Day out

Okay so it was a day out, i thought we were gonna meet emma's boyfie -.-" But then CHANGED PLANS. Okay so then i arrived at emma's house around i forgot wht time, and theeen, emma started talking about eye liners,

A FACT ; emma's mom and her sister taught her to always wear her eye liner everytime she goes out. Well it was a good thing, i wish my mother would :D Haha, and theeeen, sooo, for me it was something new, and then i totally asked her to put it on me, WELL I AM KINDA JAKUN, hahaha coz i dont rlly wear make up, never in my whole life. Shockingly yes, im not tht make up kinda girl, but i cn learn :P Hahaha.
So Emma went and took the mirror to teach me how to put it, she did it on her eye first, and there was like punk -.-" Hahaha. I swear, haha, she smudged it all over her eye, AND DAYUMN IT LOOKS LIKE EYEBACKS, haha, a pretty one course, haha,
There were many attempts on putting it for me TO MY EYE, coz i laughed and laughed... laughed... anddddd.................. laughed -.-" It was a failure! Haha, i cant stop laughingg, serious shit, :D


Okay so then we both got ready and emma's sister delima sent us to iylia's house.
We arrived there arnd i dont know wht time again. haha. Emma knows all the info, refer to her BLOG. ahha.
So her mom drove us to kopitiam and then iylia and emma didnt wanna talk to the cab driver in the phone -.-" So i had to do it, and VERYYY VERYY UNFORTUNATEE tht the cab driver didnt know how to speak english -.-"

*clling clling
Cab driver: yeee?
Tasha; uhhhh, uhh, *tlking to iylia; I TK TAU ADDRESS! SHIT SHIT. ckp laaaa!
Iylia: eee tk naaakkkk! ckp la!
Tasha: Cn u take us from bangi kopitiam to theeee lrt setiawangsa?
Cab driver: haa?
Tasha: boleh tak bawa uhh from bangi kopitiam pegy setiawangsa punya lrt?
Cab: Ohhh! boleh boleh! jap *on hold

* a few minutes later
*iylia hang up -.-"
* clling back

Tasha; can uuuu take usss to lrt setiawangsaaa! from bangi kopitiam!
Cab driver: bilaaaa?
Tasha; NOW!
Cab d; haaa? maaf dik, tak reti cakap mat salleh laa
Tasha; *shit whats now in bm and turning to iylia asking herrr; SEKARANGG!
Tasha: OH YEAH SEKARANG!
cab d; okay okay! baruu faham haaaaa, kay dh nak sampai.
Tasha: wokaayy

Then we arrived at serimaya, well i didnt know most of them, the only people i know is zuhair and luqman. haha. yg lain clueless, geehehe, so i was acting bisu coz u know, i dont get along very well with them while emma was the total opposite to me -.-" Hahah. She was like one of the guys, u know CURSING AND STUFF. hahah, i was turning to iylia talking like a WOMAN without CURSING. hahahah, *sarcasm to emma. hihi
I was quite hungry but quite shy to eat with them, so after a few minutes, zuhair asked emma and I to company him at the next cafe. So we did, i was hungry so i joined , :D
Zuhair ordered lamb sandwhich is think, i order the chicken's.
DO YOU KNOW THT IM ALLERGIC TO SPICY THINGS.

so then when we finished eating, said bye to them and then we were off to iylia's house.
We played SOUL CALIBUR 4, hehe, this is the funny part, when i was vs emma.
And it was almost the end of the game, she was busy talking with iylia about idk wht, so i was just doing some moves for my avatar, and u know he did a moonwalk -.-" Well emma's was playing dead, so i boring and i thought i could belasah the thing from above, well u know how player loses by going out of the ring, i practically did it myself. -.-" I didnt have to let people belasah me by doing tht, i pressed a button and it jumped -.-" DAAAMNNN i lost for nothing. hahaha.

Iylia and emma was laughing like hell and i almost peed in my pants, i swear. hahaha.
well, went back to emma's house, and then we did nothing but laughed about at iylia's and then she went online with her boyfie at 2am and thennn i fell asleep around 1am, -.-" Well, I TERBANGUN PUKUL 6.45 anddd EMMA WAS STILL AWAKE BESIDE ME DOING I DONT KNOW WHT ON THE PHONEEEEEEEEEEEEE. whatttaaa whtaaa :O Then i continued sleeping, what laa emma nie, kesian her boyfie got tortured, hhahahaa. kidding.

so we had a lot of fun, thts the conclusion :)

better than ever, :)

