Im now currently reading, "chicken soup for the girlfriends soul" :)
30 April 2011
Holidayy!
Holiday for tomorrowww, ahuhh oyeahh ahuh oyeaa then school on saturday -.-" but whatever it is, at least im gonna sleepover at Ash's house! And go for the wedddddinggggg :D Mehehe, get to see rmc boys do silat, kidding. Thats not wht im looking forward to :P Now im just waiting for my baju kurung to siap, im gonna get it on tuesday, cannnooot waittt and see how its gonna turn out like ! And waiting for my white jeans, -.-" So tht i can wear it to the bbq dinner, daamnnn fooooood. Sad news is, first paper for the exam is sejarah -.-" I don't feel like reading sejarah, i rlly dont know why. My mood is not in sejarah at all. And why is sejarah even the first paper?!
Im now currently reading, "chicken soup for the girlfriends soul" :)
Im now currently reading, "chicken soup for the girlfriends soul" :)
Relates
I know i can't believe in horoscopes or zodiac signs, but it's fun just reading it. I don't believe that horoscopes determines my fate. But i can relate to characteristics analysis :) Just that.
And there was some that i could relate to; (source; http://twitter.com/#!/TheDailyVirgo) If you don't believe on what i posted here, u culd check it out there.
1. #Virgos do not like a lot of attention, and will refrain from being around those who seek it.
elaboration: "will refrain from being around those who seek it", im doing it right now as we speak.
2. When angry, a #virgo can belittle you with words.
elaboration: That is kinda true, not kinda, veryy. I like to cause a person to seem little or less when im angry.
3. Virgos are some of the sweetest and giving people you will meet in life. Just don't get on their bad side.
elaboration: you don't have to read the sweetest and giving people lalala, i would deny that :P But its true, when it wrote there "just don't get on their bad side"
4 #virgo dirty people with bad hygiene. #VirgoTweet
elaboration: Ash would understand this, she could relate to the sms i sent to her at 8am this morning :P
5. Virgos have no desire to broadcast to the world whom they love or why, and they won’t like it if you do it either.
elaboration: an early warning
6. Virgo #turnoffs: laziness, foul mouth, dirt, and over aggression.
elaboration: bewaareee
7. Virgo #turnons : sensual kisses, cleaniness, ambition and intelligence.
elaboration: okay some is not true :P
8. #AVirgowill go out of their way to take care of those they love, even when they can't even
make themselves smile.
elaboration: some people might not believe this, but i do it secretly, and i definitely do it for people that i truly sincerely care about. And i don't care for people that easily, so when i do, i do everything to make them feel safe.
9. #aVirgowill give u thousands of chances before turning their back and never look back
elaboration: this is true as this is what i did.
10. #aVirgowill not let you get the last word unless they realize you're a lost cause
elaboration: hahahaha, sooooo trueeee.
And there was some that i could relate to; (source; http://twitter.com/#!/TheDailyVirgo) If you don't believe on what i posted here, u culd check it out there.
1. #Virgos do not like a lot of attention, and will refrain from being around those who seek it.
elaboration: "will refrain from being around those who seek it", im doing it right now as we speak.
2. When angry, a #virgo can belittle you with words.
elaboration: That is kinda true, not kinda, veryy. I like to cause a person to seem little or less when im angry.
3. Virgos are some of the sweetest and giving people you will meet in life. Just don't get on their bad side.
elaboration: you don't have to read the sweetest and giving people lalala, i would deny that :P But its true, when it wrote there "just don't get on their bad side"
4 #virgo dirty people with bad hygiene. #VirgoTweet
elaboration: Ash would understand this, she could relate to the sms i sent to her at 8am this morning :P
5. Virgos have no desire to broadcast to the world whom they love or why, and they won’t like it if you do it either.
elaboration: an early warning
6. Virgo #turnoffs: laziness, foul mouth, dirt, and over aggression.
elaboration: bewaareee
7. Virgo #turnons : sensual kisses, cleaniness, ambition and intelligence.
elaboration: okay some is not true :P
8. #AVirgowill go out of their way to take care of those they love, even when they can't even
make themselves smile.
elaboration: some people might not believe this, but i do it secretly, and i definitely do it for people that i truly sincerely care about. And i don't care for people that easily, so when i do, i do everything to make them feel safe.
