Castle Season 4 *spoiler

I CAN'T WAIT FOR CASTLE SEASON 4! I also know whos the captain for the new season. Hehe. But im more excited to know what happens to Nathan Fillion ( Castle ) and Stana Katic ( Kate Beckett). This is the promo of castle S4E1.

Obsession

I've been listening to these three songs over and over and over and over and over again! I can't seem to stop :O

Resist

I don't know why my heart hasn't been listening to my brain, vice versa. I'm not trying to chase something that's not worth my time. I just miss that feeling. I can resist you but i can't forget you. Everytime I hear your name, it's like a siren to my ear. Alerting my brain to remember you. But what am i thinking? Im just 17 , im a teenager, there are other things that i shuld be chasing, which is the best results in my spm. Which i am btw chasing fr it.
People can say maybe i just love the idea of you, but i know that i don't just love the idea. I actually like you. I care for you. You might be arrogant, ignorant, selfish, childish, and so many more negative attitude tht i can't stand -.-" (which i know i hv mine too, a lot :p) But i can't help smilling everytime im reminded of you.

Handmade

I got a handmade birthday card from my younger sister, eimaan. And it's not even my brdy yet -.-" buuutt its really sweet of her :) EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT , she reminded me of spm in tht card, mostly covers the card. HAHA. thanks sis -.-" And as usual, not used to saying tht she loves me :P She wrote "I lap you until dry dry laa" haha, i really need to frame this. Show her when she's older. To remind her how creative she is :P I can't wait for my brdy! Gonna have a brdy dinner with my family and the next night with my friends, just a few close friends :)

Smurfs!

I WANNA WATCH IT

smurftastic! hehe :D

Trailer 1

Trailer 2

Happy Birthday.

I hope you like the present I gave you! And it's not a gelaaang! haha its a tasbih :P Let us both get ourselves closer to Allah. I will always pray for you. We have been bestfriends for 6 years, no matter how far you were, we were never inseparable. No matter how mad we are at each other. Happy 17th birthday, it's a special day for you, a special day for me. A day to celebrate your existence in this world. I promise i'll be there beside you when yr old, to hold your coffee cup *tho i cant guarantee tht i wont spill it on u.* I'll also be there beside you when you're all wrinkled, to tell you tht u need a good cosmetic product to make them wrinkles dissapear, haha kidding. I'll love you no matter how you look like.

Cheer comp

Our dearest bestfriend, Putri Natasha. Went there supporting two teams, Xavier and Vivacious! :) We love you, putek <3 We're always here supporting u :)

ASHTAILASH! hahahah

My sissy eimaan and my cousin faroq.

This was our car rideee to bukit jalil

Nabila Bakri, <3

Rumah Cahaya

This is bridget, this is when she was telling me abt her walking to the church everyday to pray. Pray for the better.

They were playing hookeey pokeey haha so adorable

London bridge is falling down! falling down!

Miss her alrdy.

I forgot on which date tht i went to rumah cahaya, but it was one of the community service project tht i held for my club. and im so glad the rest of the member had fun there. Ive been so busy with school tht i forgot to upload these photos, guess i'll show some of it here. It was a good visit, opened some funkyy dancyy songs for them so sing and dance along. Looking at them makes me cry, you know how you can never go agains nature. You're still gonna grow old but how are you going to age? What or how will you end up like? Just being there with them makes me feel scared, for i culd end up just like them. But at the same time, I just feel like I had to do something for them. I was touched. They weren't knocked down, by the fact that they lived there. In fact when we had a chat session, one-on-one session, something like tht with them. This lady, bridget, she told me that she prayed everyday so that everyday would be better and it would be a good day, she would never forget abt her god. Eventho we are in two different religions, both of it teaches tht we shuld alwys turn to god and tell god our problems, wish for the better, wish for the strength we never had to face everyday.