Yesterday i went jogging with my younger sister, hanna. We went out the house around 6.30pm, hehe after sekolah tk mandi, peluh2 pegy jogging. Well, i was alrdy done till hanna decided she just wanted to slow jog so she wore her slippers.
P/s: There's a benefit tht she wore the slippers.
Okay so we jog jog jog, bnyk orng tua , idk why young people won't jog these days. But they were cute, pakciks and makciks :) Haha.
Then we jog jog jog jog jog, naik bukit turun bukit, haha. So, when we were walking and talking arnd the houses area. There was this motorcycle, 1# one of them was at the front. and then the guy at the back, tried to open his shirt when they passed us BUT SADLY, his shirt is stuck at his friend's! HAHAHAHA. so i said, wtf haha and he totally looked and was ashamed.
P/s: Please dont try opening your shirt to flirt with girls :)
2# there was this motorcyle passing us and he tried to speed around the corner till he almost fell. so he shouted at his friend to stoppp speeding. IT WAS SO CLOSEEE. he almost hit the road HAHA.
P/s: speeding aint gonna work.
3# well this oneee he sat backwards while saying hyeeeee like im 10 km away from him -.-"
4# haha sameee laa like everyoneee!
In the end, hanna took off her slippers and sheeeeeeeee ALMOST THREW IT AT EVERY GUY'S HEAD. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA, thanks sis, ur only standard 5 and ur alrdy good at defending urself. haha
25 February 2010
09 February 2010
Old man!
Mama thinks that im gnna marry an old man since she thinks im interested in Daniel Boulud -.-" He's someone i look up to, i mean the way he handle things and he's a great chef. And someday I wish i could be like him. For me he looks a little bit like Mahathir. Haha but i think he's cute :D haha. Well, not tht im interested like u know what to him, i just think he's a great man, thts all :)
And im still going for cullinary arts, mother.
Stuffs
Kak Farah is going to perth tomorrow, im gonna miss her especially when she's going there for 2 years :(
Im gonna miss shopping with her, hanging out with her, and all, and even jogging with her!
I wanna followwww herrr! but i know i can't. Haiyh she's like the greatest cousin ever, :/
Well, im gonna meet her tonight and i hope we cn send her off tomorrow, which means if its school time, then im not going to school. I dont care.
I skipped school for today since my legs are feeling a lil bit cramped. And maybe to skip for the sukantara. Well spent time reading "The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks", loved it, i feel like im in it and i want my own Will. Well, thts impossible. Every guy i dated was more to uhh realistic and never that "hving a good conversation type of people", just the common things they were supposed to do but i still loved them for who they are. They're just predictable that's all. Also played with my cats and kittens. They were really hyper. Papa and mama brought chibbo for a ride in the car. He loves riding the car! I thought only dogs like it but chibbo is just unique for liking it too.
Im gonna miss shopping with her, hanging out with her, and all, and even jogging with her!
I wanna followwww herrr! but i know i can't. Haiyh she's like the greatest cousin ever, :/
Well, im gonna meet her tonight and i hope we cn send her off tomorrow, which means if its school time, then im not going to school. I dont care.
I skipped school for today since my legs are feeling a lil bit cramped. And maybe to skip for the sukantara. Well spent time reading "The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks", loved it, i feel like im in it and i want my own Will. Well, thts impossible. Every guy i dated was more to uhh realistic and never that "hving a good conversation type of people", just the common things they were supposed to do but i still loved them for who they are. They're just predictable that's all. Also played with my cats and kittens. They were really hyper. Papa and mama brought chibbo for a ride in the car. He loves riding the car! I thought only dogs like it but chibbo is just unique for liking it too.
"Sometimes you have to be apart from people you love, but that doesnt mean you love them any less. Sometimes it even makes you love them more".
I agree.
Maybe im just getting close to you bcause i was lonely, because you were the only one who were concern about me. And maybe i just missed us. I don't wanna give you hopes but i think i just did. I guess we'll just go with the flow.
I agree.
Maybe im just getting close to you bcause i was lonely, because you were the only one who were concern about me. And maybe i just missed us. I don't wanna give you hopes but i think i just did. I guess we'll just go with the flow.
06 February 2010
FUTURE
You make me go nuts.
I thought everything was going right but i was wrong
Im hating form 4. I hateee ittt. So stressful, its 5 times more stressful than form 3. So to you guys that are younger than me now, APPRECIATE THE POSITION YOU'RE IN. And good luck. Have fun. Go waste your time. Go have an outing twice a week. Go hang out with your friends. -.-"
Haiyhh thinking about what im gonna do after i finish school, just makes me feel like jumping off a building.
