27 September 2010

OPEN HOUSE

Did a small open house, just for a few close friends and family. Thank you Iman, Dian, Atasha, Harshiah, Sonia, Aina and Nahra for coming :) I really appreciate it! It was damn fun, i know and I know sonia wants to come over again :P haha. We had a lot of fun. Sonia, Iman and Nahra dared me to be PROPER, I dont think tht will ever come true, i was proper for not even more than 2 seconds :P So here it is, me, proper? Iman laughed like hell, coz it was impossible for me to be proper! EVER.

Then Dian arrived, and then Harshiah, Damnnn funny weh, we made a video -.-" haha ! im not gonna upload it, ever :P hahahaha.

I had fun with my girls :') Theyre the best! This is why im gonna miss high school :)

I also had fun with atasha and aina, we were hehe storying abt things hihi, girl talk kan u guys? ;)

25 September 2010

Choosy

TO MY BELOVED COUSIN FAROQ AZHAR,

i am not choosy! and why pity my children if they wanna get married? coz im too choosy? nolaa, :P For them im not choosy, for myself maybe A LITTLE BIT ONLY, but tht still counts as not choosy.
hahaha i know when ur bored, u'll open my blog, and read this. Hehe.
Im single coz i want to be single ! :)
What la you bugger -.-"

i know la u'll just date whoever tht is pretty, its coz you're a stalkahh! you even took a picture of a girl you think is hot, at SPAIN, when ur supposed to be playing FOOTBALL or getting your head focusing on FOOTBALL.

but, so, anyways, i wanna take this opportunity to wish you goodluck in pmr, dont dissapoint makjang and the rest of ur family, don't be like me. I know you're smarter than i am. You're just freaking lazy, and please come to my house tmrrw, i beg u! Haha, i'll give u the calculator, :D I know you cn get good results. Do well in this exam, this is not upsr, this is the exam tht will determine your stream, and i know you, for sure wanna be in science stream, so study hard and achieve good results. We're all here supporting you ! I think its like 2 more weeks? Doa bnyk2 kt Allah, baca doa before you start the exam, selawat 7 kali or baca bismillah 7 kali, and then eat lots of raisins or kurma! Tidur awal, study 2 hours everyday, the least. Good luck brothaa :')

19 September 2010

Message received

In this post, there are gonna be some missing words. But it's for me to understand only, and if you do then great, if u dont, i'll leave it as a mystery.

I never knew it was supposed to be this way, of all the previous i thought it was all about hoping for . I just thought having faith in something that i hoped would actually help me get it. I guess not. It wasn't about receiving it, it was about the reason or the change or the impact that would shake you. Maybe something that wouldn't come to me bcause it was all just a :) I always hoped and hoped and hoped, yes it was great to feel like something about it. But it'll only build dissapointments.
Nobody ever knows how life works, nobody ever knows if something is not worth it or is worth it. Some first perspective would say that this is bcause you have to arrange this and that, and you have to get your emotions just right. And not go mad, not go angry, not go sad, not go too happy about it. But nobody can ever control it. They say that maybe the things that you do now changes your life. Yes it does, i agree, but whatever it is. We can never know what changes it, how the changes are, what the effects are to someone. Or how much happiness it brings, sadness, or dissapointments.
So im saying, whatever we do, whatever you do, whatever i do. We can never know how it change us, change our future, change our life, or change our surroundings. So why do you have to be so composed about it?

18 September 2010

Interact Leadership Training Seminar

I had tons of fun at Wesley Methodist School, for the leadership training programme, got to meet new people from SAB, Cempaka, Sji, Stella Maris, Wesley, and etc :) They were really friendly and very open. Well at one time, we were grouped into groups 1,2,3,4 as the ice breaking between the interactors and the rotaractors. My group was fun! They just randomly pick people from all over the school to just join any groups, tht way we cn get to know people from other schools. Haha we had to introduce ourselves and then we played this game, we had to continue stories. A person starts this anything random, and i think this guy i forgot his name haha srry started with "once there was a girl" and then at some part i got lost and then it came back to me at "then the two girls stopped the teacher" and i had to continue, i was so blur haha so i just said "but the teacher pushed them aggressively" HAHA, the rotaractor was laughing bcause the teacher went aggressive :P and then i think hanani wanted to say tht the teacher canned them :P i forgot what she said. And there was this story about a superhero, haha, they said the superhero had powers and then i said he could shape shift himself :P Another story was tht this guy was on a date with the girl then the girl bfr bfr me, i think her name was elina from cempaka, she said "then the guy farted" and the girl bfr me which is syakira from cempaka said "and he burped", I WONDER WHAT I'LL DO IF I WAS THE GIRL, hahaha, so as my turn came i said "and the girl ran away" HAHAHAHAH, obviously! And then hanani said "and he ran after the girl" haha then the rotaractor was expecting some hindustan moves HAHAH coz the guy was running after the girl right but naah i think some girls and guys ended the story alrdy, so tk sempat for hindustan movie otw :P haha.


