small pot. its gonna be a hugeeeeeee serving. But i dont mind, because i like lifting heavy stuffs. Thats why im like the boy in my siblings.
But now she asked me to take double degree later on when i finish school. So then okay fine, i can accept double degree, but im not dropping cullinary thts for sure. I searched for what suits me the whole day.
I googled and all. Ezza asked me to take law, thts nuts, i hate law. haha. Then she asked me to be a mathematician. crazy, i cant live with tht. Then my mom says my personality mostly suits with lecturing. Well lecturing was actually one of my options bfr. So i will consider that.
I also want to work with children, i want to help them. So i searched for some jobs tht involve kids. But ezza is alrdy taking pshycology tht she wants to take to help children. So i'll leave that to her. Then so i googled about children's rights. Was thinking of also law. Since it involves with children's rights. But u know, i cant take cullinary and children rights. So i was thinking about business. So that maybe i can build my own nnt when i alrdy have cullinary skills. So thts the second option. Hmm third option is hotel and management. Im gonna be travelling anyways for cullinary, so it's good tht i know about hotel management, since most of the chefs work in hotel. Haha kay then thts my third option.

First option; Lecturer (maybe in food lecturer, i can learn more about eating healthy)
Second option; Business
Third option; Hotel management.

Okay, so far, got three options, we see how it goes. I'll do a further research on each of them.
I need to plan my future. Need need need need to.
Any job tht u think suits me? Someone tht likes to cook, organize things, advise people, organize and plan events, who walks fast, who loves addmath, who talks fast, who likes children?
Give me ur suggestion then :)

Re-post of Ash's

So when waiting for Iman's Vanilla Pearl Milk Tea, I tried to back out from the crowd as it was getting really hot. Then Iman gripped my arm like it was her long lost love or something and said "Stay! You kan my sausage!"
I really heard "You cut my sausage" so I said "heh, I cut your sausage?"
Then we started laughing there, I couldn't even balance myself and the juniors from the afternoon session were looking at us like we were crazy (which we probably are)

Tasha has this cloud cut from foam. And when she walks with it, I can barely see her. She's THAT small :P
She started dancing with the foam too. Whenever we walk, she'll start circling around with the foam in her arms. Just so you know Tash, I don't approve of your relationship with Mr. Foam. You'll make ugly flat sepet babies.

We talked about our birthdays and how we act according to our birthday.
I'm supposed to be the eldest between us three, based on our dates of birth but...
Tasha is more of the eldest, when she's serious, oh man she can glare at you until you have two holes in your head. Iman is the youngest, both according to birth and the way she acts.
So that puts me in the middle :D

And yes Tasha, you still laugh like a lunatic.
don't kill me

- From my dearest Noor Ashiqin, took it from noorashiqin.blogspot.com

:')

He Heals Me

Told him my biggest secret
And he told me four.
He smiled at me and said that makes me love more
And then he made me laugh
And I knew it was a sign
That he was a man,
That I wanted in my life

And with every passing day
I feel more and more of that way

He heals me
He knows the real me
And he accepts me, he never hurts me
He heals me
He knows the real me
And he accepts me, he never hurts me
He heals me,
He heals me

I can play him songs, all through the night,
And he will listen to every line,
And even when I'm wrong, he is still kind
He chooses his words wisely when he tells me I'm not right.

And yes he is a beautiful man,
But he is also a beautiful friend

He heals me
He knows the real me
And he accepts me, he never hurts me
He heals me
He knows the real me
And he accepts me, he never hurts me
He heals me

The moment that we met, he made me smile.
He has so much compassion in his eyes
I have no idea, how long he'll be here
A season or a lifetime, forever or a year
But for the first time in my life I'm not worried about the future
Because we have such a wonderful time when we're together
However things turn out, it's all right
Cause he's already changed my life.

He heals me
He knows the real me
And he accepts me, he never hurts me
He heals me
He knows the real me
And he accepts me, he never hurts me
He heals me.

This song is really really sweet. Really wish i could feel this way about a guy. But now, i don't think there's even one right guy for me. So yeah im not looking for one, just staying still here, living my life, loving every moment of it :)

You can still smell the roses and be on a mission :)

I looooveee todaayy! Love love love love love :D
So every group in biology class were assigned to decorate each part of the class.
So with my group members, iman nedhiera, annushia, farah nadia, banumathy and wei yee. We planned to do this BIG cloud so that we can put colourful quotes on it, using the foam board of course :)
We would stick colourful paper shaped balloons and match it with a a different coloured quotes. So then it'll look colourful. The only thing i need to do know is just spray paint the foam board, paste all the balloons and the grass of course. After iman buys the spray paint and the green coloured papers oh yeah and the rope.
I can't wait :D Well if ours is the best, we cn get merits. Hehe oh yeah credits to me for the cloud idea :P and credits to iman for the balloons idea :D Well i made a joke actually about making a spider web. Then they actually liked it, O.o instead of laughing of course buuuut haha there aint no flying spider on clouds? HAHA. well yeah but i got pist off when i did the duty roster again for the class. And assign them with new tasks. Some people find their names and did their job. But some of them didnt even care about their names. And just looked at how i decorated the duty roster. Yes i know people it's colourful. It's for the class. But please just find ur name in it and do ur job, You dont expect me to do everything everytime do u?
Eventhough i am the ajk kebersihan and keceriaan kelas which im doing two jobs actually since each class has one ajk kebersihan and another one has ajk keceriaan. So please, im alrdy hving full hands. Do me a favor, do ur job. U dont need me to remind u everytime and shout in class for u guys to do ur duty. I beg you. Please.
I would appreciate it :)