9. #aVirgowill give u thousands of chances before turning their back and never look back
elaboration: this is true as this is what i did.
10. #aVirgowill not let you get the last word unless they realize you're a lost cause
elaboration: hahahaha, sooooo trueeee.
29 April 2011
Recipes!
I've been craving for pastaaa... I don't know why but i've been so mexican with my food lately, that i forgot to make pasta ! And when i say i've been so mexican with my food, doesn't literally mean i do my mexican dance in front of my food o.O
Anyways... I've been going thru some recipes, bcause mother's day is just around the corner and my exam is also around the corner, so i'd have to prepare earlier if i wanted to cook for mother's day. I just feel the need to share some recipes that i found bcause it looks absolutely stunning and the herbs and texture that they produce with a certain type of base, just makes me speechless :)
Beef Penne Pasta Casserole!
Anyways... I've been going thru some recipes, bcause mother's day is just around the corner and my exam is also around the corner, so i'd have to prepare earlier if i wanted to cook for mother's day. I just feel the need to share some recipes that i found bcause it looks absolutely stunning and the herbs and texture that they produce with a certain type of base, just makes me speechless :)
Beef Penne Pasta Casserole!
Ingredients
1 pound dried penne pasta, prepared according to package directions
8 ounces lean ground beef
1 small onion, chopped
2 cups water
2 cans (6 ounces each) Italian tomato paste
1/3 cup water
2 cups (8 ounces) shredded Monterey Jack cheese
How to make
PREHEAT oven to 350° F. Cook beef and onion in large saucepan, stirring occasionally, until beef is no longer pink. Add water, tomato paste, cook, stirring occasionally, for 10 to 15 minutes or until flavors are blended. Layer ingredients as follows in ungreased 13 x 9-inch baking dish: 1/2 pasta, 1/2 sauce and 1/2 cheese. Repeat layers; cover. BAKE for 20 to 25 minutes or until heated through and cheese is melted. Season with salt.
Linguine with Garlic and Oil
Ingredients
8 ounces dried linguine (Can also add mushrooms)
4 to 6 Tablespoons extra virgin olive oil
10 to 12 large cloves garlic, finely chopped
1 cup (packed) chopped fresh Italian flat leaf parsley
1/2 cup freshly grated Pecorino Romano or Parmesan cheese, Salt and pepper to taste
How to make:
Cook the pasta in salted boiling water, drain and return to the pot or a serving bowl, saving a little of the pasta water. When the pasta is nearly cooked, heat oil in a large skillet to hot, but not smoking. Add the garlic and lower the heat, stirring constantly for 2 to 3 minutes. Do not let the garlic burn. Add three quarters of the parsley, and salt and pepper to taste. Remove from heat. Pour the sauce over the linguine and toss thoroughly, adding a little of the pasta water if desired. Top with the grated cheese and remaining parsley.
Source of music
Britt Nicole :)
I love her songs, like the 2nd song at my mixpod. Her voice is just so wonderful, and her songs are so inspiring. It's not like any ordinary song. Maybe some of the melody for her songs are boring, but what i meant when i say inspiring was her song lyrics.
You look around
It's staring back at you
Another wave of doubt
Will it pull you under
You wonder
What if I'm overtaken
What if I never make it
What if no one's there?
Will you hear my prayer?
When you take that first step
Into the unknown
You know that he won't let you go
Chorus:
So what are you waiting for?
What do you have to lose?
Your insecurities try to hold to you
You know you're made for more
So don't be afraid to move
Your faith is all
It takes and you can
Walk on the water too
Verse 2:
So get out
And let
Your fear fall to the ground
No time to waste
Don't wait
Don't you turn around and miss out
Everything you were made for
I know you're not sure
So you play it safe
Try to run away
If you take that first step
Into the unknown
He won't let you go
(chorus)
Bridge:
(step out)
Even when a storm hits
(step out)
Even when you're broken
(step out)
Even when your heart is telling you telling you to give up
(step out)
When your hope is stolen
(step out)
You can't see where you're going
You don't have to be afraid
So what are you waiting,
What are you waiting for?