Yaw,

Never been better, feeling great, although, i still hvent decide whether i shuld throw away the memories, haha bt the point is, why am i still thinking abt it? I can't say i feel complete, neither cn i by saying it incomplete.
I can't describe this feeling, whenever i dnt think about it, it's like it never happened.
ok well IM FEELING GREAT, haha, parents bought me some clothes, THNK YOU, and i knw i shuld be working harder, well i have been, i online only for the goodness of releasing my stress, haha, yesterday i made the form 1 sejarah book as my story book, and aftr i had my lunch i made my agama book as the story book, even then at school, i was reading the agama book 24/7, whenever im in the class or where ever i am, when of course the teacher is not in the class, haha eventhough i think the teacher was pshyco enugh to be convinced tht im stressing too much about it, oh well, thts wht achieving a high goal for. haha. gotta work hard, and since i've been more "alim" than ever, haha i was planning to ehem *dnt laugh, pakai tudung, hahaha, i think i wanna do tht starting frm trials :)
just wnted to inform tht studies are going great, :)

*reminder,
sleep at 9 something if theres no tuisyen, the latest is 10.30. then wake up at 4am to study, I hpe it goes in my head, amin :)

Whats been going on lately

Okay so, whats been going on? A lot, Im so worried abt my agama results, othrs im potentially confidnt i culd do better but i feel like im not moving anywhere for the agama subject.
Things have been really different for my surrounding. I feel more alone in a way that i find peace.
The only person i turn to now is ashiqin, i mean constntly i turn to her, she's always there, and she's an einstein.
Well thank god, i havent been using my credit tht much, losing him was gving me the benefit to save my money, although he is still my friend, but nw i dnt think i wish to get involve with him. Because if i was involve with him, i'd remember the old times and i'd still care abt whats going on with his life. At the same time, i'd get hurt knwing if he was someone new with new surroundings i culd never accept.
I dnt always fight for what i want, when im supposed to be fighting for what i need. He was my need but now it turns into a want, and in the end, nothing. I don't know how to get distant, but i think we alrdy are.
Was planning to tear his letter, throw our pic, throw his pics, delete his msgs, delete our call recordings, throw his nametag, anything tht might bring up the topic of him. I went to school with my very sepet eyes since i naturally hv it, it ended up looking like i was sleep walking. Cried for hours and hours and hours, and suddenly i realized tht i was doing a stupid thing when i culd cry for something else? O.o
Anis was hearing me, Syaza did too, even Sarah. The othrs i didnt rlly care to inform.

I have been feeling better and i took some time to think of the better opportunity for me to run after.
I wanna start praying 5 times a day, read al quran whenever i hv my free time, study and plan my schedule, stop smsing, never entertain guys ecxpt for zarif n faiz (bestfs),

P/s : Reminder fr myself, dnt cry. Be happy :) * dont worry, ooooo, be happy, oooo, dnt worry be happy now! haha. the song :P

And good luck to you anonymous, for facing pmr, hope whatever u say is not a lie, even myb if i suspected u as being the ex gf, haha, i wuldnt mind, bt i dnt think u are, so thnks , tht u told me abt whatever stuff u thought i had to know, and congratulations tht u were strong by facing wht u faced :)

Amin,

Sick

Okay doks, so yesterday i went jogging with my cousins, faroq and kak farah, it was fun, kak farah parked the car in kde, so yeah we put all of our stuffs in kak farah's bag and then we put it in the back of the car, after we closed everythng, kak farah didnt know where to put her car keys -.-" So yeah mine had no pockets, also hers, and faroq had, ecxpt tht it was too small. So i suggest kak farah to give her keys to the guard, well, she said even myb the guards would steal the car -.-" Uhh, bad idea, so anyways, faroq offered to hold the key, so he did, and we jogged, when we went up the hill, it was just a slow walk, when a hot guy passes by, kak farah was like looking at me with a wink, so yeah i was blur, coz i didnt rlly look, im strictly forbidden to do tht, hehe loyalty :P
Okay so we continued, faroq brought biscuits, to feed the monkeys, haha, (yea ryte,) :P *jogging jogging jogging, a few guys riding their motorbikes passed us, and a guy wearing green or white shirt looked, he seemed familiar, anyways, still jogging, and we were there, wnted to jogged down the hill, we thought it was a good idea because it wuldnt be tht tiring compared to jogging up the hill, so we did, faroq, me and kak farah jogged, 1,2,3 blast off -.-"

Well, i was the last one, because it was FREAKING BUMPYY I TELL YOU! everything was going up and down, up and down, hahahaha, ok, seriously, i meant movements of my leg :P
Kak Farah and i were laughing like hell going down the hill, i felt like a kangaroo, it's not like im jogging, it's like im hopping down the hill with no hopes of stopping O.O

well then i started shouting to faroq, because he was so ahead of us,

Ezleen N: FAROQ I KNOW YOU DONT HAVE THINGS BERGEGAR ON YR BODY!