Anyways.
Today i can't stop saying wasaaaabiiii! All because of the annoying orange video. haha well good thing is iman joined :D haha ash got tired of it, at some point, she kept saying i was a lunatic oh yeah plus with the lunatic laugh hehehe. well yeah iman called me a lunatic too! They're so sweet, such good bestfriends :')
HAHAHA. I can't help it. When im hyper, im totally hyperrr! When im pist off, oh u don't know how pist off i cant be. Ask ash and iman. Haha. Well we were talking about whos the youngest and whos the eldest :p Haha. For ash, her brdy is on the 6th of august so shes the eldest, im middle -.-" 26th august. Iman heh jgn ckp. November 10! Lamaaa gilaks :O Haha. Well suits her, shes the one whos always so hyper, ash and I would be like -.-" Hahahaha. Im 50% eldest. Because when im serious, i act like the eldest. Ash and Iman would be like O.O Okayy mummyyy. HAHA, they practically said tht my face mcm nak makan orng when im serious. which is unbelievable actually. Haha. Coz im always so hyper :D

Oh oh talking about tht, today is also the best day because i got my addmath result! Hehe, i got an A! Which is 79 :D Well 1 mark till 80 -.-" buuuut, eventhough i didnt get the highest. The highest is 82 in class which is sue jiun :P I will kill her, she is such a genius. Well atasha and iman got good results too, and that is not sarcasm, you guys did good and i hope u guys can beat me next time :D Hehe im gonna start tutoring atasha for addmath next week :) I hope she can understand the way i teach! with my speed talking :D


Like iman wrote in her book;

tasha talks like theres no tomorrow and it's making me go HUHHHH?
hahaha :D

I love babies :')

Faiq <3>

He is the most adorable baby ever! You know he doesn't like to cry! He's such a good boy. well he still chews on stuff. Buuuut u know he's still a good boy. Im sure u guys must be wondering why im wearing my tudung. Haha and who's baby it is. Well, i was having ngaji and faiq is my ustazah's baby coz no one cn take care of him at home. So she brought the baby to my house. I was so overwhelmed when i saw his face! He's just sooooooooooo cute! Haha, and he loves to watch upin and ipin maybe coz they're botak like him :P Haha. I tried calling him for a few times but he didnt even look at me when upin and ipin was on tv. So conclusion is, he chose upin and ipin over me, grrr :P haha. and and and even my cats were scared of him. My ustazah warned me not to let the cats get near him. Not because he has some allergies or that he'll get hurt but because she was scared that my cats would be squished! Hahahaha. That is how strong he is :P

Don't laugh tht i did the baby voice to him, he loikes it :P Haha. And that's my maid cheering him up. Haha.

Saying

If you want to study yourself , look into the hearts of other people. If you want to study other people , look into your own heart.

This is what i've been doing. How i understand life.

Stinky face

This is what i do everydayyy, :D

ONLINE ONLINE ONLINE ONLINE ONLINE, yeah that is me onlining, while vaining of course. Hehe. After i wake up, the thing in my mind is "online online online online", Why can't i wake up and think about "study study study study"

Main reason that i dont think about study first thing when i wake up is that im NORMAL!
hehe, u know its trueee, who wakes up and thinks about study? I mean homework yea maybe but not study, like volunteering urself to do something so random, HAHA. My god im pure evil. Okay yeah well i need to change and become an alien, which is another word for abnormal! I have to really really start studying especially when i know im gonna fail my physics test, the only thing i have to do is wait and see for the results. Haha. I seriously hate physics, i rlly wish i culd drop it, but u know i wanna take my chances and try harder to see if i cn cope with it. Because thts the only thing tht i cant cope with. Its like in the class when teacher is teaching i'll be like "ohh yes ! yea i understand! ooo yeaaah ooo i see! cool!" then after going out of the class when someone asks me "did u understand about the lalalal yadada yadad yada?" then i'll be like "wait, what did we learn again tadi? What? Hah? *blur face" HAHAHA, so u see, i really really really hmm dislike it :P Well, i gotta online less. Even my dear farhan faris is going to do it, which i think is more impossible for him to do it than myself. Hahaha but since he's trying his best not to online bnyk kali. I will try to, insyaAllah :P

Can't fight the moonlight

I've been listening to the song over and over again, missing the movie coyote ugly, anyways i cant update about everything coz im actually onlining when im having my mid year test.
Just wanna say that your mixed signals weren't everything for me. I didn't have hopes that you would come to me and everything would be so perfect. I guess my heart is completely broken. I didn't feel anything when someone was to put more pain to it. That's my advantage. But as a disadvantage, i can't completely love a person.
So whats better? To have a broken heart or to be able to love someone but not feel a thing? well bad news, i have both. Anyways, i alrdy put in my book tht i wanted to move on from this lovey thing, but sometimes i just get caught up with it. I know its something i cant avoid but i dont know, sometimes it's the heart's choice.