So what are you waiting for?
What do you have to lose?
Your insecurities try to hold to you
You know you're made for more
So don't be afraid to move
Your faith is all
It takes and you can
Walk on the water...
It's staring back at you
Another wave of doubt
Will it pull you under
You wonder
What if I'm overtaken
What if I never make it
What if no one's there?
Will you hear my prayer?
When you take that first step
Into the unknown
You know that he won't let you go
Chorus:
So what are you waiting for?
What do you have to lose?
Your insecurities try to hold to you
You know you're made for more
So don't be afraid to move
Your faith is all
It takes and you can
Walk on the water too
Verse 2:
So get out
And let
Your fear fall to the ground
No time to waste
Don't wait
Don't you turn around and miss out
Everything you were made for
I know you're not sure
So you play it safe
Try to run away
If you take that first step
Into the unknown
He won't let you go
(chorus)
Bridge:
(step out)
Even when a storm hits
(step out)
Even when you're broken
(step out)
Even when your heart is telling you telling you to give up
(step out)
When your hope is stolen
(step out)
You can't see where you're going
You don't have to be afraid
So what are you waiting,
What are you waiting for?
So what are you waiting for?
What do you have to lose?
Your insecurities try to hold to you
You know you're made for more
So don't be afraid to move
Your faith is all
It takes and you can
Walk on the water...
Walk on the water too
It makes you think a lot about life.
Days
I did my oral test for english just now! I was so scared bcause i was the first one to do it, for today i mean :P And i definitely didnt memorize anything from my script, even if i prepared it ages ago. So i went in front and just said anything that i remember from my script. I didnt want anyone to look at me, bcause i was kinda shy, hehe believe it or not. I was talking about personality, aaah, this is just so very important :) For some people who don't know the real them. Haha, anyways after i finished my oral. Teacher asked me to sign below my marks, anddd i was shocked i got 29/30 :D alhamdulillah! And i also finished my BM oral test, that was days ago but still, haha it was moreeeeeeee scaryy bcause not only Pn, Aizan was listening to my lisan, Pn Jamilah was also listening to it :O ahah but it went well for me :) I really had fun today, studying add math especially, Pn Gan taught us the "LOG" chapter! Which i sometimes find confusing :) I definitely refreshed everything in my mind with what she taught us and it helped me a lot, since im weak in log, i really am. The 6 questions she taught us really helped myself, haiyhh, she's like the best teacher ever !
In agama class, we talked about masalah rumah tangga. Since its the actual topic :P Some was funny, some was sad. Marriage isn't an easy thing, its not just abt being happy with someone you love. It's about taking care of that person, having responsibilites building a new life. And to be a better person :)
Today the prefects got their ribena and 100 plus! YEAYYYY! hehe apelaa, its only ribena and 100 plus, it's not like it's some shirley temple mocktail drink or anything :P But still! And then we got a few coupons for drinks at sports day. That didn't rlly matter bcause i alrdy got my ribena and 100 plus haha.
At 12.30, went to my adopted class, to keep the class quiet. My class is a form 3 class. I still remember being a form 3 student, it wasn't that fun. But i liked it bcause it was a simple life, okay wait erase that, it wasn't simple :P The syllabus was simple :P haha. I remember hving a fight with Ashiqin, i didnt know if it was in form 3, or wait it was in form 1, HAHAHA its so funny. Haiyh. We were like kids :P I can't believe i've been bestfriends with her since standard 6 until now :) She's like my own family, maybe even more than a family. She's like my sister/bestfriend/hero(hehe im yr sidekick!) and so many more. Even in my essay book when teacher asked us to do an essay about "An unsung hero", i wrote about her :) She's just a lot of things. Chehhhh. I can't afford to lose her and i can't imagine losing her.
