Long phone call

After a few months of burying my phone, and neglecting it. I felt like it was importnt for me to finally switch it on, so I did yesterday. It took a few hours to finally recharge my phone. And i got tons of miscalls and text msgs. Shockingly, I thought no one cared abt me :( But i mean i barely use my phone, with all the twitter account, and fb. I keep my friends close thru those sites. And im always at home, so why on the phone? Well the reason why im posting abt a long phone call is bcause i just had one :P with my bestfriend, Ash! Haha we're such babies :P We talked about Jimmy Neutron. and about patrick star. Im kidding... i think. We talked about spm, what we're going to do after tht, when we're gonna start taking our driver's license and how we're gonna spend our new years. And plan a bbq with our girlfriends. I think my life revolves around my family and my girlfriends. They're like the main characters in my life. I don't even have any minor ones.


Ash cant trust me with cars esp when im a paranoid freak. I don't like cars speeding, it's just so scary. I mean you might just get into an accident, and u might just get hurt, and then by tht time, u'll regret doing wht u did, and u'll say i wish i didnt do tht, i wish i had more time with the people tht i love and blablabla. Something irreversible. I don't wanna regret it. But then, how am I going to drive a car? I mean drivers these days, they're all speeding! no actually some of them are nt, bt i think its too fast for me :/ I have to get myself a person who knows how to drive! Not as a driver, but as a teacher? Maybe. I don't know, I HAVE TO OVERCOME THIS.