IU day summary

haha i feel so very the malas to update my blog, so im just gonna do a summary about it.
I had a lot of fun at iu day, i swear, eventhough i was only the usher but then it was fun ushering. I get to meet new friends. I like the girls from methodist girl school, if im not mistaken theyre from tht school. They were so friendly, :)
Well, working with the st.john guys were also fun. They were funny. I had fun walking around the masjid jamek area, with joanne, ash, and the st,john guys which i dont know their name. Haha. Well p/s; to joanne and the chinese guy which idk what ur name is. You guys seriously nak kena langgar kereta. haha. Ash and i were shouting when we saw them crossing the road like tht. -.-" Well thanks to ashiqin bfr we crossed the road, she distracted me by saying tht my boyfriend was laying down by the side of the road shirtless. waiting for me. ha ha, suceeded in making "the chinese guy" laugh, he was also mean for laughing at me. Talking abt his sticky arms to me, gaaah, for sure melekit. we were all sweating like pigs on a stick? ash's saying. haha.
I had fun, i love all the ushers! They are the best, ash, fiona, joanne, diane, elina, oh yeah and to our dearest talented mc, harshiah and our security person, hanani :) Hehe heart u guys !

I was really glad that danial and hazwan came to the iu day, it just made my day. Eventhough they came late. All hazwan's fault :P well i had fun going home with u guys. U gay guys :P hahahaha.
STOP IT WITH THE PDA AND TO DANIAL NAIM, STOP MOLESTING HAZWAN. PITY THE GAY DUDE. HAHAHAHAH.
P/s: danial, dont feel guilty tht i gave u back ur money, i know u wanted to have it as ur treat but after reading ur horoscope in the newspaper. I gnti ur money to hazwan. Like u said, to make it even,i shuld say this "oh danial, you're so handsome. So cute. So good looking and so tall :)" HAHAHAHA okay the others i cn say it jgk without laughing, but when i red the tall word, I LAUGHED INSTANTLY! HAHAHAHAHA. sorry i know ur taller than me, only 3cm difference yeh my dear. Hahaha.

Incident :O

Well hehe i wanna story about what happened at our chemistry lab but then iman alrdy posted about it in her blog and so i'll just copy paste here, created by iman nedhiera "

Anyway, I had a good time at school today. Especially during Chemistry, when something 'exploded'. We were in the lab, doing an experiment. My particular group was, in fact, very unlucky. We were instructed to melt some lead (II) bromide until it becomes a silvery molten liquid, and then after it has melted, we had to place a couple of electrodes in it.

So we did all of that aaanndddd, suddenly the molten liquid gave a small explosion, the tiny cup that contained the liquid exploded as well and shattered, and the whole bunsen burner was on fire. The bunsen burner was on fire! All we saw was a huge ball of fire. For a few seconds we just stood there staring at the burning bunsen burner, our expressions clearly portrayed that we were panicked and appalled. Luckily Tasha was there and shouted to turn off the bunsen burner. And the funny thing is, the incident happened to only our group, not the other seven groups. We didn't know how it happened, but our teacher said that we were heating the substance for too long. We had a different theory; maybe there was a tiny hole in the gas pipe, causing some gas to leak, hence causing the minor explosion. But we couldn't tell for sure.

Luckily my classmate who took care of the electrodes didn't stand too close, or else she would've gotten hurt. But she did get affected by it. A small amount of the molten silver liquid found its way to her pinafore. And poor Myrrah, her baju kurung was affected, too.

Man, that was a really scary experience. Just imagine what would've happened if Tasha didn't instruct us to turn off the bunsen burner immediately, since a fire can spread in just a matter of minutes.

But still, it was cool to see the molten lead harden and sort of crystallize where it was spilled. It kind of looked like a silvery-gold crystal, in the shape of someone's barf. But nonetheless, it was sort of cool."

So u see the conclusion is, im the superhero HAHAHA im kidding, well it was rlly scary especially when the fire is right in front of my face, it was my group's experiment, and they all were watching from kinda a far distant, i had to be close to the apparatus because i was the observer, i was supposed to write the results and observation. So my face was the closest to the thing. Well alhamdulillah, the crucible didn't explode my way. But it was unlucky for myra coz the lead (ii) bromide stained her baju kurung. and poor elaine, some of it, just a lil spot got onto her leg? Well yeah, we were all shocked because the fire exploded, :/

OH YEAH AND THANKS YOU GUYS FOR STORYING ABOUT MY FUNERAL WHILE RECESS. haha TO SONIA, ASH, IMAN, ATASHA, AINA, NAHRA, AMELIA AND ETC, THANKS A LOT!! >:( ESPECIALLY U SONIA, I'LL SERIOUSLY HAUNT U WHEN I DIE! hahahaha. but anyways, it was fun so i dont mind :D haha.