Kak Farah; Uhh wait he does,

Ezleen N; *heh? he does? he has boobs? nope couldnt be, an ass? nope he's practically a lil flat, uhh, chubby cheeks? nope nope, not rlly, and then this came across my mind *you know wht.... ....... OHHHHHH! THAT ONE, THE THING THAT OHHHH YEAH GOT IT, UNDERSTOOD, *im so slow -.-"

Kak Farah; HAHAHAHA, yeah that one tasha, hahahah. Lucky him that when the thing shakes, tk nampak, hahaha.

Ezleen N; we were laughing like hell while going down the hill, :D


Since, faroq was ahead of us, he waited for us infront, EATING THE BISCUITS WE THOUGHT HE WOULD FEED THE MNKEYS WITH! Great job faroq, Haishooo.

-.-"

Okay so while i was searching quotes through photobucket, i found this, haha, like come on seriously, u wanna go to hell just because it's cold outside, haha, i cn seriously buy you a sweater, tht'll be easier and it doesnt gain sins for yrself -.-" Hahah. Anyways, i just think it's funny, thts why i put it in my post, haha.

You

Could she possibly be in love this time? :)

Don't be afraid to take risks, even if you know tht person was an a-hole, or a jerk, or a stupid baboon, or okay u dont need me to elaborate on it more. You knw wht i mean, and i knw i said tht maybe he wasnt the one tht suits you, but it's rlly your choice, it's who you feel comfortable with and it's someone who you fell in love with. Well, we cn never reverse love, all we cn do is more forward,i'd like to say that. Don't be afraid to believe, because it's just life, you get betrayed everytime, you get hurt everytime, and you feel cheated or lied to, all the time. But you cn only feel great from this risky love , once. Or maybe even the forward times. That's why im saying take yr chance, there's no difference if u take him in. I knw im not supposed to be encouraging you to hv him in yr life, because he's a jerk and i hate him. But you knw i'll always have yr back if he hurts you. There are a lot of people out there who face more dangerous situations. Like the palestines, facing the israels, they suffer for it. And they cant run from it. No one cn stop it. No one cn help them. And the suffer last forever, it wont heal. Maybe their life wuld even be ended because of it.
But you, you're alive, you're here safe, and we get minor suffering, compared to what they face in their daily life. So be strong, coz i knw you are, and just tell the truth, even if the results are painful or delightful to hear, im still gonna back u up :)

Pierce

I DID IT! AND I THOUGHT I'D BE DEAD BY NOW! HAH! IM ALIVE! BEAT THAT! :P
- Oh gosh, i rlly did act like a coward, didnt i? -.-"
It didn't even hurt tht much. I hope it's worth it. Haha.
:)

Twiggles

You know wht, right now i feel like im changing2 ambitions, like;-
1. Doctor. (pfft)
2. An artist (as in like drawing and stuff O.O)
3. An actress. (culd be but crazy man)
4. A singer. (HAHA)
5. Chef. (was totally into it, and was exposed to the courses and all)
6.A teacher (wht sub also idk, ayie wnts to be maths teacher, i dnt wanna fllw his ambition.)
7.A pensyarah (gila)
8. Journalist.

Im sure you people are weird off by my subject, "twiggles". Well after i went out with ash and the rest to klcc and after i went back, ash told me she bought a book to made as a diary, so i was inspired by tht. Wht if i bought a book, and i culd write abt my life. But it wont rly be a diary coz my parents and sisters are just too busy bdy, they wuld wanna read it. So im making it more to "dailr journal", everything i do, everything thing i feel, i go through, i taste, i smell, i see. It wuld be in the book :)

So yeah so far, i only wrote about origamis, piercing, food review, and all. Well, at least there's something positive abt writing it, i culd like maybe sell it one day if im famous :P Haha. ok thts a bad idea, hmm or or if i wanted to be a journalist, and i was going to be interviewed, i culd maybe let them read a few pages of it, to show how i got developed into a bigger role of writing, see :D
haha, i still cant decide which i wanna be. Oh well, i'll try one by one. Haha. Not all, as in like, my three best choices, in tht way, i'll have to be exposed to everything. Haha.

The bestfriend i always have.

I can't believe myself, i feel like a terrible person, and this thing is the thing tht i really can't believe is happening.
Im feeling really not myself, i feel like when a part of my life is not in place or in order, it'll just ruin everything else. Im such a bad person to her, im such a bad person to them, to the innocent people.
I know that at times, it's better to just fake something than to tell the painful truth. Because you'll never guarantee yourself if that will keep on dragging into another level or another session of time. You have faith in yourself that this fakeness would be only for awhile, you know all those quotes and sayings of "bestfriends will forever stay no matter who you are, thats true friends" or "They'll always be here in whatever situation you're in" or etc. Of course! But you haven't investigate enough of their deep meanings. The inside story of every sentences.