And i can't believe "tetek lanjut" is getting married soon? or wait, the nikah is tmrrw :P or tdy? HAHA i got confused my BAADD, whatever it is, he's gonna get a wife soon!
I remember sleeping over at Ash's house during bulan puasa, when we were in standard 6, and we would tease Ash's brother, Afiq, tetek lanjut and he would pass by and say "i heard that" even if we didnt say anything. OH OH and i also remember putting a cat in front of the toilet! Bcause it was either Afiq or Siddiq that was scared of cats o.O I forgot. But it was funnnn, hehehe. Damn we were naughty kids :P I can't believe he's getting married now, time flies so fast :')
In agama class, we talked about masalah rumah tangga. Since its the actual topic :P Some was funny, some was sad. Marriage isn't an easy thing, its not just abt being happy with someone you love. It's about taking care of that person, having responsibilites building a new life. And to be a better person :)
Today the prefects got their ribena and 100 plus! YEAYYYY! hehe apelaa, its only ribena and 100 plus, it's not like it's some shirley temple mocktail drink or anything :P But still! And then we got a few coupons for drinks at sports day. That didn't rlly matter bcause i alrdy got my ribena and 100 plus haha.
At 12.30, went to my adopted class, to keep the class quiet. My class is a form 3 class. I still remember being a form 3 student, it wasn't that fun. But i liked it bcause it was a simple life, okay wait erase that, it wasn't simple :P The syllabus was simple :P haha. I remember hving a fight with Ashiqin, i didnt know if it was in form 3, or wait it was in form 1, HAHAHA its so funny. Haiyh. We were like kids :P I can't believe i've been bestfriends with her since standard 6 until now :) She's like my own family, maybe even more than a family. She's like my sister/bestfriend/hero(hehe im yr sidekick!) and so many more. Even in my essay book when teacher asked us to do an essay about "An unsung hero", i wrote about her :) She's just a lot of things. Chehhhh. I can't afford to lose her and i can't imagine losing her.
And i can't believe "tetek lanjut" is getting married soon? or wait, the nikah is tmrrw :P or tdy? HAHA i got confused my BAADD, whatever it is, he's gonna get a wife soon!
I remember sleeping over at Ash's house during bulan puasa, when we were in standard 6, and we would tease Ash's brother, Afiq, tetek lanjut and he would pass by and say "i heard that" even if we didnt say anything. OH OH and i also remember putting a cat in front of the toilet! Bcause it was either Afiq or Siddiq that was scared of cats o.O I forgot. But it was funnnn, hehehe. Damn we were naughty kids :P I can't believe he's getting married now, time flies so fast :')
I love you bestfriend, :)
25 April 2011
Walk away
Who am i kidding? Who doesn't wanna go back? I always tell myself, i live in the present, no looking back, not even thinking about it. But come on, seriously, am i just playing with my mind? Sometimes, the things that mess up in my life are the things that actually attracts me more. Pieces from my past, just keeps on coming and coming. It's like a circle, and i wished it was just a straight line. No shapes, no meeting any ends. But i guess that's not how life works? I mean, haha what am i even talking about?
I miss smilling, i miss laughing just bcause somethings funny, and usually i jst laugh bcause most of the things are just supposedly funny, haha to be honest. I don't even know who i am anymore. I don't wanna please anyone in life. I don't wanna look like "that girl rlly knows how to handle herself, her life, its in order" or i don't wanna feel like "okay, im in the right track, i just need to catch up a little bit and then i'll just have the prefect path" or wanting to make people feel like im someone. I really don't care what other people think of me. Okay maybe just a little bit, but i definitely do not care what they think about me and my life. I mean it is my life, isnt it?
Sometimes i laugh to myself, bcause i always see people around me, trying to be what they're not, trying to please others, trying to show people that they're this perfect sweet and simple girl, thts just innocent and nice and just a pretty little flower that they forget who they really are. Those people will live a life that's full of ass kissing.
And they're always fake to themselves. I kinda think its pathetic. I really do.
