Polar Bear

Anyways, I was going thru some photos from my twitter account. The photos i tweeted when i got admitted into the hosp. I MISS THE HOSP! Everyone was suddenly nice to me and no one cn make me stress :D (the advice from doctor) Mehehe.


Remember this ASH? I dont know if im the one looking sick, or her :P

This is Umar sleeping on my mom's extra bed when he was waiting for me at the hosp with my sisters.

And this is my sisters, Ezza & Eimaan playing with MY BED, while i SAT ON THE SOFA -.-" Who's sick nw?

The red velvet cake, Umar bought for me! And the teddy bear tht Ash gave me, I named it Bronks bcause I was having bronchitis !

My sister made me this badge for me using her badge maker tht she bought from toys r us, printed the picture of a polar bear and wrote "IM BI-POLAR" below the pic. I mean i guess it is kinda of a fact, tht im bipolar :P My mom was like, "why would you expose yrself to people? I mean this way? Why do u wanna show it?" Well actually im not only bipolar, i have another disorder, buuuut, thts something u don't hv to know abt :D Im quite a freak, believe it or not. That's why i hv a rlly small circle of friends. They accept me for who I am. And it's hard to find friends tht cn accept you with a maniac personality.

Different

Just now after I performed my maghrib prayers, kit kat, my kitten was playing in the room, she was jumping here, jumping there. Trying to pull my telekung and all. Then when I was reciting my al-Quran, my kitten looked at me differently. She immediately stop jumping, and she just stood in front of me and looked at me as if she was gonna cry. Kit kat's ears were teary, and it wasn't my imagination, I felt something when she stared at me. So she hopped on my lap and hugged my hand. It was one of a kind moment. Never been thru it bfr. Nways, Salam maal hijrah to all the Muslims :)

Long phone call

After a few months of burying my phone, and neglecting it. I felt like it was importnt for me to finally switch it on, so I did yesterday. It took a few hours to finally recharge my phone. And i got tons of miscalls and text msgs. Shockingly, I thought no one cared abt me :( But i mean i barely use my phone, with all the twitter account, and fb. I keep my friends close thru those sites. And im always at home, so why on the phone? Well the reason why im posting abt a long phone call is bcause i just had one :P with my bestfriend, Ash! Haha we're such babies :P We talked about Jimmy Neutron. and about patrick star. Im kidding... i think. We talked about spm, what we're going to do after tht, when we're gonna start taking our driver's license and how we're gonna spend our new years. And plan a bbq with our girlfriends. I think my life revolves around my family and my girlfriends. They're like the main characters in my life. I don't even have any minor ones.


Ash cant trust me with cars esp when im a paranoid freak. I don't like cars speeding, it's just so scary. I mean you might just get into an accident, and u might just get hurt, and then by tht time, u'll regret doing wht u did, and u'll say i wish i didnt do tht, i wish i had more time with the people tht i love and blablabla. Something irreversible. I don't wanna regret it. But then, how am I going to drive a car? I mean drivers these days, they're all speeding! no actually some of them are nt, bt i think its too fast for me :/ I have to get myself a person who knows how to drive! Not as a driver, but as a teacher? Maybe. I don't know, I HAVE TO OVERCOME THIS.

Tinglish

Felt something different the first time I ......