Im blaming myself for this, i know it is never their fault or HERS. I've been such a criminal for being so selfish and for not hearing her even one moment. The caused of how i lost myself is when i lost her. I wasn't true. My eyes and mind was only focusing on one thing, and the one thing is about me. I was so concern of how things went and run through my life and myself, may i repeat MYSELF. Mostly, about my guy, i've been bragging about it 24/7. Till i forgot about the things we were supposed to talk about, like we used to. We always spend time doing quizzes (not with my guy), we always spend time filling each othrs crap sentences or give weird funky nicknames or share the weird stuffs like UFO's flying or a duck underwater , etc etc. In the past, it was just us. And it was just the things we love talking about.
I NEVER FORGOT ABOUT HER, AND SHE NEVER FORGOT ME
but this time, it was just plain different


It wasn't her fault, it was mine. Like i told you people, i've been such a selfish person to her. I didn't see her. I only saw a part of her, and i knew i'd regret by only doing that. It was never enough to call someone your bestfriend when you only see a part of her. I don't know who i am anymore, im acting such a fake to her. And i wanna work it out but i dont know how. The point is, on my mind thinking, the conclusion involves me thinking that im not giving enough to her and another one is she expects just how we were in the old days. I admit, when she moved to melaka, things quite change. I couldn't deny that. We were more distant than we were supposed to. Now it's just plain silence between us.

I know we were so close, we share everything, we tell everything to each othr, from the big sketch of story till the small deep details, we're the one who stayed strong while othrs were falling apart, we were holding on to each othr, depending on how both would react to any situation, you backed me up when i needed you, you pulled me up when i fell,
from every part of centuries,
you were there,
always doing something to make things better,
to bring out the best in me,
to give me confidence,
and to convince me that everything happens for a reason,
and that i'll be okay.
That's what you think your responsibilites were & i was proud of you every second. You make me feel like a real human.

Im sorry things changed, i didnt want it to, sincerely, i was too focused on one thing and you knew what was it, everytime you were there for me, i took advantage of you, im just not myself.
And i apologize that things couldnt be like it used to be, i admit we couldnt be that close like we were, we're both growing up, we're both learning new things in life, eventhough we walk side by side, we couldn't just handle everything for each othr, that's just life i guess. I can't go far by limit, we're only human, but i just wanna tell you that eventhough we're both humans who cant go over the line of limits. We're still bestfriends and I still love you and i want to be there for you. I am trying my best eventhough you dont see any effort, trust me, im working out the documents inside my own personal private office.
Because i can never stay normal , it would never be enough for anybody.
It would never be enough for someone so extra ordinary like you.

how i wish we could be like old times, eventhough i know it won't happen.

Im sorry , but im glad we're still bestfriends. You never did give up. I guess that's just you, being great and true all the time, it was always you who taught me almst everything, it's just you, Ashiqin Hasbullah.

MidValley,

Ooo, so i went to midvalley with my parents , it was super fun, okay maybe not super fun but there was stiill stuff that i bought, okayy so first we went to guardian to buy this plaster thing u put at yr noise to prevent from snoring, and then we went to himalaya, to buy some facials and then yada yada yada, we went to memory lane and my mom bought a happy brdy card for my dad, as a wife which doesnt represent me and my sisters -.-" So i bought a card for my dad's brdy as a daughter , which includes my small sisters and ezza of course,
So yeah i was with my mom choosing cards, and then i searched for zarif's brdy card, since his brdy is coming up , which is on the 4th may , wohoo, so yeah i bought the card, lalala, and then my dad was with my small sisters, looks like they bought a happy mother's day card fr my mum, without me choosing -.-"
Grr haha, joking but it was a cute one, so u ppl got my approval, hahah :P

And then we ate lalala normal stuff, then we decided to go back early coz my small sister's were gonna hve their tuisyenn, and when we were walking by "crocs" , i was attracted to the colours, so i told my dad to enter it , haha, it was so cutee, everything was so *hhaaaa :) Hahah, breath taking, and and i tried the skin coloured crocs but then it was too dull, so i bought a red one since its my fav colour and not to mention, my font is red too now, ahaha :) So we bought the bitz for my crocs, i bought a white diamond, my mom said it looked like bling bling, hahaha oh well, and i bought a butterfly, (:
Oh gosh a wide smile appeared on my face, :D
But thts just crocs, now im jst feeling grateful for any average stuff i cn get :)

My parents are great, thank you :)

forced

i was forced again to update, but this is going to be shorrrt. intervensi is over, thank godd!
i've changed my myspace profile's layout, uhhhhh, and i learned something about squid today =D
and and and i've been doing a lot of score a's, yes believe it.
oh, and chocolate goes to ur thighs, true fact.

i think tht's all.