So anyways after lunch break . we were separated from our own club members :'(
One class for all the presidents, vice presidents and the funding director bcause their roles just relates.
Another class for the Secretary.
Another class for the Treasurer.
Another class for the International Understanding Director
Another class for the Community Service DIrector (here where i came in :O)
Another class for the Club Service Directors,
Publicity Directors, Sergeant At Arms, and any additional posts, all of them went here.

Well, so everyone went to their classes, i met with new people such as, Victoria and Caiven from SAB, Mun Keat and Samantha from Wesley, and etc i forgot their names from Cempaka, Stella Maris, Sri Garden, and i forgot the other school, haha, but I alrdy know Amin from Sji so i sat with him. Coz i was only used to him, aahh i was so nervous at first, and scared of course, coz i barely know anyone there, but the rotarian tht was in charge for our class was a nice person, he lectured us based on truth, based on facts of life, not based on moduls tht were printed on the leadership training seminar book. There can never be service above self if we didnt have a self, tht just went straight up into my mind and i was just thinking about the phrase over and over again. And it was true, if u dont contribute anything to yourself, how can you contribute to the others? If you don't have tht benefit to urself, or the advantages, or the achievements for ur own self, how cn u help the community?
But the best community is to yourself.
The thing tht i could find equally is that, when you serve others, you serve yourself.
The morals of doing it, the experiences of doing it, the happiness, the satisfaction that they feel will just go round back to you. And that's what you're gonna feel when you know you made a group of people happy, people in needy, needs of love and care, or clothes, books, foods, things that we have but they don't.
And talking about us serving the community, the least we could do as a student or the best thing we could do other than to study hard and achieve good grades as a student is to contribute to our school.
I can't believe i have everything what the guy said in my mind, like it's programmed in my head, for the first time something went into my head without going back out.
Well this Muhammad Amin who sat beside me kept yawning, and i think he poked my arm or something, and made noise from the badges tht were in the plastic. AIYOO sempat lagy main phone -.-" AMIN AMIN, hish hahah bising ! Then we had a group discussion on whom we wanna contribute to? What type of fund raising to help reach our budget or the donations we plan to do? Or what we wanna donate to them, or how we can help them? And how we're gonna get there?
We decided to contribute to the orphanages. Like food, clothes, books, items that we don't need anymore, and to raise money for them is by doing a mini concert, where we cn get representatives from each school or clubs or something to perform. We can raise money for them and at the same time spread the message about the needy kids, about why we wanna raise money or maybe to create awareness among the community of the situation in this world now.
And they talked about renting a bus, well, i told them if we wanna rent a bus, the budget would be around 300 - 400 ringgit. Which was kinda expensive coz it involves a lot of people.
So then we decided, it's best to take our own transport or public transport :)

And then lalalala went into the hall, contiue on the ICC meeting for the presidents, vice and secretary.
I WOULD LIKE TO CONGRATS MY DEAREST MATE, PRESIDENT OF THE CBN INTRCT CLUB AND MY GOSSIP MATE,
CONGRATULATIONS ON BEING THE CHAIR PERSON FOR ICC MEETING :')
We are very proud of you as you got the highest post, and the vice chair person is britney from Sri Garden i think, and so on .


I JUST WANNA SAY, WE HAD SO MUCH FUN :D IM SO GLAD I HAD MY FRIENDS THERE AND OTHER NEW FRIENDS OF COURSE :D

05 September 2010

SPREAD

MEETING FOR INTERACT INSTALLATION BETWEEN THE 6 SCHOOLS AT PGRM IS CANCELLED. SPREAD IT TO THOSE WHO PLANNED ON GOING.

Packed schedule for the holidays

Haha well, people taking advantage of holidays, ahuh, in every wayy!

Cant wait for installation practice tmrrw, hope it's going to work out !

Haha ash, our schedules are both packed!
18th september leadership course for interact,
22nd october installation interact,
23rd october prefect camp.

Tmrrw is our first practice for the installation, most of the cbners are not going, which is very sad bcause even my dearest president is not going :/

And i still have doubts on what to wear, hahaha.
Im so bored right now. I got bio, bm, physics, chemistry, english, math, addmath, err and lots more of hw? I Cannot wait for raya! I cnnot wait to make more kuih raya, and to get duit raya, the environment and the smell of hometown, eventhough its hot and theres rlly a lot of mosquitos, buuut i'll be sure to bring the shieldtox thing and rub vicks or some oil on my body bfr i sleep!

I can feel tht im quite a different person alrdy, idk why, and fyi, i feel more fatter than ever.