Fall again

Found out the truth

Now i know how you really feel. Im sorry for being here. But don't worry, i'll be gone soon.

Decision

Im confused. I really am and i feel lost, im in the middle of the road. Im not crossing, neither am i turning back. im just stuck in the middle not knowing what to do. Havent decided if i should go for the risky ride or the safe side? Bcause i don't know which one won't hurt me. Going to the risky side might break my heart if i crossed the road for no motive, left alone and stuck there not getting over the fact tht i chose the risky side and if i were to go to the safe side, i'd just cry for leaving the thing tht makes me happy.

Yesterday

I feel so empty today, maybe because you're not here. I can't believe i forced you into doing something you did not want to do. And now im the one being depressed, i can't blame you for saying yes. Im blaming myself for this. Yesterday and today is two different world. I was so happy this morning thinking about what happened, thinking about what we went through. I never felt so happy. I was never that happy. And my heart was beating so fast thinking about it. Thinking about how happy you made me eventhough i totally hated your guts. I thought i told myself to not fall in love, especially this year, Especially after all the heartbroken moments. I didn't wanna risk myself into something that would hurt so much but i can't help it. I was always so realistic but with him i wasnt.

They can take tomorrow where the plans we made,
They can take the music that we never play,
All the broken dreams take everything,
Just take it away but they can never have yesterday.