Im hating form 4. I hateee ittt. So stressful, its 5 times more stressful than form 3. So to you guys that are younger than me now, APPRECIATE THE POSITION YOU'RE IN. And good luck. Have fun. Go waste your time. Go have an outing twice a week. Go hang out with your friends. -.-"
Haiyhh thinking about what im gonna do after i finish school, just makes me feel like jumping off a building.
So practically im in science stream and i wanna do CULLINARY.
Is it wrong? It seems wrong but its not. Right?
Well, i loveeee coooking. Love it. Love it. And i can imagine myself in that kind of situation.
Although a lot of people would say, "why chef? u know they go back home real late. They get stressed out a lot. They have really oily face because of the heat and all -.-"
Weeeeeeeeeeeeelllllllll,
I still love cooking?
It's my thing, haha. Everyone has their own thang, and if you follow your heart, Maybe you'll make the right choice.
My dad has been asking me, "are u sure u wanna take cullinary?" , "betul nie nak masak?", "are you really sure? U dont wanna take medicine? don't wanna take business? don't wanna take something else?"
Firstly, medicine is sooooooo not me. Imagining me being a doctor, is so weird! Checking people and all. And learning about it, makes me fall asleep.
Business? Yeaa ryteee, im nt that type of person.
Well remember the taxi incident. When the cab driver asked me wht i wanna be later on when i finish school. And when i said i wanna be a chef. He laughed and said tht it was a stupid thing for me to do.
HELLO LOOK IN THE MIRROR WILL YOU. YOU'RE A CAB DRIVER.
haaaaaaaa. Stupid shallow minded person. Its not like im gonna take cullinary and waste it off by opening some small gerai tepi jalan or something!
I wanna work all over the world. I wanna work in a hotel. Or work at some place that has the widest branch. Or maybe even be a private chef to some top famous people. I've been to the education fair before and there's a chef, they story. A chef who was paid 50 000 dollars for one dish, at shangri la i think. And that's only SHANGRI LA. what if i can reach to a higher level? Its worth it, since its something i love combining with a huge amount of moneyy.
Then i can reach my all time life goal by making a huge feast for the poor. The food they can't afford to eat. The poor, orphans. I just can't imagine if i was in their place. I brag too much , even when i am in a good life. Thats human. Who doesn't take things for granted? Everybody does. Except for the ones that sits in the lowest level feeling what we could never put ourselves into,
Is it wrong? It seems wrong but its not. Right?
Well, i loveeee coooking. Love it. Love it. And i can imagine myself in that kind of situation.
Although a lot of people would say, "why chef? u know they go back home real late. They get stressed out a lot. They have really oily face because of the heat and all -.-"
Weeeeeeeeeeeeelllllllll,
I still love cooking?
It's my thing, haha. Everyone has their own thang, and if you follow your heart, Maybe you'll make the right choice.
My dad has been asking me, "are u sure u wanna take cullinary?" , "betul nie nak masak?", "are you really sure? U dont wanna take medicine? don't wanna take business? don't wanna take something else?"
Firstly, medicine is sooooooo not me. Imagining me being a doctor, is so weird! Checking people and all. And learning about it, makes me fall asleep.
Business? Yeaa ryteee, im nt that type of person.
Well remember the taxi incident. When the cab driver asked me wht i wanna be later on when i finish school. And when i said i wanna be a chef. He laughed and said tht it was a stupid thing for me to do.
HELLO LOOK IN THE MIRROR WILL YOU. YOU'RE A CAB DRIVER.
haaaaaaaa. Stupid shallow minded person. Its not like im gonna take cullinary and waste it off by opening some small gerai tepi jalan or something!
I wanna work all over the world. I wanna work in a hotel. Or work at some place that has the widest branch. Or maybe even be a private chef to some top famous people. I've been to the education fair before and there's a chef, they story. A chef who was paid 50 000 dollars for one dish, at shangri la i think. And that's only SHANGRI LA. what if i can reach to a higher level? Its worth it, since its something i love combining with a huge amount of moneyy.
Then i can reach my all time life goal by making a huge feast for the poor. The food they can't afford to eat. The poor, orphans. I just can't imagine if i was in their place. I brag too much , even when i am in a good life. Thats human. Who doesn't take things for granted? Everybody does. Except for the ones that sits in the lowest level feeling what we could never put ourselves into,
Those are the people i look up to.
Emptiness
What is with the empty feeling?
Based on ash's version of emptiness, yes mine is like that. Even if you're life is so hectic, you got things to do, you still feel empty. Even if you talk to someone, you feel like your mind is floating away to some wonderland place playing slides and see saws while you're body is doing something it doesnt wish to do.