Ages Posting.

Sorry, i've been busy with tons of stuff, goshh very tiring,
next week is my intervensi exam! and next next week is my book checking, thnk god i finished halfwayyy, and pmr is ok dont bring up the topic, uhh i'll update later? Haha.

Just wanna say good luck to zarif for his 4 running sports event.
And good luck to people for exams and good luck for book checking, hope no one's name will be called during assembly, :/

What we silly people do on earth hour.

Okay so, we were bored because it was in the dark, i was with ezza in the room. Well she was practically on the phone with Athirah, while i was msging2 with people.
So i was singing, chasing pavements at first, adele, course, and then athirah also sang, i think, thts what i heard since ezza talked on loud speaker. So i figured, why don't we record a video in the dark, on me , ezza and athirah singing. We kinda forced athirah to sing, cz she was SHY. Alright so here's how it went;-

Broken Strings - James Morrison.

Okay sooooo, uhhh, haha, ATHIRAH WAS FOLLOWING HER FLOW, So she was a little bit fast, and ezza was singing the high note, i was average, Haha. It sucks i knw! But we sure had a lotta fun singing in the dark. Haha.
Actually we sang a lot, but im just putting about two videos.

When you say nothing - Ronan Keating

Wokay so we were bored, don't blame us for being noisy :P
Haha.

First day registration at prestasi.

Okay so yesterday i registered to prestasii.
Syaza was with me, then the staff gave me this borang,

*Tngh isi isi isi isi*

Tasha: Eyh number office my dad ape?

Syaza: mana i taw, haha.

Tasha: Jap ade dlm phn kot. *checking my phone ...click click click* Shit tade.

Syaza: You nie, isi la yg mana ade. Meh la i isikan. You lmbbbtt.

Tasha: Haha kureng, okayy,

Syaza: Ape number?

Tasha: Number? Number ape? I mana ade, pandaii.

Syaza: number phn u la! -.-"

Tasha: ohhhhhhhhh i knew that okayy, 01..7

Syaza: Ahuh, and then .

Tasha: 017....

Syaza: DAHLAA! LAGY?

Tasha: Ohh ohh okayy, 017******3.

Syaza: Ok dh, She gave it to the staff.

Staff: Ok, nnt bila dh hbs tuisyen, kamu dtng jumpa saya, nak bagi *rsict* (i didnt rlly hear him)

Tasha: Haa? Amek IC? O.O

*syaza laughinggggg like hell*

Staff: Reeeeeesiiiiiiit. Haha.

Tasha: OHHH! haha! course!

Staff: knapa kamu nak amik Ic kat saya? Haha.

Syaza: mintak maaf, die ade problem pendengaran. Tak baik2 lagyyy. Dngr benda merepek je keje die.

Tasha: Hahaha, sorry, okay thank you. Bubbyyee.

Haha, so we entered the class. ALHAMDULILLAH NASIB BAIK TADE LAKI!

So the girls were looking weirdlyy, coz i was new course -.-"

And i said hye and all, so i sat. You know what the teacher taught us to do? He taught us how to cheat on our pmr exams. HAHAHA SHTUUPIIDD.

There were lots of laughter from the girls. It was quite like a fun fair more than a place to study, tht was one thing tht i didnt like. Eventhough the teacher was a lil good. I couldnt concentrate. It was full of noise.

The girls are all sitting in groups, laughing2, phranking the teachers. I sat with syaza and yana. Syaza and Yana were also talking, passing chewing gums, syaza was talking2 bout paan, and yana was talking2 bout her transport to go home. So eventually, nobody was rlly concentrating at their practice paper tht the teacher gave them. Only i was trying to focus so hard on the geo paper, they must've look at me like i was an alien nerd.

Im rlly not satisfied with the way they act at tuisyen. They were supposed to be serious in studying and concentrating, not going there to make noise with friends. No offence, thts just not my way.

So i was lost, since im the only one quite there. But it's okayy. I guess. Couldn't blame them for their nature.

Ok so the class ended, the sej teacher was super good and funny. He's mamak but he tried speaking in chinese, all he knew was *sisauseesoooshiausooshi* -.-"

Wow, what great chinese was that. Hahah.

And then the whole tuisyen finished, and i went to took the resit and went down.
I asked yana to tumpang my dad. So that my dad culd send her, it would be dangerous for her to walk alone , at night. And it was raining.
Ok soo, yana refused, and she tried walking but i pulled her, and when she was about to cross the pitt, she fell, and the boys laughed at her. The boys were mean and rude, they were like hooligans. I feel like slapping them.
Pity Yana, so syaza was like defending yana.