I don't know why im full of anger, but i like it this way, i mean, i speak the truth when im mad. Bcause when im composed, im actually in control of myself. And sometimes im tired of being in control of myself, i just wanna let loose and have fun and be myself. And live my life well, that's all im asking for. And i know im the main worker, the main worker to make this event successful.
I miss smilling, i miss laughing just bcause somethings funny, and usually i jst laugh bcause most of the things are just supposedly funny, haha to be honest. I don't even know who i am anymore. I don't wanna please anyone in life. I don't wanna look like "that girl rlly knows how to handle herself, her life, its in order" or i don't wanna feel like "okay, im in the right track, i just need to catch up a little bit and then i'll just have the prefect path" or wanting to make people feel like im someone. I really don't care what other people think of me. Okay maybe just a little bit, but i definitely do not care what they think about me and my life. I mean it is my life, isnt it?
Sometimes i laugh to myself, bcause i always see people around me, trying to be what they're not, trying to please others, trying to show people that they're this perfect sweet and simple girl, thts just innocent and nice and just a pretty little flower that they forget who they really are. Those people will live a life that's full of ass kissing.
And they're always fake to themselves. I kinda think its pathetic. I really do.
I don't know why im full of anger, but i like it this way, i mean, i speak the truth when im mad. Bcause when im composed, im actually in control of myself. And sometimes im tired of being in control of myself, i just wanna let loose and have fun and be myself. And live my life well, that's all im asking for. And i know im the main worker, the main worker to make this event successful.
23 April 2011
Looking forward
Im looking forward to Ashiqin's brobro's wedding and im looking forward for the Seminar Score A programme at UM :) Oh yes and also sport's day. I am now waiting for my sister, gonna go watch RIOOOOOO. Wanna watch HOP bt then there's no Hop at Klcc tgv or Pavi gsc :( I hope Rio's fun, coz i havent gone to the movies for ages :)
Yesterday someone told me that he/she didnt wanna lose me. And i thought. How can someone even think that way? I mean, i am harsh, brutally honest, you know, a straigtforward person? A person who just has a high temper. Me, this girl *pointing to myself. Woww.
Yesterday someone told me that he/she didnt wanna lose me. And i thought. How can someone even think that way? I mean, i am harsh, brutally honest, you know, a straigtforward person? A person who just has a high temper. Me, this girl *pointing to myself. Woww.
21 April 2011
Hello !
Hello hello hello, I feel so different lately :)
And when i say different, i mean a good one. If i have any free time, i'll try to do my homework which i dont usually do. Or when i stayback and i have the extra time means, while waiting for my parents to arrive, i do my homework at the school canteen, And i actually dislike the environment there. With the hot weather and the smelly trash cans, and the noisy kids there. Talking abt the noisy kids there. I stayed back on wednesday for prefect stuff, and then i had 30 mins left till my parents arrived. So i did my addmath homework at the school canteen, and u know how someone needs to be really focused to actually solve an addmath question. Im not even a pro for addmath, so i need to have tht 100% focus while im doing it. I have a habit of reading the question over and over again to actually get wht the question wants, im kinda slow, but at least if im focused, i wont have to do tht much practice to get used to the concept of wht im studying, well thts me :)
