Injured

I didn't come to school today. Atasha called me a few hours ago to tell me what happened at school. Two people got injured, a teacher and a friend. From wht i heard, i think her fingers or her hand was stuck somewhere? A door, i was blur when atasha told me wht happened because i was too shocked both of them got hurt. I hope Rishantinee will feel better :( I mean i dont think she deserved that, she's like one of the nicest person i've ever known :/ And she's such a good friend of mine, she always asks me if everything was okay. She was always concerned about me, even if i just looked a lil bit down. And knowing that she's hurt doesnt make me feel better at all :(
And another person whom I care about, My addmath teacher, no erase that, my favourite teacher, Pn. Gan Fei Ting. She fell down the stairs and injured her leg. Atasha said she was crying and i can never dare my mind to imagine that, i'd feel the pain immediately. I feel so down till i can't even imagine how im actually gonna perform this friday for drama finals. This is our last stop, and pn gan was the person who actually taught us everything, apart from Pn Aizan. Pn Gan was so committed to helping us, helping with the props, arrangements, costumes, actings, soundtracks. Everything. She was there to help us with every small detail. And she has always believed in us, no matter how naughty or ignorant we are sometimes. She never lost faith in us. The only reason why i could score in addmath is because of her, the top reason on why i like addmath is bcause of her.
She inspired me in so many ways.
Like Iman said too, "I've just lost my spirit to perform well in our class drama for the Form 5 interclass drama this Friday, since Puan Gan was the one who's made it possible for us to even be in the finals."
But one thing that i should remember is that, since she taught us everything, and since she believed so much in us. I wouldn't waste all the time that we spent with her practicing our ass off for the drama. She never gave up on us and we should never give up on this. There is no exception to it. Im gonna do this for her...

Castle Season 2 (Season Finale)

Castle is like my all time favourite show. I love how funny the character Castle is, a cheeky writer. And Kate Beckett, the woman who potrays the character of a strong hardcore woman. The last person you ever thought who would have a breakdown. But this twist of show, had it all going between those two characters. Castle likes Kate but it seems like Kate never takes him seriously. Kate never gives him hope, never showed him that she was that soft person, and she even had a boyfriend, Demming. That Castle mocked in his book, which he named Demming as Shmeming. Hahah. He's just hillarious but im so frustrated how Kate culd never see that Castle is not just some playful guy, i mean he actually really likes her. And she never gave him a chance, never did. If i was Castle, i would give up too in the end. But i know Castle's feelings towards Kate is still there. No matter how much you deny something, it'll still be there. And watching the Season 2 Finale just made me feel heartbroken to see that it ended up like that. Here's a video from the clip of season 2 finale. You'll understand what i mean.

New shoes

Yes new shoes! Im not really crazy over shoes. I just wear the same thing over and over again to be honest. But if it involves clothing, that would be another different case. I barely buy any shoes. I don't wear heels bcause i can't walk in them, and its so uncomfortable. I'd avoid heels if i see them in shoe stores. Haha, the only thing i look at is sneakers and wedges! Wedges are my favourites :D I mean it's comfortable, pretty and it matches with a lot of things, it's sweet :) Not that i've tasted them. Last week, the whole family went to pavillion for dinner at La Bodega. After we finished our dinner, we head to Charles and Keith to see if there was any interesting shoes. There was a lot but there was not much variety on the wedges. So we head to Nose, found a pretty wedges! But they didnt have my size :( Oh yeah and my feet is really reallly big. Enormous. Haha. Like this!


Okayy that's quite an exaggeration, but still, i do have a big feet, for a girl? haha. I know other people has got bigger feet than mine but i still think mine is also big :/
Anyways after they had no size for it, we went to Tangs. And then head to Studio Tangs. At first i thot that they had like old women's shoes. But then i found this pretty pretty shoe!



Thank you to papa :) I know it's expensive, might not be expensive to other people but it's expensive to me, it's 230 :( Im sorry papa. I'll study hard and i'll get good results, insyaallah.
Im so grateful for it, alhamdulillah :)

Health

My dad's hving his surgery today, he's having a hard time breathing so yeahh... i hope he's gonna be okay. Insyaallah everything will go smoothly, i dont wanna think negatively, it just tears me apart so anyways, i rlly hope its going to be okay :)