Awkward

That awkward moment when yr dad asked you if you have any boyfriend or not and you don't have any, you don't even hv anyone you fancy, you don't even have anyone to think abt, and you don't know whether to answer yr dad seriously or in a funny way bcause its funny tht he's asking you at the time where u dont like anyone. And u laughed answering his question, and he thinks differently. HAIYER. Spm also havent finish.

Replaced

I was going thru some websites, about volunteer work. Since my sister ezza went to this Tasputra place, a place where they take care of disabled children and all. And i was trying to remember who replaced my post as community service director in interact club fr next year. Maybe I culd recommend this place to my junior. I mean I know im not a comm serv director anymore but its something tht I can still do. When I was the comm serv director in my club, everything was hectic, the schedule too. Since I was dealing with spm and all, and I only planned a visit to the old folk's home beside my school, cbn. Well, we've been there twice, and I felt guilty tht i culdnt bring them somewhere different. But we still had fun and it was a good experience to me. To put my myself in their shoes. To see them laugh and be all joyful like they never doubt why they were choosen to be there. The one thing tht i'll always remember is when they asked me to pray. Never stop praying, no matter to which god I pray to. Just keep praying and never lose faith. Put extra effort to pray, to believe in god.

Polar Bear

Anyways, I was going thru some photos from my twitter account. The photos i tweeted when i got admitted into the hosp. I MISS THE HOSP! Everyone was suddenly nice to me and no one cn make me stress :D (the advice from doctor) Mehehe.


Remember this ASH? I dont know if im the one looking sick, or her :P

This is Umar sleeping on my mom's extra bed when he was waiting for me at the hosp with my sisters.

And this is my sisters, Ezza & Eimaan playing with MY BED, while i SAT ON THE SOFA -.-" Who's sick nw?

The red velvet cake, Umar bought for me! And the teddy bear tht Ash gave me, I named it Bronks bcause I was having bronchitis !

My sister made me this badge for me using her badge maker tht she bought from toys r us, printed the picture of a polar bear and wrote "IM BI-POLAR" below the pic. I mean i guess it is kinda of a fact, tht im bipolar :P My mom was like, "why would you expose yrself to people? I mean this way? Why do u wanna show it?" Well actually im not only bipolar, i have another disorder, buuuut, thts something u don't hv to know abt :D Im quite a freak, believe it or not. That's why i hv a rlly small circle of friends. They accept me for who I am. And it's hard to find friends tht cn accept you with a maniac personality.

Different

Just now after I performed my maghrib prayers, kit kat, my kitten was playing in the room, she was jumping here, jumping there. Trying to pull my telekung and all. Then when I was reciting my al-Quran, my kitten looked at me differently. She immediately stop jumping, and she just stood in front of me and looked at me as if she was gonna cry. Kit kat's ears were teary, and it wasn't my imagination, I felt something when she stared at me. So she hopped on my lap and hugged my hand. It was one of a kind moment. Never been thru it bfr. Nways, Salam maal hijrah to all the Muslims :)