That kind of empty, i can never explain it that much. Because it's actually invisible. How can you ever describe something invisible? By explaining what you feel about it, isnt it? Not how it looks like. Obviously. Well thats why it's hard for me to really exactly describe what it is.
I just wish something or someone could fill up the blanks for me. Even filling up the spaces.
After laughing or having fun, i have this pause of silence where my mind comes back thinking rationally like it's stopping me from what i wanna do. Making me think that everything is never worth it. Whatever you do, it doesn't make a change.
Never. But your heart keeps fighting for what you feel like doing , although for me, my mind always conquer.
That is why the heart is alone, clueless, empty, nadaaaaa, nothing, GONE BOOM KABAAAM . what the hell am i saying O.o anyways, that's how the emptiness is like.
Based on ash's version of emptiness, yes mine is like that. Even if you're life is so hectic, you got things to do, you still feel empty. Even if you talk to someone, you feel like your mind is floating away to some wonderland place playing slides and see saws while you're body is doing something it doesnt wish to do.
That kind of empty, i can never explain it that much. Because it's actually invisible. How can you ever describe something invisible? By explaining what you feel about it, isnt it? Not how it looks like. Obviously. Well thats why it's hard for me to really exactly describe what it is.
I just wish something or someone could fill up the blanks for me. Even filling up the spaces.
After laughing or having fun, i have this pause of silence where my mind comes back thinking rationally like it's stopping me from what i wanna do. Making me think that everything is never worth it. Whatever you do, it doesn't make a change.
Never. But your heart keeps fighting for what you feel like doing , although for me, my mind always conquer.
That is why the heart is alone, clueless, empty, nadaaaaa, nothing, GONE BOOM KABAAAM . what the hell am i saying O.o anyways, that's how the emptiness is like.
For me.
I wish that im visible.
I wish that my heart has the ingridients to fill it up.
Ezleen Natasha.
I wish that my heart has the ingridients to fill it up.
Ezleen Natasha.
Long gone
Hye ash, im sure you're gonna be skipping and jumping around as im updating my blog. -.-" haha. This is the first time i feel really really really really really feel EMPTY, i never felt empty before. Okay i did but this is like way way empty.
Im so bored. I don't know wht to do. Eventhough i know i should finish up my biology and addmath homework. SHIT. Now i remember haha. Well, i'll do it later!
Just wanna summarize about what has been going on.
Im so bored. I don't know wht to do. Eventhough i know i should finish up my biology and addmath homework. SHIT. Now i remember haha. Well, i'll do it later!
Just wanna summarize about what has been going on.
Girls day out with Ashiqin, Iman & Emma.
I had a fun time with them. Wish putri could join, then everything would be so complete. Complete of hving the high possibilities to laugh till my throat comes out. Haha. We watched avatar 3D. Ash, Me, Emma and Iman. Well i justy pity ashiqin coz she got this grandpa sitting beside her coughing and sneezing 24/7, i swear she couldn't concentrate on her fantasy world as she knew there wasn't any navi people that was sick, but it's okay. I just pity the old man, he should really take his medicine.
I had a fun time with them. Wish putri could join, then everything would be so complete. Complete of hving the high possibilities to laugh till my throat comes out. Haha. We watched avatar 3D. Ash, Me, Emma and Iman. Well i justy pity ashiqin coz she got this grandpa sitting beside her coughing and sneezing 24/7, i swear she couldn't concentrate on her fantasy world as she knew there wasn't any navi people that was sick, but it's okay. I just pity the old man, he should really take his medicine.
Uhh well, nothing much to say, i thought avatar was fun because iman and luqman said so, but then even i fell asleep. Especially when they're having a war -.-" It was 3 hours! my eyes were so tired and my mind can't stop thinking about shopping. I think it was because of the TGI friday's we ate before watching the movie. Just wanna say ,
DON'T WASTE YOUR MAC AND CHEESE ---> Ash & Emms.
Haiyhh, kids these days -.-"
P/s; NEVER GO SHOPPING WITH EMMA SHAZLEEN ALI.
I sweeeeeeeeearrrr you'll have to bring a chair with you! She goes here and there and here and there and wnt this and tht and this and tht and AAAHHH, haha. haaaa.
P/s; NEVER GO SHOPPING WITH EMMA SHAZLEEN ALI.
I sweeeeeeeeearrrr you'll have to bring a chair with you! She goes here and there and here and there and wnt this and tht and this and tht and AAAHHH, haha. haaaa.
I feel so empty,
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