And theeen, while im doing my homework, a girl with a hockey stick came and sat opposite of me, but not facing me of course, she was facing the other way and she was talking to her friends. They talked to each other like they were 10000384092384209 metres away from each other. SERIOUSLY?! You are so rudeeee. You see a person studying in front of you and you make noise, i know i shuld be in the library instead of the canteen but its just 30 mins left and time flies by so fast, and by the time i wanna enter the library, 10 mins alrdy gone, and i dont like going into the library, bcause i cant actually bring my eraser in, or my sharpener in, or my god knows what else. And they are form 3 students! But its okay, im still okay with the noise. Then this girl who i said was holding a hockey stick started hitting the table with her hockey stick! EXCUSE ME, HAVE YOU LOST YOUR BRAIN?! I know i shuld say mind instead of brain but IM SORRY THT UR HEAD IS TOO TRANSPARENT FOR ME TO SENSE THAT YOU EVEN HAVE ONE. Im sorry im this harsh, im actually a really harsh person, honestly said. I ignored her when she did tht for the first time, and then her friend said, "eh kau jgn ketuk la, ade orng belajar tu" and then she didnt for awhile, and a few seconds later, SHE DID IT AGAIN! i was so annoyed i had this image in my brain tht i would do something to her. Maybe something like this,
hehe, k sorry, i know im violent, muh baaddd :)
And when i say different, i mean a good one. If i have any free time, i'll try to do my homework which i dont usually do. Or when i stayback and i have the extra time means, while waiting for my parents to arrive, i do my homework at the school canteen, And i actually dislike the environment there. With the hot weather and the smelly trash cans, and the noisy kids there. Talking abt the noisy kids there. I stayed back on wednesday for prefect stuff, and then i had 30 mins left till my parents arrived. So i did my addmath homework at the school canteen, and u know how someone needs to be really focused to actually solve an addmath question. Im not even a pro for addmath, so i need to have tht 100% focus while im doing it. I have a habit of reading the question over and over again to actually get wht the question wants, im kinda slow, but at least if im focused, i wont have to do tht much practice to get used to the concept of wht im studying, well thts me :)
And theeen, while im doing my homework, a girl with a hockey stick came and sat opposite of me, but not facing me of course, she was facing the other way and she was talking to her friends. They talked to each other like they were 10000384092384209 metres away from each other. SERIOUSLY?! You are so rudeeee. You see a person studying in front of you and you make noise, i know i shuld be in the library instead of the canteen but its just 30 mins left and time flies by so fast, and by the time i wanna enter the library, 10 mins alrdy gone, and i dont like going into the library, bcause i cant actually bring my eraser in, or my sharpener in, or my god knows what else. And they are form 3 students! But its okay, im still okay with the noise. Then this girl who i said was holding a hockey stick started hitting the table with her hockey stick! EXCUSE ME, HAVE YOU LOST YOUR BRAIN?! I know i shuld say mind instead of brain but IM SORRY THT UR HEAD IS TOO TRANSPARENT FOR ME TO SENSE THAT YOU EVEN HAVE ONE. Im sorry im this harsh, im actually a really harsh person, honestly said. I ignored her when she did tht for the first time, and then her friend said, "eh kau jgn ketuk la, ade orng belajar tu" and then she didnt for awhile, and a few seconds later, SHE DID IT AGAIN! i was so annoyed i had this image in my brain tht i would do something to her. Maybe something like this,
hehe, k sorry, i know im violent, muh baaddd :)
10 April 2011
Pics/Drama
These are my bestfriends <3
And this be err Ashiqin and I adjusting each other's moustache? hehe.
Aww me love this picture of us! :)
Sexiest men alive ;)
This is my character in the drama competition, as the killer, named Toby :)
I ate 12 of those kopikos bfr the drama started, to make me hyper!
See, im not so scary at all :P
Me & Dian Amani Suhaimee, we are the retards :)
We lap lap each other until dryy.
BUY THIS CACTUS DRINKING WATER! IF YOU DO, YOU'LL BE AS CRAZY AS ME, (GUARANTEED) ... guess u dont wanna buy it now?
From left: Me (nyonya), Dian (Moustache man), Iman (Lady geek), Ashiqin (Handsome senior). HAHA.
