Superstar

Im not yr personal cheerleader and you're not the superstar. Stop treating me like im your motivational robot. We've known each other since we were 15, since you were lame, pathetic, playful, immature and you. Now tht yr life has revolved around different people, different surroundings. You act like im always the back up. I can be here when you need me, but only when you treat me like im your friend. I can just walk away from you. It's not like i get paid, but im doing this sincerely bcause i know who you were. And i know people change, but i can adapt to the change if you would just stop treating me like im yr cheerleader. Treat me with respect. You know me, im very practical. So don't think i can't walk away from this attitude of yours.

Quote of the day

The defects and faults of the mind are like wounds in the body. After all imaginable care has been taken to heal them up, still there will be a scar left behind.

Afraid

I wanna watch breaking dawn, i know most people are gonna say "eee u wanna watch breaking dawn, so gay, or so lame or pfft its just breaking dawn or hey am i the only one who doesnt wanna watch breaking dawn?" haha seriously? with that attitude, its gonna bring u nowhere in life.

I think people have rights to like what they like. Why judge wht they like? Unless if its illegal or something, or it bothers you or haunts you, then yes do say something abt it. But this, is just a movie, and do u think its cool tht u say this? "am i the only one thts not excited for breaking dawn?" does tht make u an adult? does tht make u special?

And yes u have rights to dislike whatever u want to dislike. But seriously? People don't wanna hear it. Negativeee thingss. Negative thoughts. No, you are not welcome to say something negative. Im not saying this to one person, im saying this to tons of people. If you think tht movie is gay, lame, pathetic, then just keep quite. Okay?

Anyways, I can't wait for Nicole's birthday. I have a special pressie for her! :)

Isn't this blog post just bipolar :)

Taking the chance

WEEHOO, spm is almost over, and im having my 4 day break, just waiting till i get my chemistry and biology boots on! Just had a good breakfast, and still no mood to study, im still tired. Hihi excuses, i know :P Watched puss in boots yesterday! That cute little kitttyyyy! And kitty soft paws. and daamn it was funny. Watched it with my sisters, eimaan and ezza, oh yeah and umar's friends. NOW I KNOW WHAT HUMPY DUMPTY'S MIDDLE NAME IS. mwuahahaha, idk if its a fact or a myth tho. Yesterday was my "letting go of my stress dont u come back" day! ahuuuh ahuuuh. But of course it'll say hi to me again on tuesday and wednesday. Then on thursday, i'll be patrick under a rock. sleeeeping all dayyy longgg, doing whatever i want.

I wonder if i shuld do any part time jobs. I mean where would i fit in? In a restaurant? Who knows :)
Im gonna start on my tasha's fav recipes folio. Can't wait. Cooking everything, doing experiments, and gather it in one special book :') Maybe i'll even make a copy for ezza, since god knows wht shes gonna eat at America.