Syaza: EYH AT LEAST DIE JATUHH STYLEE EYH!
Haha it was true, yana had style. Haha.

:)

Hindustan.

Ok so, teacher wasn't in the class. So we kinda talked about songss and movies. Ok no, we were not in groups talking abt it. Each of us were doing our homework. Najla was doing her hw with tyqa, maryam was doing her own, syaza her own, elyna was on her own and i was on my own. Fiona was out of class, looking for the teacher, doing the class's register. So i had to take care of the class, instead they were noisyy, so whatever. Mls.

And then najla started singing,
*(Jai Ho)You are the reason that I breathe,(Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I still believe,(Jai Ho)
You are my destiny,
Jai Ho! Uh-uh-uh-oh*

And then i started joining, hahah, it was funnn.


Hindustan dance!

Tyqa: EYH EYH I SALMAN KHAN!

Najla: EYH I HRITHIK ROSHAN!

Tasha: Whoaa, kaki die gempak.

*syaza was laughingg*

Maryam: I SYED KHAN! Hahah she was referring to her guyyy.

*tasha laughing like a crazy person. hahahahah*

Tyqa: FAUZAN KHAN!

Tasha: AYIE KHAN! Hahahahah, untuk najla, ARIF KHAN! untuk syaza, PAAN KHAN!

Hahaha, bengokk. And then everybdy continued to do their hw. :P

Wrong Words.

So syaza came to my house yesterday yesterday, It was so funnyyyy.
We had our lunch at my house, with eimaan (my younger sis), So it was me, syaza and eimaan.

I atee likee a lotttttttttttttt, damn i was so hungryy! I ate like murtabak, sate, rice, ayam, kurma and i tmbh for like a lotta times. Hahah, well who cares, im alrdy fat, :P
Syaza ate quite little, she only took two murtabaks and 1/3 of the rice, with one chicken -.-"
APOLA AMOI. Haha, makan sikiiitt je, ishh.

Okay and thenn eimaan came to near to me, to take the sate, and she just took one stick of it and dip it in the big bowl of kuahhh! DUMBY! So i got mad at her, and she was laughing -.-" Suddenly, the kuah dropped on her shirt. HHAHAHAH! IN YR FACE! *relaxed* Okay , so ;-

Tasha: Eimaaan! Pegy laa amik kain bruk! Tngk dh jtk, eimaan nie degil laaa.
Syaza: Haa buat ape nak amik kain beruk, ezleen?
Tasha: I ckp kain buruk la. You dngr?
Syaza: Kain beruk.
Eimaan: OOKAY! EIMAAN PEGY AMIK KAIN BERUK! :D
*knocking heads*

And then :-

Syaza: Eimaan nie, eimaan letak la bdak kat baju, nnt lagy hilang.
Tasha: Haa? You insult eimaan eyh? Nape nk ltk badak kat baju die?
Syaza: I ckp bedak la , you dngr?
Tasha: Badak.
Eimaan: Okayyy! EIMAAN NAK PEGY LTK BADAK ATAS BAJU EIMAAN! :D
*knocking heads again*


WE HAVE HEARING PROBLEMS! :O

Happy Birthday, Sister!

Happy Birthday Ezza Melina! Yaw sissyy, you rock my world, ok sometimes coz u rock my head too, *simpler way it means headache* So anyways, you're still the best big sister ever. But I still hate you , hahaha just kidding. Since i bought you the purtty alarm clock, I hope you like it. You always have trouble waking up, so i figured an alarm clock would be useful to deaf your hearing, :D Hahah, im mean i knww, I can't be corny, coz i hate being corny to you. That's why im always 24/7 trouble to you, im trying to be mean , it works i knoww. Coz you've gone crazy at times. Haha, Oh yeah and tht's because of yr mood swings too , dont blame me :P
Im always here for youu , eventhough sometimes i like to buat bodoh when u talk to me. That's just my nature, don't blame me. Hahah. So yeah happy brdy big sis, i lovee youu *i can't believe i said tht* Oh well :)

Ashiqin's presence :)

At 17 of march, Tuesday,

Ashiqin came to my house that dayy, i was so excited, i think i woke up at 7 something, hahaha. Yeah well, i haven't seen her for ages, how cn i not get excited? Goooshh, so my heart was beating so fast, I felt like it was a dream come true, HAHA! Ok now it sounds crap, i knw but she's my bestfrienddd and she's the only one who gets me. Ok so thenn, ashiqin msged me, and we talked2 first. At tht time, i haven't showered , hahaha, bushuuk i know bak kata ayie. Haha. And then ashiqin asked me, whether i alrdy had my breakfast, and i said no?
Then i asked her back and she said, "im eating cereal with milk, im counting the cereal tht floats, if it's odd number, im gonna eat it" Haha. So i laughed, well, she said wht she did was like a freak, i didnt think it was, because it was cute and creative. Haha.

i WANT THE EVEN NUMBERS!