08 April 2011
Final interclass drama competition
Just got back home, thanks for the ride noor ashiqin :)
Soooo, for the drama competition, our class won, *drum rolls... 2nd placing :D I never thot we would even get a placing, i rlly thot we were gonna just u know lose, bcause the awards were mostly for class 5B, U and T altho theres one extra award we got which is best potrayal of character from our class, she got third placing and her name is Myrrah! Her name in the drama was Jonathan Miranda :D Im so glaaaadd we even got an extra award. Alhamdulillah, doa dikabulkan jugak :) The 5K's were all praying depending on their religion, just before we got down to perform, i knew it was such a strong bond there, everybdy was just so accepting with whatever that was happening, and they just wanted to do their best :) And i was so proud of them, i mean everyone contributed everything. And i had such a great time practicing the drama with them, i mean there was a lot of fights, a lot of funny moments, and definitely stressful moments, but i think we grew closer together after that :)
And also congrats to 5B and 5T u guys were amazing, not forgetting the 5U's also :)
Soooo, for the drama competition, our class won, *drum rolls... 2nd placing :D I never thot we would even get a placing, i rlly thot we were gonna just u know lose, bcause the awards were mostly for class 5B, U and T altho theres one extra award we got which is best potrayal of character from our class, she got third placing and her name is Myrrah! Her name in the drama was Jonathan Miranda :D Im so glaaaadd we even got an extra award. Alhamdulillah, doa dikabulkan jugak :) The 5K's were all praying depending on their religion, just before we got down to perform, i knew it was such a strong bond there, everybdy was just so accepting with whatever that was happening, and they just wanted to do their best :) And i was so proud of them, i mean everyone contributed everything. And i had such a great time practicing the drama with them, i mean there was a lot of fights, a lot of funny moments, and definitely stressful moments, but i think we grew closer together after that :)
And also congrats to 5B and 5T u guys were amazing, not forgetting the 5U's also :)
07 April 2011
Devastated
School was very stressful just now, we practiced our drama. For the final interclass drama competition thts happening tmrrw. Well a lot of things were messy. And "them" selfish people are brainless enough to not know wht they did wrong. I mean come on, could you guys be that blur? Could u guys be tht ignorant? You guys fooled us twice, ripped us off twice, why? Were u guys so insecure that u guys were too selfish to use all the time and do this? I just lost respect for you guys. Seriously, we're 17 years old and u guys had to act like 7 year olds. We were not asking for much, we only wanted a partial chance to actually hv the time and do what u guys were doing. We didn't wanna conquer everything, we just wanted that small chance. So i hope you guys will actually realise this, bcause i know its not worth bitching abt u guys. It's not gonna fix anything. We were just devastated you guys did that to us.
06 April 2011
Craving :(
I wanna make sugar cookies, but everything has been so messy and packed and my days are so hectic. Look at these pictures of sugar cookies ;
Injured
I didn't come to school today. Atasha called me a few hours ago to tell me what happened at school. Two people got injured, a teacher and a friend. From wht i heard, i think her fingers or her hand was stuck somewhere? A door, i was blur when atasha told me wht happened because i was too shocked both of them got hurt. I hope Rishantinee will feel better :( I mean i dont think she deserved that, she's like one of the nicest person i've ever known :/ And she's such a good friend of mine, she always asks me if everything was okay. She was always concerned about me, even if i just looked a lil bit down. And knowing that she's hurt doesnt make me feel better at all :(
And another person whom I care about, My addmath teacher, no erase that, my favourite teacher, Pn. Gan Fei Ting. She fell down the stairs and injured her leg. Atasha said she was crying and i can never dare my mind to imagine that, i'd feel the pain immediately. I feel so down till i can't even imagine how im actually gonna perform this friday for drama finals. This is our last stop, and pn gan was the person who actually taught us everything, apart from Pn Aizan. Pn Gan was so committed to helping us, helping with the props, arrangements, costumes, actings, soundtracks. Everything. She was there to help us with every small detail. And she has always believed in us, no matter how naughty or ignorant we are sometimes. She never lost faith in us. The only reason why i could score in addmath is because of her, the top reason on why i like addmath is bcause of her.
She inspired me in so many ways.
Like Iman said too, "I've just lost my spirit to perform well in our class drama for the Form 5 interclass drama this Friday, since Puan Gan was the one who's made it possible for us to even be in the finals."
But one thing that i should remember is that, since she taught us everything, and since she believed so much in us. I wouldn't waste all the time that we spent with her practicing our ass off for the drama. She never gave up on us and we should never give up on this. There is no exception to it. Im gonna do this for her...
