What is with the empty feeling?
Based on ash's version of emptiness, yes mine is like that. Even if you're life is so hectic, you got things to do, you still feel empty. Even if you talk to someone, you feel like your mind is floating away to some wonderland place playing slides and see saws while you're body is doing something it doesnt wish to do.
That kind of empty, i can never explain it that much. Because it's actually invisible. How can you ever describe something invisible? By explaining what you feel about it, isnt it? Not how it looks like. Obviously. Well thats why it's hard for me to really exactly describe what it is.
I just wish something or someone could fill up the blanks for me. Even filling up the spaces.
After laughing or having fun, i have this pause of silence where my mind comes back thinking rationally like it's stopping me from what i wanna do. Making me think that everything is never worth it. Whatever you do, it doesn't make a change.
Never. But your heart keeps fighting for what you feel like doing , although for me, my mind always conquer.
That is why the heart is alone, clueless, empty, nadaaaaa, nothing, GONE BOOM KABAAAM . what the hell am i saying O.o anyways, that's how the emptiness is like.
Based on ash's version of emptiness, yes mine is like that. Even if you're life is so hectic, you got things to do, you still feel empty. Even if you talk to someone, you feel like your mind is floating away to some wonderland place playing slides and see saws while you're body is doing something it doesnt wish to do.
That kind of empty, i can never explain it that much. Because it's actually invisible. How can you ever describe something invisible? By explaining what you feel about it, isnt it? Not how it looks like. Obviously. Well thats why it's hard for me to really exactly describe what it is.
I just wish something or someone could fill up the blanks for me. Even filling up the spaces.
After laughing or having fun, i have this pause of silence where my mind comes back thinking rationally like it's stopping me from what i wanna do. Making me think that everything is never worth it. Whatever you do, it doesn't make a change.
Never. But your heart keeps fighting for what you feel like doing , although for me, my mind always conquer.
That is why the heart is alone, clueless, empty, nadaaaaa, nothing, GONE BOOM KABAAAM . what the hell am i saying O.o anyways, that's how the emptiness is like.
For me.
I wish that im visible.
I wish that my heart has the ingridients to fill it up.
Ezleen Natasha.
I wish that my heart has the ingridients to fill it up.
Ezleen Natasha.
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