Ok so then her brother had a hard time finding my house, haha based on what ashiqin told me, her brother found my house, not according to my mom's direction, he just went on with his instincts :P Hahah!
GREAT JOBBB AFIQ! (tetek lanjut) Hahaha. And btww tell yr brother, im no chinese, -.-"

Ok then she went in and salam2 my mom, lalalala, naik atas, and my ANNOYING SISTERS, oh goshh, i locked my doors, and they went to the balconyy, they were frustrated tht i didnt let them in, obviously coz i wanna spend time with ashiqin! And then my balcony door, only the inside people cn see the outside, but the outside cn only see the inside people if they look hard. Haha.

So they knocked my balcony doors, and we looked, and they were dancingggg! Hanna and eimaan, dancing! In the clothes tht my maid just cleaned! Hanna went on putting her panties on her face, with clips all over her hair and she holds the broom! And andd, eimaan on the othr hand, she took the kain buruk and she wore it , while playing hangers as symbols! WHAT freaks -.-"

Ok so me and ashiqin kinda laughed like hell, watching their funny childish guts outside the balcony door, and soo, when i came near the door again, they ran awayyy, i was predicting tht they saw their own reflection -.-"

Ok thenn the next dayyy, we went to klcc, we got there and then we went to the BIRD'S SHIT PLACE. Haha i mean cupcakes, haha, it was delicious, thnk you ash for spending ur time and money on me :)

Me and Ash kinda share2 to belanja2 each othr, it was fun. Haha a lotta things happened. Haha, okayy soo, we were gonna go to O' Brians, to buy some food, coz my mom forced me to eat tkt tk smpt blk rumah and mkn, soo we did, but we were so busy talking, we lost track of where we were heading. Haha.
Andd in the end smpai jgk, then we were stopping at the "gelato", me and ashiqin were fighting of where to go and all, sbb nak beli credit, haha. Suddenly, there was this guy at the back of the counter, he was calling me, and i was raising on of my eyebrows, looking very confused. Haha and i was likee. "wokayy" Then the guy kept on calling me, he brought out a tissue and a pen. I thought he wanted to promote me something but thnking of it, why would he promote me gelato at the back of his counter with a pen and a tissue? Could he draw it on the tissue? So yeah it was crap. Me and Ashiqin went awayy like tht, i was still doing a blurry face, haha.



Then we sat kjapp, a group of boys laluuu, and one of the boys punya duit jatuh and wht ash could only do was "uhh uhh duit duit" Hahah, and so i picked up the moneyy and said "heyy excuse me, yr money fell" so i held them the money and his friend was smilling "eyyyh thannk youu" He kinda almst wink , but i looked away. Haha.
Then we bought an alarm clock for ezza at room :D Hahah.
Terus pegy movie, and when kena turun tangga, ashiqin had to hold my hand, coz she ehemm the previous time. HAHAHA! Ok i'll tell, u fell when james bond's advertisement was on, he was *bang bang bang* and ashiqin got a shock thinking james bond wanted to shoot her -.-" Hahaha.

Marley and me was great, me and ashiqin cried watching it :)

I had a rlly great time ash, I love you! :)

Why and How.

I feel like you're avoiding me. What did I do wrong? Why won't u tell me.

Sejarah class.

So it begins, Pn. Norasifah entered the class, was about to teach us bab i forgot wht. Haha. And then she story2, story2, and all learning about crappy stuff, feel like sleeping. Haha.
Ok then she said something bout, imagine if a woman rules the country, what would happen?
and she was like, "HAMPEHH DUNIA. TERUS TERBERAI. PEREMPUAN CEREWET) Pdahal she's a girl , remember -.-" Hahah. Well we kinda agree on tht, guys are likee not tht cerewet and girls judge too much. Haha.
And then amelia was like, Imagine if a woman is taking over barrack obama's place, if she lives in the white house, she'll start painting it all PINK! Haha, and it would be decorated with ribbons, ahah, shtuuppiidd.

Well yeah then she started to talk about people dulu2, and people now, Like sape yg tade Ic, they'll be counted as a komunis and they'll be captured. Then she said, "cuba check skrng, sape yg tade IC, dielaa komunis" Hahah, obviously i panic-ed. So i turned like a pshyco person, and open my purse, searching for my IC. Haha, EVERYBDY LAUGHED IN THE CLASS. I was like, "ohh shit where the hell is my IC." Haha then they were like, teacher, she's a komunis, get her locked up. Hahahah. But in the end i found my IC, and i was like YES! IM NOT A KOMUNIS! IM SO PROUD! obviously -.-"

BaDonkeyBamonkey.