And another person whom I care about, My addmath teacher, no erase that, my favourite teacher, Pn. Gan Fei Ting. She fell down the stairs and injured her leg. Atasha said she was crying and i can never dare my mind to imagine that, i'd feel the pain immediately. I feel so down till i can't even imagine how im actually gonna perform this friday for drama finals. This is our last stop, and pn gan was the person who actually taught us everything, apart from Pn Aizan. Pn Gan was so committed to helping us, helping with the props, arrangements, costumes, actings, soundtracks. Everything. She was there to help us with every small detail. And she has always believed in us, no matter how naughty or ignorant we are sometimes. She never lost faith in us. The only reason why i could score in addmath is because of her, the top reason on why i like addmath is bcause of her.
She inspired me in so many ways.
Like Iman said too, "I've just lost my spirit to perform well in our class drama for the Form 5 interclass drama this Friday, since Puan Gan was the one who's made it possible for us to even be in the finals."
But one thing that i should remember is that, since she taught us everything, and since she believed so much in us. I wouldn't waste all the time that we spent with her practicing our ass off for the drama. She never gave up on us and we should never give up on this. There is no exception to it. Im gonna do this for her...
05 April 2011
Castle Season 2 (Season Finale)
Castle is like my all time favourite show. I love how funny the character Castle is, a cheeky writer. And Kate Beckett, the woman who potrays the character of a strong hardcore woman. The last person you ever thought who would have a breakdown. But this twist of show, had it all going between those two characters. Castle likes Kate but it seems like Kate never takes him seriously. Kate never gives him hope, never showed him that she was that soft person, and she even had a boyfriend, Demming. That Castle mocked in his book, which he named Demming as Shmeming. Hahah. He's just hillarious but im so frustrated how Kate culd never see that Castle is not just some playful guy, i mean he actually really likes her. And she never gave him a chance, never did. If i was Castle, i would give up too in the end. But i know Castle's feelings towards Kate is still there. No matter how much you deny something, it'll still be there. And watching the Season 2 Finale just made me feel heartbroken to see that it ended up like that. Here's a video from the clip of season 2 finale. You'll understand what i mean.
New shoes
Yes new shoes! Im not really crazy over shoes. I just wear the same thing over and over again to be honest. But if it involves clothing, that would be another different case. I barely buy any shoes. I don't wear heels bcause i can't walk in them, and its so uncomfortable. I'd avoid heels if i see them in shoe stores. Haha, the only thing i look at is sneakers and wedges! Wedges are my favourites :D I mean it's comfortable, pretty and it matches with a lot of things, it's sweet :) Not that i've tasted them. Last week, the whole family went to pavillion for dinner at La Bodega. After we finished our dinner, we head to Charles and Keith to see if there was any interesting shoes. There was a lot but there was not much variety on the wedges. So we head to Nose, found a pretty wedges! But they didnt have my size :( Oh yeah and my feet is really reallly big. Enormous. Haha. Like this!
Okayy that's quite an exaggeration, but still, i do have a big feet, for a girl? haha. I know other people has got bigger feet than mine but i still think mine is also big :/
Anyways after they had no size for it, we went to Tangs. And then head to Studio Tangs. At first i thot that they had like old women's shoes. But then i found this pretty pretty shoe!
Thank you to papa :) I know it's expensive, might not be expensive to other people but it's expensive to me, it's 230 :( Im sorry papa. I'll study hard and i'll get good results, insyaallah.
Im so grateful for it, alhamdulillah :)
Okayy that's quite an exaggeration, but still, i do have a big feet, for a girl? haha. I know other people has got bigger feet than mine but i still think mine is also big :/
Anyways after they had no size for it, we went to Tangs. And then head to Studio Tangs. At first i thot that they had like old women's shoes. But then i found this pretty pretty shoe!
Thank you to papa :) I know it's expensive, might not be expensive to other people but it's expensive to me, it's 230 :( Im sorry papa. I'll study hard and i'll get good results, insyaallah.
Im so grateful for it, alhamdulillah :)
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