I love you my greatest bestfriend who i cn always depend on beautiful smart ass einstein who talks crap but makes perfect sense donkeyy :)
*Ashiqin Hasbullah.


Haha great nicknames huh, you guys are my favourite two people :)

Reproduction, science.

A, Hahahaha, i made a pop quiz for you and everything you answered it right, HAHA! except for some. Haha. Too bad, though u got 99%, dont worry :P

Pei Ing.

She's the most noisy classmate ever! I soo couldn't handle her anymore, oh yeah and not forgetting hui teng. Wow, im marketing names. You guys are ughhh! Geramnyee, I have to think of a method tht cn make u guys quite down.

*situation 1.
(no teachers in the class, fiona (monitor) were noisy too with her gang -.-")

*they were scattering all over the place, sitting in groups, talking with a high frequency like they were talking to someone that was 10 km away!*

I was sitting with syaza and maryam but all we did was observing the othrs.

Fiona was doing "shhh shh shh" and laughed back again with her friends. What the hell! She was "shhh-ing" the othrs while she didnt even know tht she was one of them too -.-"

So i got mad at some point, but my limit was still average.




Pee Ing *shouting chinese language* HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
(while all of the students were noisy toooo, combining the noise)

Ezleen : Shhhhhh!! Womannn! Quite down people! Don't take the advantage for the absence of cik hani! Ugh!

Pee Ing: HAHAHAH! *chinese language much louder*

Ezleen: Pee Ing! Shutttt upppp womann!

Pee Ing: ok ayy ezleen, sori sori.

Ezleen: *continuing my convo with maryam and syaza.*

Pee Ing: HHAHAHAH! *much much much louder chinese*

Ezleen: *rolling my paper like i wanted to hit her in the face and pointed my finger to her* You pee ing! Shut the hell up!

Pee Ing: Okayy okayy! ....... HAHAHAHAHAHAH! *repeating the same thing with an increasement of sound*

Ezleen: *joins the group* (Everybdy in the class kept quiet too) HAHAHA! Pee Ing, do you need a speaker? Or a microphone? Or a u know a device tht cn help u speak MUCH LOUDER! Coz i have it at home and i would be glad to lend you your needs. Do you? *making a sarcastic face*
(Everybdy was laughing at her)

Pee Ing: Uhhh no no ! I dont ! :/


-.-" Pee Ing, one more time and im gonna ask you to do push ups in the class!
Or im gonna hit you in head with a chair. Ughh!

This is how cbn girls behave? Gosh, what an embarassment to everybdy.

Observing.

Observing every changes around me, listening to sounds, seeing and thinking of every patterns moving, finding similarities and differences, I realized that what goes around, comes around. Funny i know, it's like i just realized it. I never believed in that. But it was true.

Relations.
What we do to othr people will eventually come to us back again, some other people will do the same thing that we did to us. It's related. To feel what we did, and to be in the position of who we did it to.

I think everybdy knows tht, so be aware of what we do, always.

Stupid me.

Super lama i didnt update my blog. Haha. Maless sorry. :)
Okaiyh dokaiyh. Sooooooo, i havent story much about whats happened lately.
So i guess i'll start with it now. Uhm, last week the "LDDS" performed for the hari membina azam. Im one of them. Andd we kinda did a good job, i heard from some ppl it was boring , i heard from some ppl it was funny so im not rlly sure which statement was right though it didnt matter because we ldds did our best and worked hard to give a good performance. Haha. First when i was about to appear at the stage dancing for pcd. It was so freaking nervous. And im sure tht most of the ppl at first, were expecting for the pcd to dance like sexyy thingyy majigyy dance. But i guess we made a surprise by dancing like "kanak2 ribena" Haha. Well it wouldnt be exciting if there werent any surpises so we figured to do something different. Haha anyways, the morning session response were great. But the afternoon was a burden to our mood. I can't believe tht they thought they were COOLER than us by not clapping or laughing or even support us when we all performed. They have no idea how hard we worked for this. But anyways, it's their life and their damn choice to do whatever they want. I think cbn is getting worst. I mean the form 2's are pretty problematic and ruined. And form 1's are like nerds and they dont even have fun and im sure in this coming months or any period of time, they're gonna be complete in following the examples of their GREAT COOLER form 2s for 2009. -.-"
Gosh, whats gonna happen to cbn?

I hope they're gonna improve in their language, manners and their education, including the creative minds of performance. It irritates me so bad. -.-"


Oh yeah P/s: Q, trust whoever you want but you'll never know who's the one tht's true to you. And yeah, maybe miman meza was right. So much for trusting you. -.-" Well let's just close the book from now on. Frget abt everything. :)